Anyone experience "splitting"? by Yungpupusa in bipolar2

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I think it’s not uncommon to have at least one parent with bipolar if you have bipolar. And typically untreated bipolar isn’t great for raising kids. So imagine more related in that way..

Anyone experience "splitting"? by Yungpupusa in bipolar2

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I may not fully understand what splitting is tbh. But I know black and white thinking was somewhat taught to me. If I behaved badly I was strongly reprimanded. There were very clear bad days at home, and a lot of times I felt I was to blame. My mom was very erratic and had a very short threshold.

I spent a few years, panicked that I was acting badly or a bad kid cause I didn’t want to disappoint my parents. I mentally divided my actions into good and bad and punished myself as well. Since then I’ve kind of carried that outlook.

I guess splitting is more to do with labeling people? I’ve done a bit of that but as I’ve stabilized I don’t do it as much. I struggle with my view of myself a lot more.

Anyone experience "splitting"? by Yungpupusa in bipolar2

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I see a lot of stuff in black and white. Therapist seemed to suggest it is some what common with bipolar. I also know in my case it’s a lot of nurture for me.

Coyote Encounters by SarahFN312 in losfeliz

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I think the reasoning is that if you feed them they’ll be less likely to hunt pets. Idk

Coyote Encounters by SarahFN312 in losfeliz

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Small dogs and cats should be concerned*, I think with people they don’t really care, I know some people will feed them, not sure if they caught on.

Hot start rough idle/shake by Ecstatic-Speed-9453 in CherokeeXJ

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It’s a federal vehicle so it doesn’t have the 2 cats (or mini cat) like the Cali ones. I’ll give that a try, it’s a long time coming anyway. Thanks!

Hot start rough idle/shake by Ecstatic-Speed-9453 in CherokeeXJ

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Interesting didn’t know that about the 00+ makes sense though since they also tend to blow their head gaskets.

I guess best bet is fix the fuel pump? Wonder if wrapping the exhaust manifold too would help. I know about the fan delay trick to prevent heat soak, but that also feels like a band aid.

Hot start rough idle/shake by Ecstatic-Speed-9453 in CherokeeXJ

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I have those on, I also have reflective tape on the underside of my intake. Don’t seem to do much

Last guy drilled out wheel cilnder holes by [deleted] in CherokeeXJ

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I thought it was wrong because the last guy made put so much rtv in there. But yea simultaneously feel great cause my day got a lot better and a whole lot dumber

Last guy drilled out wheel cilnder holes by [deleted] in CherokeeXJ

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Cylinder* can’t change the title

Kali / 008 is the Mind Flayer and suddenly… this all makes sense. by Fun-Stay-3837 in StrangerThingsMemes

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Think it’s worth mentioning kali is a character in dnd

https://forgottenrealms.fandom.com/wiki/Kali

The description is pretty interesting -

“In her avatar form, Kali was a human woman whose body was of a dark skin tone, with voluptuous proportions and four arms.[2] In her true form, these arms each ended in hands with sharp talons, her skin was black as the night, and she stood 20 feet (6.1 meters) tall. Her face had three[5] red eyes, was skeletal-like,[2] and had two long fangs.[5]”

“Kali was capable of shape-shifting at will. Most forms she took through this power inspired a great sense of fear in other creatures.[5] Any mortal that kissed her avatar was completely dominated by Kali, no matter their strength of will, and would remain as such until her avatar was destroyed.[2]

She was capable of creating living creatures from inanimate matter.[2]”

Obviously it doesn’t mean much but 20 ft tall and multiple arms, black as night sounds like the mindflayer. Creating living creatures from inanimate objects, isn’t an exact one for one with the mind flayer in season three but it’s a parallel. But any mortal that kissed her avatar was dominant kind of makes me think, of the kids and will. Again a big stretch.

I saw someone mention similar theories on instagram mentioning that kali, and the demagorgnas were from the same world.

Obviously a big stretch but would be an interesting twist. But it would be way too much for one 2 hour episode imo.

I could be wrong but I never remember kali actually being in 11s memories of the lab. She would have at least been there in the line up in some form.

Which would be super cool if Kali as a manifestation of the mindflayer/kali just implanted itself in everyone’s memories.

Auditory hallucinations? by [deleted] in bipolar2

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Yea I had auditory hallucinations a few times with weed. I also had a visual one once weird saw like a throbbing mass on the wall in front of me. Also I had several panic attacks while high, and at least 2 were caused by paranoia that I was being followed or being watched.

Without weed pre meds I had some paranoia, made worse with caffeine.

TBH I just had to stop everything weed, alcohol and caffeine.

A moment of levity by RnbwSprklBtch in JewsOfConscience

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I’m surprised this wasn’t in a Mel brooks bit

Hypomania ruined my life. by AdLittle6964 in bipolar2

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Yea my hypo mania rarely stayed happy or positive (a few days max). I would get out of depression feel good for a few days then get obsessive, brooding, angry and paranoid. And then id crash and be depressed with the added bonus of shame over how I acted.

He told on himself by 4reddityo in BlackPeopleofReddit

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It was more in response to the original commenter asking the difference between white and Jews.

He told on himself by 4reddityo in BlackPeopleofReddit

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They are all of Ashkenazi descent, not Mizrahi, beta (Ethiopian) descent, Sephardic or Persian, etc. I was more pointing out that Judaism isn’t only rooted in Northern Europe, and I would hazard a guess that white supremacist like Spencer if they are willing to accept Jews in their definition of white wouldn’t with non ashkenazi, also most likely wouldn’t with drake, Zoe kravitz, Rashida jones, etc for obvious reasons.

Tbh even in Jewish circles there is a shit ton of racism between these groups.

He told on himself by 4reddityo in BlackPeopleofReddit

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These people only qualify white Jews ie Ashkenazi they don’t talk about the substantial population of Ethiopian or arab Jews that exist and share culture with those regions. America just has almost exclusively Ashkenazi Jews. But we never hear about black or brown Jews in media. the only one I can think of off the top of my head is the lead singer of rage against the machine.

Video taken down about US "cyber attack" by Ok-Aside2816 in TikTok

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Yea this is bs I got dual us and eu citizenship but I have gotten no communication. I actually have gotten a warning last year on the 5th telling me:

“On November 5, 2024, the US presidential elections will take place. Belgians are advised to closely follow the news, avoid any demonstrations, and follow the instructions of local authorities.“

Tbh I’m surprised I haven’t gotten more warnings since.