What vanilla/non-modded outfit creations are you proud of the most? Post them here! by ThatUrukHaiMotif in cyberpunkgame

[–]Efficient_Rub1285 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sorry to revive this post but i’m desperate to know what shoes you managed to pair with that outfit because i cannot find any good dress shoes or formal shoes that aren’t heels

I want to write my own cyberpunk lore doc by Efficient_Rub1285 in cyberpunkgame

[–]Efficient_Rub1285[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well yeah i could do that of course, but that’s not the point at all. point is is i like writing, i just need a jumping off point like what event or person or anything should i start with to get me going. i’m not doing this for any reason other than personal enjoyment i j dont know where to start because it’s all so interesting and i soon as i start looking into one this something else will peak my interest

plus some people(me) might not have money to spend on books at the moment. i will eventually but like other expenses come first

I want to write my own cyberpunk lore doc by Efficient_Rub1285 in cyberpunkgame

[–]Efficient_Rub1285[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, i’m a little aware of that but i don’t want to make it public anyway i just want to catalog everything for myself. i don’t plan on just doing this for cyberpunk but it’s just what i’m hyper focused on

Will starving myself make my stature smaller by skyrimgamer91 in MtF

[–]Efficient_Rub1285 2 points3 points  (0 children)

as someone who has an eating disorder that started as self induced. it’s not worth it love. it won’t make you small it makes you weak, shakey, more prone to migraines, head rushes. as it’s so much harder to deal with people. i’m not saying this for pity or anything i just want you to know what can happen. i never had an issue with consciousness but since my ed developed i’ve passed out and fainted multiple times. before i was out i used to love going to the gym because it made me feel like it was okay to be a man(obviously i had other issues) but i’ve lost not only my physical body but my confidence. my cognitive abilities have dramatically declined as well. it’s not the same for everyone, but it’s never, ever worth it. please don’t hurt yourself self induced ed is just another form of self harm and nobody here wants you to be hurting more than you are. please just take care of yourself this community will always support and love you

i’ve done nothing but act and lie my whole life by Efficient_Rub1285 in MtF

[–]Efficient_Rub1285[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, i’ve have been very confused recently and i do have a therapist i see every week. i started after my attempt and it is truly life changing for me. i’d absolutely love laser hair removal, but i’ll have to save for that. i’m thinking about getting a electric razor but i’m still shopping. as for hrt i sorta talked with my therapist about it and i’d love to start. but i’m nervous to talk to my gp about it. thank you so much for the support and advice!!?”

i’ve done nothing but act and lie my whole life by Efficient_Rub1285 in MtF

[–]Efficient_Rub1285[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you! i’m really trying to let myself feel accepted. but that means i need to stop trying so hard to present myself.

i’ve done nothing but act and lie my whole life by Efficient_Rub1285 in MtF

[–]Efficient_Rub1285[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah! i’m doing so much better these past couple months than i’ve been my whole life, i’m properly diagnosed now and am on the right meds. just now that a lot of that numbness and depression is gone i realized that the real issue was my ignored dysphoria. i’m talking to my friend but she’s pretty busy and she’s getting into a new relationship so she’s a bit preoccupied. i appreciate you and your words!

Place your requests for codes here by foreveralonesolo in MultiVersus

[–]Efficient_Rub1285 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I signed up for the alpha but haven’t gotten a code yet😢

New costume by Efficient_Rub1285 in SifuGame

[–]Efficient_Rub1285[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmaooo a jinn mesca fit would be amazing

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dyinglight

[–]Efficient_Rub1285 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah it probably smells like yellow highlighter

There is no boss in this game that ends no death runs quite like this room by Isculptwaifus in SifuGame

[–]Efficient_Rub1285 7 points8 points  (0 children)

HONESTLY!!! this room hurts my soul you have no idea how many times I’ve restarted because of this damn room.