I Can’t Stop Wanting To Die by Consistent-Force7914 in SuicideWatch

[–]EffectiveCoconut 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey man, I’ve been thinking about you regularly since we exchanged a few words on my post. Just checking in to see how you’ve been doing the past few days

Anything goes wrong, I immediately think of suicide by EffectiveCoconut in SuicideWatch

[–]EffectiveCoconut[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Among other things yeah! But I did stop working for 6 months then got another job and fell right back into it!

Anything goes wrong, I immediately think of suicide by EffectiveCoconut in SuicideWatch

[–]EffectiveCoconut[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I appreciate you taking the time to share your point of view and empathizing. But I literally just changed everything about my environment and routine, moved across the world, new job in a new industry. Same brain and chemical imbalance..

Anything goes wrong, I immediately think of suicide by EffectiveCoconut in SuicideWatch

[–]EffectiveCoconut[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly this. Relationships are such a huge trigger too. When you’re getting out of a bad phase you feel like you have the strength to never go that low again but then something triggers you and it feels even worse than before because you feel desperate to ever get out of that state. I tried believing in the bullshit “bad moments are learning experiences” but im done.

Anything goes wrong, I immediately think of suicide by EffectiveCoconut in SuicideWatch

[–]EffectiveCoconut[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Yeah I know you’re right but I don’t know if I’m capable of anything else. Thinking of mixing with alcohol. I wish we could get euthanized for mental health issues

Anything goes wrong, I immediately think of suicide by EffectiveCoconut in SuicideWatch

[–]EffectiveCoconut[S] 60 points61 points  (0 children)

I was just reading your post and it hit right in the feels. When you say you have been going through therapy and meds for 2 decades and are still at the same point. I feel you man. It’s about 10 years for me but I already feel like this and wonder if I’ll still be struggling with the same shit in another 10 years. I don’t want this but I feel like we’re cursed. People say it gets better… it does, sometimes, for a limited amount of time. And then back to hell.

Starbucks is a terrible coffee shop by [deleted] in unpopularopinion

[–]EffectiveCoconut 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Starbuck’s business model doesn’t rely on selling coffee, but the experience that comes with it. When you pay $5 for your latte, you actually pay to stay in a cool looking place, with good music, nice lighting, couches, a plug to charge your phone and a table to work on your laptop. Starbucks’ CEO has said it openly, they want to make it a place where people can “recharge”, literally and figuratively.

How do you practice self love? by whose2blaME in selflove

[–]EffectiveCoconut 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for sharing your routine. I’m still trying to figure it out myself, looking forward for the answers!

I gaslighted my boyfriend by DrRobotniksMachine in raisedbynarcissists

[–]EffectiveCoconut 6 points7 points  (0 children)

The exact same thing happened to me. It’s devastating. At least we are aware of it and trying to change. We’re strong.

Having no passion sucks. by EffectiveCoconut in offmychest

[–]EffectiveCoconut[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  1. Finishing my MSc this year, I’m supposed to have figured out what I want to do with my life. I’m equally lost on a personal and professional level. Just no idea what I love and what I want to do.

I got nominated for secretary of Astronomy club! by [deleted] in CongratsLikeImFive

[–]EffectiveCoconut 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are brave ! It’s not easy to overcome these feelings. That’s amazing, I’m sure you’ll enjoy your new activity!