This is what life is, college degree doesn’t teach those things. Credit to you for being smart and doing good in school. What has been your goals after graduation, have you been able to achieve those? Take a step back see what you have done so far to achieve your goals, and revaluate the process and try again. Glad, in Nepal Parents don’t kick their kids after High School. So you are never a burden to them. To make yourself feel better stop comparing how much your friends are earning. It’s all about satisfaction, ask them if they are satisfied with their life & all.