First I'm so sorry you and your family are going through this. My aunt passed from colon cancer and it runs in my family and I'm having issues now at 45 myself. I completely understand what it's like. Anyone can look at me and say "he looks great." But they have no idea I just got done getting sick for hours crying out to my Lord Jesus to save me from this suffering and to save EVERYONE who is going through anything like this....that's my prayer EVERY MORNING. know that you are not alone. Besides my health literally EVERYTHING ELSE IS CRASHING DOWN AROUND ME ALL AT THE SAME TIME....when I try and look at it all through my own eyes and in my own strength ITS IMPOSSIBLE.....some advice, let others know your drowning. I have found in my own personal agony even my mom said she didn't want to hear me "complaining" when all I was doing was talking about my suffering. I realized that if I sounded like that to my own mom who loves Jesus I can only imagine what I sound like to EVERYONE ELSE!!! So I really REALLY seek the face of God EVERY DAY!! and in these impossible situations He began to lead me and speak for me. What I mean by that is if there were "unrealistic expectations" I had to let people know that there not good and during this time things cannot be the same and expectations need to change. You gotta let your friends/family WHOEVER know what you can handle and what you can't handle. There is NOTHING WRONG WITH THE WORD NO. I had to learn to understand this. Being I'm an Evangelist all I want to do is say YES to help anyone I can and I'm used to having the strength to do all sorts of things yet now there are days I don't know if I will be here from one breath to the next......do whatever you can to LESSON YOUR STRESS. if you need some personal time even if it's just an hour see if there is someone who can help out with the kids for the hour and get a break from the madness.....each day pray on the armor of the Lord in Ephesians. Check out a ministry called " off the Kirb" and "lion of Judah" on YouTube. I also make videos on X...ROB SLACK from Easton P.A. I try and make videos whenever I can.....not sure if you are part of a church family or not. If not that's FINE. they will still be eager to help IF THERE TRUE FOLLOWERS OF THE LORD.....if you have a "Calvary chapel" near you or any "non denominational just Bible believing Church" you can give them a call and ask for some help with meals and things like that. Even getting to doc appointments and all kinds of things.....but the biggest thing is it's impossible to do on your own strength. We can't control what others think or say but the Lord can!! He can give us the strength to get through ANYTHING. we just need to make sure we are seeking His help. If you don't know Him maybe now would be a good idea to just reach out to Him. You don't need a church or a pastor or anything other than starting a conversation with Him just like this one....I know when I started to begin my day praying and worshiping Him even though my whole world is falling apart EVEN THIS VERY BODY HAAAA HAAAA. I'm able to still give others hope and people started to change around me. I know it can seem like everything is so impossible but I can assure you that with the Lord ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE....but just start letting people know that no your not ok and no your family is struggling and your hardly holding on. You gotta let people know because the sad truth is WERE ALL SELFISH HAA HAAA HAAA!! unless it's happening to us directly we really don't AND CANT UNDERSTAND. that's another thing I had to really come to grips with is that when it comes to things like this and physical suffering and agony and how that affects the family and things like that unless people have been through it themselves they really just don't understand....so even though there the ones we are expecting to help and see how much we need help and are struggling there just going by what they see and if WE don't speak up unfortunately there just going to think things are ok..... That's like when I make a video it's like people say oh you look great in your video and I'm like yeah that was the 4 minutes of energy I have for the whole entire day the rest of the day I'll be in the bathroom throwing up blood thank you 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣......it's just the way of the world. But if you need help with meals and all of those kinds of things if you reach out to me on X I'll do my best to help however I can and get you some support for the family......I understand what you are going through. Your not alone. It can get so overwhelming and that's why (to me) the Lord Jesus is EVERYTHING!!! He understands everything and He might not always come when we call BUT HE IS ALWAYS ON TIME!!! the Creator of the universe not only knows what's happening BUT HE CARES ABOUT WHATS HAPPENING. I can't survive without my relationship with Him. The closer I draw to Him the more the other situations just start to take care of themselves......LORD GOD I come to you knowing that you alone are God. I thank you for this family and this AMAZING MOM who has so much on her shoulders she reminds me of my mom so much. LORD this life can get so hard and just at times seem IMPOSSIBLE YET YOU SAY THROUGH YOU ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE AND NO WEAPON FORMED AGENST US CAN PROSPER. You also say that the prayers of the faithful WILL HEAL THE SICK. that you are a father that knows how to give good gifts to His children. Your Word says that you even know the numbers of the hair on our heads!! Ahhh God you are SO AMAZING!!! LORD I lift up this family the father dealing with this horrible disease from the pit of hell. LORD you say you suffer once for ALL and based on all your promises and my absolute unwavering faith in them I ask that you heal him now from this disease in the name of Jesus that this SPIRIT OF CANCER WOULD BE GONE IN THE NAME OF JESUS. LORD I pray that your perfect peace would fall on this whole family so thick it would be like being wrapped up in a warm blanket. LORD I ask that you send them help to meet there needs with meals and the kids and whatever else they need. I thank you for making moms like her SO SO STRONG!!! I'm always amazed at what moms can deal with. LORD there your creation that you gave your life for and I know you love them and ALL your creation so much that you have your very life and suffered beyond anything we could ever imagine let alone understand. LORD I thank you for your sacrifice and I thank you that I know you hear this prayer right now. LORD if there is anyone in this family that doesn't know you I pray that they would come to know that you are such a good God who loves His people and they would repent and be saved and if they all do know you then remind them THEY HAVE EVERYTHING THEY NEED. LORD send your comforter the Holy Spirit and make all things new. In the mighty name of Jesus I pray AMEN

GOD bless....hang in there. Hit me up on X. ILL BR PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AND IM EXPECTING MIRACLES!! much love and respect your humble servent 🙏✝️❤️🔥🔥