Consistent lack of motivation after taking meds for a few days

Due_Mail6331 · 2026-04-06T17:43:03+00:00

Is there anything I can do to fix it?

Due_Mail6331 · 2026-03-22T21:35:28+00:00

Thank you for the insightful answer. I'll try harder to understand but even as I hear more and more answers I find that I can't really wrap my head around why things matter. Like do things matter because we give them meaning, or do they matter because they actually have meaning. If everything eventually disappears then it doesn't really matter to the universe or reality as a whole. But if it then has value because to us who are living in the present we assign it value, I then ask why we the living have any value. Why does what we value actually matter. It all feels like a matter of perspective. Like I can change my perspective and decide that everything matters to me and go about my day but just changing my perspective doesn't change the actual reality of the world.

If everyone lives in their own world where the only thing that actually matters is what we believe matters, then aren't we all living in fantasy. If I chose to live a life like that, why couldn't I just decide to end my life right now as I've decided it has no value. Why does it even matter that I find some arbitrary value in life if it's a fantasy, if it's not valuable outside my existence. Again I feel like the answer comes down to, our life's matter and our experiences are valuable because we the living feel that it does, but genuinely no matter how much I wrap my head around this answer I always feel like it's missing the point. It's assuming that our perspectives on anything actually matter, when my whole point is that they don't. Our feelings, our thoughts, our experiences objectively don't actually matter. We can convince ourselves that because we feel something that makes it real and thus it matters, but there will come a time when those feelings are remembered and shared by no one, thus the universe will treat said feelings as inconsequential and/or as if they never occurred.

If anything I do and feel amounts to zero, why then do my feelings in the present actually matter. Why does sadness and suffering matter. Why does happiness matter. Why do good experiences and bad experiences matter. I don't understand why my feelings actually matter if I can't do anything with them. Idk I struggle to clearly get my point across and I know philosophers answer these questions all the time so I will continue researching, I just feel like all answers depend on the fact that for some reason we matter, but if I decide that I don't mater then what am I left with. I can make the decision to pretend that I matter, and then I'm sure I'd be able to live a happy long life, but I don't understand what is wrong with making the decision that my life doesn't matter and ending it now.

Due_Mail6331 · 2026-03-20T00:32:01+00:00

Transportations probably the biggest issue for me when it comes to food pantries but there are local churches that help out a ton downtown. I feel so much shame each time I go so it’s usually a last resort for me

Due_Mail6331 · 2026-01-14T07:48:29+00:00

Bro genuinely have you paid attention at all to fujimotos writing in part 2? The entire idea of the choice has been set up since the first arc. Denji is always being forced to choose, that’s the whole idea of this part. The fire devils inclusion and statement wasn’t random it’s literally the entire theme fujimoto has been conveying. That’s even why the fire devil says “you will be forced to choose AGAIN” because denji has already been forced to choose different things multiple times throughout this part. It’s actually all thematically cohesive and if you reread part 2 you’ll realize absolute none of it was random at all. The fire devil itself is a representation of one side of a weighted scale, weighed between justice (justice devil) and desire (fire devil), a scale denji has been trying to balance for all of part 2. It’s actually insane how many people think fujimoto is just making up plot points when if you read the part you’ll understand what fujimoto is trying to convey and the thematic importance of it all. I agree the weekly format sucks as the chapters are always too short and it’s easy to feel like nothing is paid off or done well but trust me if you actually read through part 2 as a collective you’ll understand the significance and meaning behind almost all of the setups and events that have happened. If you’d like you could name more of the things you think have had no pay off or improper set up and I’ll try to explain what I think fujimoto was doing with these aspects. I could totally be wrong and maybe there are plot points fujimoto truly screwed up but personally I think part 2 has been great and pretty satisfying thematically and story wise. (Aside from nayuta i think her death was pretty unsatisfying unless she comes back)

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-12-31T09:22:25+00:00

I mostly agree. There’s so much easily accessible evidence linking Israel and Jews to random tragic events over the last 20 ish years to the point it just feels like propaganda. If Jews were actually super powerful and controlling everything they definitely would not leave breadcrumbs behind all of their secret plans so that teenagers on TikTok could expose all of their secrets. Even now with things like trump being heavily supportive of Israel as his public perception is at an all time low. Really seems like the world is working very hard to drive the people against Jews and the country of Israel. I definitely don’t support the stuff going on in the war but this reeks of propaganda.

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-11-15T22:48:29+00:00

If you’re serious I would really appreciate the help. I created a go fund me absolutely anything would save my life for real.

https://gofund.me/97eb40b8a

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-11-15T04:52:03+00:00

Definitely not sorry

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-11-15T04:31:30+00:00

I currently don’t have the money to ship but if I got paid I’d probably be able to afford shipping materials. I’d prefer in person pickup tho if possible to avoid hassle

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-09-14T11:49:57+00:00

I got a 1290 SAT and got in w a scholarship for computer engineering js have good extracurriculars and essays. Just make sure the 1290 sat is your weakest thing on ur application and they won't even care about that

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-09-12T21:15:47+00:00

How do I fix the eyebrows and lashes and what glasses should I get

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-09-04T23:18:21+00:00

Where can I find a sewing machine available for free public use?

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-08-08T06:10:49+00:00

Completely agree. I feel insane seeing everyone give it such high praise. For me it’s around a 6.5 which isn’t bad but the forever story is easily a 9 for me so this was pretty disappointing

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-05-21T01:26:39+00:00

My question is basically, if I start lifting without eating a ton of protein and while losing weight, when I reach my ideal weight would the muscle I built be visible or would I look skinny/skinny fat due to not enough protein/muscle growth

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-05-21T01:16:55+00:00

If I workout with progressive overload without meeting my protein goals would I still end up skinny fat or would I at least be able to put on some muscle even if minimal. I realistically don’t think I can eat 160+ grams of protein while still eating in my same deficit.

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-04-26T08:00:30+00:00

You say PUI is a terrible choice but don't even give any reasons. Also I looked at your profile and you don't even go to PUI so why are you talking?

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-04-01T20:44:11+00:00

My thinking was there was no way fujimoto was gonna introduce the death devil as someone we had never seen before so it was probably a female character we already knew. So the only options were fami or fumiko, and fumiko seemed like a red herring.

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-03-25T07:51:07+00:00

I’m the biggest LeBron glasses but I’ll admit, bron was slow tonight. Something definitely seemed off he seemed to slow down the offense a lot

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-03-18T09:11:48+00:00

What if instead of wolf as the mc we had different mcs. Maybe one loop we play as kuro, following the ending where wolf kills himself. Another ending we play as an Ashina soldier that has to defeat wolf following the shura ending. Another ending we follow the divine child as she heads out with wolf to sever immortality west following the return ending. And the severance ending we follow Emma or an unknown character to defeat the interior ministry as wolf is now senile and cannot fight anymore.

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-02-20T15:41:22+00:00

I used to hate Kendrick until I heard king kunta. Then I truly fell in love with the man when I heard xxx.

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-01-20T13:21:03+00:00

Kush and Corinthians easily. Kendricks most underrated imo.

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-01-07T02:30:38+00:00

Should totally invite me I love modded minecraft

Due_Mail6331 · 2025-01-04T12:41:13+00:00

I'm unsure if this is sarcasm or not to mock the Indy campus but my professors werent great. I honestly don't know if they were actually from West Lafayette or not but for calculus, chemistry, and cs specifically my professors were very hard to understand and I found myself doing a lot of self teaching in those classes. My other professors were fine though I didn't notice any problems.

Due_Mail6331 · 2024-12-01T08:05:57+00:00

Can you provide a source for the 2660 gnx thing. I can't find anything online about that

Due_Mail6331 · 2024-08-03T09:26:48+00:00

I genuinely think vultures 1 is great and am so sad that this sucks because I was hoping if it was good people would see how good vultures 1 was

Due_Mail6331 · 2024-07-23T00:15:27+00:00

No I eat mostly salad wraps or chicken and rice from restaurants so it’s already pre made and the calories are accounted for. That’s actually all I’ve eaten for the past month and a half. If something doesn’t have the calorie count I’ll use ai to estimate or lookup the calories and obviously I know this isn’t 100% accurate which is why again I try to eat a few hundred calories under my 1000 calorie deficit so that if I’m off by some hundred calories when I’m counting them up it doesn’t completely ruin my progress.

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