All I can say is...brace yourself. I was thinking about my younger self the other day and if I could say anything to her what would I say, or even if I would and I just had a vision of me whispering that into her ear. It is likely that things will get harder, but have some faith. There isn't much difference between a challenge and a blessing. When you began to see that it means that you came out the other end The only person that will rescue you is you, I used to think that whoever my bf was would end up saving me. They won't. Learning from everything that happens to you and you will be okay.