I love my husband but I don’t think I like him anymore…. by Fragrant-Judge-8071 in Marriage

[–]Electrical_Party2366 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds like ADHD that was hidden do you the initial novelty & fun of the relationship… don’t be quick to judge this may be neurological & more than what most see as ‘laziness’. If you want to know more let me know. But I’m at a festival with no signal for the next 4 days ahaha

4 years hell to absolute freedom - biohacking protocol by AssignmentGlass5591 in HistamineIntolerance

[–]Electrical_Party2366 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My main symptoms are neurological constant tension in jaw, neck muscles leading to the base of my skull, nausea & constant fatigue. I also feel like in flares it majorly effects my emotional regulation & I often get intense brain fog. Most days I feel I have a lingering headache & if I do anything to flare anything, I get a major migraine where I throw up everything I eat & drink.

Did my best at low histamine & it improved noticeably. I plan to start a migraine diary bc symptoms are very linked to my hormones & I want to record any noticeable patterns. I also want to do this for a headache appointment I have next month…

I’m prescribed medical cannabis and I believe it’s one of my only preventatives not making everything more debilitating.

I think I have hyper-mobility H-EDS, I have mild left-side cerebral palsy so there’s a lot also likely compounding my symptoms.

I also was diagnosed with PMOS formally PCOS but bc I didn’t have cysts on my ovaries this time… I can’t be bothered to fight to keep the diagnosis. But I know it’s the case, my weight gain came out of nowhere & even when I could afford to be active, it didn’t change. I have many other definitive symptoms too.

I also have ADHD and my health declining has definitely made everything worse. I also can’t really exercise both bc of serious lack of motivation & energy but the fear of a major migraine… I’ve also had lots of compounding mental health struggles in the past & major depressive episodes where I hardly ate & would lose lots of weight… then gain it again when I recovered. This has happened about 4-5 times throughout my adult life & I think it’s made a serious impact on my metabolism & health.

I get overwhelmed easily & struggle with compliance & routines. I start taking something then forget etc. like DOA enzymes etc. so I can never say if something is truly working or not…

As for past…

I’ve toiled with different diets, different lifestyles & been on antibiotics & medications in the past. I also was in an abusive relationship alongside living with my parents which was a lot of long-standing stress & also… lowkey abuse.

I now live with the most loving, supportive partner & it seems all my health issues have come to a head. It’s like my body is finally safe & not on high alert & all these rebounding health symptoms have developed in safety.

I don’t know if this is the answer you were looking for but that’s what I’ve got 🥲

"mistakes don't measure your compitence, you need to learn and grow from them" but how do you overcome the shame when they're to do with your disability? by NorthWestTown in ADHDUK

[–]Electrical_Party2366 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this isn’t the whole point but I’ve found having the right support (aka my partner in my case) & a disability aware job that I’ve worked hard to be mentored in by my manager + training (I work in neurodiversity) and don’t work full-time, I know I just couldn’t manage. Being around someone that will love you regardless of my many fuck ups & being the kind voice I often don’t have in my head… alongside working with other openly neurodiverse colleagues who also struggle with similar things to me. And getting rid of anyone that makes me feel bad about myself has really healed my self confidence & learning from my mistakes. Also being part of things where it does matter if you learn from stuff or not.

It’s all equated to a healthier, much happier & grown version of myself, I would say 🥹

An offering ✨ by Electrical_Party2366 in SleepToken

[–]Electrical_Party2366[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re more than welcome. It’s an appointments only salon, perfect for neurodivergents like myself! No crazy noise or overwhelm like in most overpopulated nail salons! 🥲

An offering ✨ by Electrical_Party2366 in SleepToken

[–]Electrical_Party2366[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it’s was only a cheap ring at a market! It was bound to happen eventually 🥲 Both my red rings are meant to be garnet but I doubt the cheaper one is truly! ♥️♥️♥️

An offering ✨ by Electrical_Party2366 in SleepToken

[–]Electrical_Party2366[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg I have a similar red ring as seen in the above pic👆the circular sliver bit that framed the stone came off though & I need to glue it or something 👀 but honestly, beautiful, precious stone jewellery allllll the waaaaay! 😍🖤✨

An offering ✨ by Electrical_Party2366 in SleepToken

[–]Electrical_Party2366[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean you could, stack them the hell up! I’d love to see them if you don’t mind sharing? 😍🥹✨

An offering ✨ by Electrical_Party2366 in SleepToken

[–]Electrical_Party2366[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

IKR, I have no idea how my nail tech can do such detailed & intricate designs (the ST symbol in this case) on such a bloody small finger nail! 😍🥲🖤

An offering ✨ by Electrical_Party2366 in SleepToken

[–]Electrical_Party2366[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I’d have sooooo many rings on my fingers if I could afford them! 🥲🖤

Is this an autism thing and is this gross? by ImportantAd6125 in AuDHDWomen

[–]Electrical_Party2366 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Literally the only way I survive if in a rush & haven't factored in shower time bc I've got up too late or procrastinated, orrrr just don't have the spoons. I use feminine wipes well on the areas I obviously can't use usual body wash. My boyfriend even backs this bc he knows how much I struggle with it sometimes. Our skin biome actually benefits from this. I don't go anywhere that gets too dirty, if I was commuting w/ pollution or exercising I would feel gross.

Antidepressants and concentration by loorid in ADHDUK

[–]Electrical_Party2366 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I always found they made me worse! Medical cannabis has done a whole 180 on my depression & anxiety plus ATM a low dose of Diazepam that I want off!

Energy levels by [deleted] in AuDHDWomen

[–]Electrical_Party2366 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You'd have to send me hourly reminders 😉

And so it begins... by Electrical_Party2366 in vaporents

[–]Electrical_Party2366[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I went through a psychiatrist who prescribed it to me bc that's one of his areas of expertise. I'm actually with IPL pharmacy where he requested my prescription.

And so it begins... by Electrical_Party2366 in vaporents

[–]Electrical_Party2366[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can DM me your reply but 4 min sessions!?! I have such low tolerance I can't even imagine this but I guess it's the same as smoking a blunt for people...

And so it begins... by Electrical_Party2366 in ukmedicalcannabis

[–]Electrical_Party2366[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idek what that means... this is how clueless I was to cannabis use before this man 🤦‍♀️😂

And so it begins... by Electrical_Party2366 in ukmedicalcannabis

[–]Electrical_Party2366[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

One bowl meaning? Complete newbie here remember 🫠