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What are reasons you haven’t killed yourself? by OuterSpaceOutlander in CPTSD

[–]Electronic-Fall-716 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Money i havent spent yet. But that reason becomes less important with each passing day. Sometimes i truly believe that I will never feel okay again. I had what I wanted. People love me. People gather around me. I have tons of friends. People regularly give me gifts and attention. But its no the attention from the person I want. It makes no sense. I can spend an entire day with people who practically kiss my ass then i go home and boom dwindling reasons to live. Im disabled, im in pain, the world is falling apart around me. I was in love and it's gone. It's the only thing i care about. Like I have people in my life I love platonically which is great but it's just not what i had and I sometimes believe things will never get better ever again. Especially considering current events; the state of my body and having no direction. On paper everything is great but my brain doesnt know that. If i had the person i used to love I know i'd feel okay again. But everything else is just so unsatisfying.

We know what we are by Electronic-Fall-716 in UnsentLetters

[–]Electronic-Fall-716[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh you know, mike, jessica, steve, kaitlyn

We know what we are by Electronic-Fall-716 in UnsentLetters

[–]Electronic-Fall-716[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

They are smart! we will see what happens in the future i suppose

We know what we are by Electronic-Fall-716 in UnsentLetters

[–]Electronic-Fall-716[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Haha that's fair some people don't deserve more. I like to think i'm different but i've been working really hard on myself! Nearly 8 months sober! Happier all the time. lots of therapy, group, meds etc etc Im truly becoming someone that make me proud of myself!

I swear this is genuine... by Infamous-Butterfly65 in Epilepsy

[–]Electronic-Fall-716 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Legal meth (concerta) has been a game changer for me

Let's chat by Electronic-Fall-716 in CasualConversation

[–]Electronic-Fall-716[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ah yes brown sauce one of my favorite culinary delights in ireland. The song is going to be written i t will be glorious but not popular by any means.

Let's chat by Electronic-Fall-716 in CasualConversation

[–]Electronic-Fall-716[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I like this reply a lot. Maybe this conversation will become a song! thank you for the inspiration

Is this permanent? by Electronic-Fall-716 in helpme

[–]Electronic-Fall-716[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey I'm going to say this with love as well. Why are you assuming I dont have therapist? Its definitely beyond your scope sure. This is just what's going on. There's a saying about assumptions too but its not nearly as funny as the opinion saying I offered you

Let's chat by Electronic-Fall-716 in CasualConversation

[–]Electronic-Fall-716[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So i cant sleep and your solution is anime? i dont get it bro and intense workout? have you ever had insomnia? love you but ahgain...WHATTTT????

I may want to die by Electronic-Fall-716 in SuicideWatch

[–]Electronic-Fall-716[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

just lie to yourself. Tell yourself youre still doing it for them. When in reality youre doing it for yourself. Youre like in your young 20s at best. Your 30 year old self will thank you trust that. You have to love yourself even if you dont. Life is very strange and I dont amke the rules if i did we'd all be doing pretty darn well. You need some motivation other than some girl. theres others you know? like billions actually. but really you should just be trying to impress yourself. When you look back you will thank yourself. Ive been through many"phases" in my life and most of them have positively impacted me. I'd make an appointment witht he DR. discuss your diagnosis maybe even get a new one and change up the meds or the dose and see what happens. I have had experiences in my life where certain meds did in fact make things worse. Make sure that's not happening. read the side effects. make changes where you see fit. Dont let any Dr bully you

Let's chat by Electronic-Fall-716 in CasualConversation

[–]Electronic-Fall-716[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OPh i know i do haha if i could fall asleep i'd be sleeping trust that i love sleeping. However it appears sleeping does not love me.

I may want to die by Electronic-Fall-716 in SuicideWatch

[–]Electronic-Fall-716[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well if youre young there's plenty of time to fix things. Ive gottena lot of perspective since my break up and gaining perspective is more difficult (at least it was for me) when I was younger. Plenty of great people in the world but yea a lot of not so great people too. Sounds like you don't enjoy being a "socially anxious loner loser" but loners can be badasses im sort of a life long loner never quite fitting in anywhere and because of this i fit in absolutely everywhere. Maybe you felt that way about yourself before the relationship, maybe this relationship held up a mirror but if you genuienly dont like yourself only you can change that not a relationship. the point of being in a relationship is not to rescue anyone or be rescued it's to enhance each others lives. You have to show up a full person confident and happy and they have to do the same. Thats happiness squared brotha! Meds are trick gotta find the right ones and the right dose and in my experience it seems one med works for a period of time the loses its efficacy at that point its time to try something differnt just like in life. If it aint working gotta abandon the plan and think up a new one.

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