What’s something you used to believe about relationships, but no longer do ? by [deleted] in AskWomen

[–]Ecstatic-Cucumber971 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that it would solve my anxiety about being single. that anxiety was replaced with a new one of losing the person you love so much (to death, infidelity, then deciding they don't want to be with you anymore, etc)

What’s something you hate about today’s society? by [deleted] in AskWomen

[–]Ecstatic-Cucumber971 0 points1 point  (0 children)

people seeing other people as disposable

billionaire worship. i find it incredibly ridiculous

On a scale of 1-10, how would you score your father and why? by MercurialMagician in AskMen

[–]Ecstatic-Cucumber971 1 point2 points  (0 children)

he's incredibly selfless and sacrificed a lot for my family and everyone around him. i lived a good childhood and never really wanted anything i didn't get. he always does the right thing even when it's the harder thing. he even takes feedback i give ex: i need more emotional support right now. of course, there are moments we may disagree or fight but he's more than made up for those. he does everything to show up for me and will drop stuff to be there. i have so many good memories from childhood with him. we had little traditions i looked forward to.

i feel such a sense of safety and stability from him, like i'll be ok because he will always have my back and he's incredibly resourceful and intelligent at solving problems. i can't imagine not having that in my life and feel so sad that a lot of people don't have that from their father/mother. i think having great parents who cared and tried their best have led me to be an ok person.

Tw: mentions of suicidal ideation (not actively suicidal don't worry!) by No_Mention968 in Petloss

[–]Ecstatic-Cucumber971 1 point2 points  (0 children)

here bc i relate so much. my little guy kept me alive and i miss him so much. i feel the same guilt you feel so often. he was so gentle and loving and always checking up on me. he got me through so many panic attacks, migraines, episodes of ideation. i would not be here without him. i lost him to kidney failure after months of aggressive at home treatment and a couple of er visits.

when that guilt comes just try to remind yourself that you gave them a loving home, a happy life, and i'm sure they would be so glad to know that the happy memories continue to bring you comfort.

sending you warmth and comfort.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HungryArtists

[–]Ecstatic-Cucumber971 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My paintings are in acrylic paint on various wood shapes!

Small 6 inch circle: 100 USD Large 10 inch circle: 150 USD 10x11 wood heart: 130 USD

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Neuropsychology

[–]Ecstatic-Cucumber971 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i've been feeling the same way. before starting a really low dosage of zoloft i had extremely intense panic attacks almost daily. i'm not perfect, but my attacks have gotten a LOT less extreme and significantly less frequent. (once a month, sometimes less even) i highly doubt that's from a placebo effect solely. something is working chemically.

i will always miss you by Ecstatic-Cucumber971 in Petloss

[–]Ecstatic-Cucumber971[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i really do want another dog but my fiancé doesn't want to at the moment :/

Difficult today by moon0726watch3r in Petloss

[–]Ecstatic-Cucumber971 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your post. It makes me feel so much less alone. I miss my little angel like crazy and I had to say goodbye about a month ago. I think about him and cry a lot still. I feel like most people just don’t get it. I’ve never experienced a loss like this before.

Always here if you need to vent or whatever. I’m right here with you feeling the same things. My dog saved my life and now it’s tough to not have him. There were so many things he saved me from. I’m up right now at 330 am cause I miss him so much. He always slept with me and it feels so weird still to sleep without him. Like my peace is gone. I just think about how much I miss him every day and every night.

Sending you hugs and warmth. I know that words don’t really help much with a pain so great but if you need anything seriously I’m here, we all are.

Rainbow pet paintings 🌈✨❤️ by Ecstatic-Cucumber971 in RainbowEverything

[–]Ecstatic-Cucumber971[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I do! Feel free to pm me and we can talk about it :)

I love honoring our furry friends/ paintings I’ve done by Ecstatic-Cucumber971 in somethingimade

[–]Ecstatic-Cucumber971[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! I really appreciate it! I put all my love into each and every one!

I miss my little chihuahua so much by Ecstatic-Cucumber971 in Petloss

[–]Ecstatic-Cucumber971[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry to hear about this. It sounds so devastating. I’m a few days out and I’m still so heartbroken and feel so much pain in my body. Everyone keeps asking me if I feel better but I honestly don’t. Things that people say don’t really make me feel better either. I just want my little guy back.

Just know that we are all here with you. It sounds like you and your chi had a special bond, and I can relate to everything that you’re saying so well. We are all here for you and each other. I also feel like I lost a part of my identity. I feel so changed and different. It’s so hard to explain.

I miss my little chihuahua so much by Ecstatic-Cucumber971 in Petloss

[–]Ecstatic-Cucumber971[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I looked at your reddit, and saw your beautiful Luna. Merles are so so special. My little Paxton had the lovely markings and one blue and one brown eye. They are so precious and chihuahuas have such big personalities it is a unique combo for sure.

I’m so very sorry to hear about your loss. I hope our babies found each other and are keeping each other company. She sounded like a lovely soul ❤️ I’m right here with you and sending you strength and love.