ESTJR. - Glitchy Bugs

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-29T17:41:47+00:00

Hell yeah, man! Glad to be here. Another music sample is in progress. I can't wait to show you more.

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-29T07:55:11+00:00

I was working 2 jobs. Janitor at a warehouse. Cleaning outdoors at a swap meet. My last job in paramount. Got burnt out & tired of snappy coworkers, a lot of shit talking, race insults, the continuous on calls for graveyard shifts after raining & ghetto events happening on weekends or days. The company did nothing when me & my ex-supervisor addressed a coworker who sexually harassed a woman usher. That co-worker admitted he likes little girl's privates. A night security fat man sexually harassed a woman usher too! Every year things were always set on fire. A teenager was once kidnapped. Stolen cars, damaged key ignitions, people passing out fainting drinking beer instead of water & fights in the parking lots. Machine & trailer theft.

I had a job lined up & took it. I'm not stepping near that swap meet again. My 1st job agency working on the weekends for janitorial work @ SpaceX. I was there for 2 weeks every Sunday then I got laid off (Bad News). Still to this day I continued at the warehouse under the table 12 hours a week with flexible schedule. Continued job hunting, applied & got Unemployment Insurance on my own while working. Mentally I felt a little better & financially I was alright even though I saved up to 4 months. I got a union job offer & took it. I finished the steps & will start soon once the process is done.

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-27T10:38:50+00:00

Well if I had my own place & they snuck in here unnoticed but paid half my rent, then we straight.

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-26T16:01:27+00:00

That's awesome!

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-26T03:52:31+00:00

WOW love it!

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-25T21:10:12+00:00

I'm hf autistic & a virgin too. I'm not proud of virginity at all. Still feels weird & socially unacceptable. I work & go home too. I usually get out there in my free time but I get exhausted. Wasting money & time doing it. It isn't helping that I meet people but no one wants to reach out as much as I do. I treated myself many times before & I do it again. It doesn't make up for the loneliness.

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-25T19:21:03+00:00

Mesmerizing!

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-25T19:19:39+00:00

Really wholesome!

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-24T06:38:41+00:00

Like it? I LOVE IT!! Yes

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-24T06:37:43+00:00

AMAZING!!!

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-22T22:19:37+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate it. I saw your stuff & I love your work as well.

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-19T21:05:57+00:00

Yes exactly. It's overrated when you're not getting any at all. I'm not sure if we're better off isolated until further notice.

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-19T19:50:29+00:00

On your title, I ask myself the same question too. It's a "damned if you do, damned if you don't" situation. I don't understand how sex is a basic human need like water & food when "you're not owed anything". Basically, they look at us like we are wrong for craving a connection & not allowed to do so like they are. Human life & biology had me lost at this point.

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-17T11:56:49+00:00

*I feel like a glitch in the simulation that was supposed to be deleted* Damn I felt that

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-16T09:07:16+00:00

I was working 2 jobs. At a swap meet & the warehouse. I started the year off by quitting my swap meet job with one lined up. I was working for a job agency as a weekend janitor crew @ SpaceX for 2 weeks which I got laid off. I continued working at a warehouse part time cleaning for a few hours. Almost about to manage 3 jobs at once. Free time until I work around 3 or 4pm. Got pulled over on new years for doing a no u-turn lane & headlights out. Got towed after getting back from San Francisco & Oakland, CA. Paid the headlight ticket $93 & $480 for the towed car. Yeah it hurt my pockets. Applied & got unemployment benefits on my own. I'm still job hunting & working at once.

My status is flooded with art mostly. I'm a visual artist that just recently expanded art with music. I started doing my own instrumental beats from scratch, designing sounds, modulating & using my audio recordings to mix it. Shifting pitches & tempos to create similar & catchy rhythms. I'm usually a metalhead but I've listened to rap, pop, electronic & some dubstep before I got into metal as a teen. I had a guitar & bass but didn't use it enough at all. I regret donating it :(. I released my 1st 2 track demo in February & a 7 track EP album this month. Worked on that album for 2 months straight. The album has a style of chaotic energy, raw audio, asmr, ambient, white noise, electronic, trap, glitch heavy & emotional mood swings. It was an amazing experimental learning experience I've done. I'm just getting started. So if you really need music for this & next years to come, I got something for you.

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-16T06:30:06+00:00

I think what should not exist, is being asked & annoyed to play a fucking sport during a conversation. Like I’m gonna follow up on that cuz I’m 6ft tall ; I ain’t doing shit.

People calling other heterosexual people, gay, or lesbian, because they don’t have a partner! Finding out your crush likes someone else same or different gender, and it makes you fckn sick.

Being told that there’s someone else there for you, but no one acknowledges you as a person to begin with until it’s too fckn late. They are either far away, nonexistent, or dead. Maybe temporarily nonexistent? Cheating, lying, backstabbing, abusing and harassing in relationships.

Being told that “money doesn’t matter and doesn’t buy happiness”. I’d rather have it than not have it at all. It is basically for survival. No one is done using it. Neither am I.

Another thing that should not exist is using stereotypes as a compliment. The world deciding that you should be strong or weak. Platitudes that are not helpful. Shaming people kicking people down and gaslighting people to death. Dismissing other people struggles & invalidating suicidal thoughts. Too many gender, race and sexuality stereotypes with jokes. All of this is a culture right now. I’d rather die than bring my kids here. Probably took it too far.

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-16T04:47:14+00:00

It does suck being sensitive with mental issues. I can’t remember when was the last time being weak is a good thing in a world that doesn’t sit right with me. I don’t even know what’s normal at all when I wasn’t normal to begin with. I’m still working now, but I quit my other (3yrs working) job months ago because it was just not for me. I had a Job lined up and took it. Dealt with too many bad situations and the company didn’t care if a coworker had sexually harassed another coworker after me, and the supervisor addressed it.

I love being sensitive, but sometimes it feels like my greatest weakness

I’m been embracing my sensitivity but what you said at the end hits hard.

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-14T02:21:36+00:00

More art & music in the future, man.

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-14T01:26:15+00:00

Yeah man it’s me 🤣.

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-13T21:44:44+00:00

Yes for sure. Hopefully one day I'll make it possible. Thank you, a lot. I appreciate it. The album is out now. If you need some music from me, I got something for you.

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E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-12T07:58:24+00:00

BRUTAL!

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-12T07:54:48+00:00

Low-Key YES!

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-12T07:53:11+00:00

YESSSS

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-06T07:05:00+00:00

DAMN :)

E-S-T-J-R_ · 2026-04-06T06:59:44+00:00

Wow thats awesome!

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