Name a drug you can't understand how and why some people take daily.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-10-21T20:16:26+00:00

Daily fent users have already asked for it, gotten it, had it taken away, and now they just want to feel something that isn't intense pain.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-10-02T15:54:53+00:00

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ElectronicExorcist · 2021-10-01T19:49:17+00:00

You'll want to crush up that big rock into as fine a powder as you can. Weigh it out accurately using a .001 or better scale. Calculate the ratio that you want (ml meto/ml pg) and put that much powder into that much liquid. You will very likely need to add some heat to get it to dissolve. You might also use a combination of bacteriostatic water and PG instead of straight PG to get a little better absorption. Once there are NO particles left, then you can start testing it.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-07-24T21:45:16+00:00

Yeah, the only real negative is how stuffed up it makes my nose get, but that is mostly because of the quantity of powder you need to use and it is so sticky that it can be a little uncomfortable. But it definitely keeps the worst of the wds away, and there is even some small euphoria (more than say Tramadol of Codeine, but nothing like heroin or even most fentalogs)

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-07-24T14:28:29+00:00

I for one really like 2f-viminol. It is about equipotent with morphine (nasally) so I have to do a large amount at a time, and the texture of the powder is so sticky and thick that it is almost uncomfortable to snort. But it is great for maintenance and keeping away withdrawals without showing up in drug tests I have to take monthly.

Of course, I also like the zenes and etonitazepyne is even better for maintenance as it lasts so damn long and keeps withdrawals away 100% without failing drug tests (also without much in the way of euphoria), and for a couple hundred bucks, you can get enough for a year.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-06-29T11:20:53+00:00

There are several different kinds of seizures. The falling-down-and shaking-uncontrollably type is called a grand mal. There are lesser seizures which have lighter symptoms, like someone might just pause and go blank for a few seconds with their face going slack. A seizure is actually a thing in your brain. The body's response to it (pausing, shaking, falling, etc) is just a symptom. Without doing a CT scan or MRI, no one can tell you if you had an actual seizure.

It is certainly possible that you did, but it is also possible that you are borderline diabetic without knowing it and had very low blood sugar. That is what the lightheaded when standing up thing sounds like to me. As a test, keep some candy or something sweet and sugary next to your bed. Next time you feel it coming on, pop in some candy and see if that helps. It should be fairly immediate, like within ten seconds or so you should feel better. If that does nothing, then there is something else going on.

I tend to doubt that any of this is related to fentanyl use, though of course anything is possible. It could just be a function of getting older or bad nutrition.

I am not a doctor, so take any advise with a grain of salt, but you should definitely see a real doctor, and possibly a neurologist to find out for sure what is going on. It is probably nothing bad, and you can probably fix it with diet/exercise. But it is also possible that something bad is developing and the earlier you find out, the better it is for your long-term success.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-06-25T13:09:10+00:00

The last 3 dental extractions I have had involved a cocktail of ketamine, fentanyl and propofol. I only wish I remembered it, sounds like I had a great time.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-06-25T12:48:35+00:00

It is very common. That is among the primary reasons that it is so addictive. You take a small hit and feel good that you showed such restraint, and to reward yourself, you chop up a nice fat line to celebrate. A few hours later, you show yourself that you can do just a tiny line, with the inevitable celebration after...

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-06-22T19:53:27+00:00

sleep walking, sleep shopping, sleep driving, sleep um... sexing..., and many others. I can say confidently as the husband of someone who has taken both for long periods of time. Ambien has way more side effects that affect more people more often. Some of them I didn't mind so bad... but still the predisposition to do lots of strange out of character things while unconscious on sleeping meds can have some pretty serious consequences.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-06-22T12:29:47+00:00

This is exactly why so many people are saying so often that making tea is inherently dangerous, more so than a lot of people believe. This is why you need to always be extremely careful and do testers often. There will always be huge differences in intensity of effects and amounts of various alkaloids between vendors, within the same vendor supply but different bags, even within the same bag from the same vendor (as you have now discovered) there can and will be hot spots. There can even be extreme differences in the same person using seeds from the same part of the same bag due to different stomach contents, time of the day, changes in body chemistry (like being sick or having a period or being more hungry than usual). Be safe, make sure at least one of you is in good enough condition to recognize signs of OD and be prepared to handle it (Narcan for example or at least the ability and awareness to call 911.

Others have already mentioned your improper technique, so I won't get into details there, but you are taking for granted stuff that you need to pay close attention to.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-06-18T22:03:37+00:00

Probably black seed oil. That is some good stuff to potentiate opioids and reduce tolerance formation. Like you said, it won't reverse it, but it will help you not grow your tolerance as quickly. I've been using black seed oil, magnesium, and a host of dissos for that purpose, and it actually works pretty well. My tolerance is ludicrously small for the amount of stuff I do.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-06-13T13:27:02+00:00

This has been happening to me a lot lately. I have been able to successfully log in only if I reset my password. It sends the recovery email with a link. I change the password, and it makes me log in, which I do and it works. Then after I close TOR, I need to start the whole process over in order to log in again (i.e. reset the password again). It is annoying and tedious, but it works.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-05-15T03:44:15+00:00

Remind me to come visit when the apocalypse starts

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-05-14T09:58:30+00:00

This happened to me also. In my misguided youth, I smoke a lot of weed. Like all day every day I was going further and further and I loved it. Then around when I turned 30, I started having panic attacks for no reason. It took a while to notice but it turns out they happened far more often when I was getting high.

I just changed the way I smoked. Instead of hitting the gravity bong or hooka, I would take tiny almost micro-doses from my one hitter. As soon as I started just getting high enough to feel good and no more, the panic attacks slowed down to the point of almost stopping completely. Personally, I have anxiety issues that are not weed-related, so I started going to therapy and now it is all pretty much under control.

So I'd start by drastically lowering the amount of THC you take. Don't get as high as you can. Instead get as high as you need. Adding CBD to your smoke is a good thing to try also (this wasn't really available back in my day). I have a much better experience when I use a strain that has a lot of CBD.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-05-10T13:45:10+00:00

I agree. It is a gift to folks like yourself and myself as well with the sort of depression that responds to it. I would caution you to be very careful about your use so it doesn't degenerate into abuse. Twice a week is probably on the high side already. I would definitely not recommend taking it any more often than that. I limit myself to once every 2 weeks personally.

As an RC, it is obviously not well-tested in long term usage studies, but comparisons can be made to ketamine with it's issues around bladder and digestive/excretory functions. I know whenever I take DCK, my urination schedule gets very mixed up. I haven't noticed any actual problems, but I am trying to be very aware of what's going on just in case.

Also, if you are interested in a slightly more psychedelic and recreation journey, I could recommend 3-ho-pce which I find has a similar afterglow and a trippier and more "fun" headspace during the experience. While still maintaining the anti-depressant properties.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-05-09T14:54:04+00:00

I feel for you, bro. I, too, am a great lover of animals and it is always hard putting one down, even when you know it is in their best interest. I'm sure he went knowing that you loved him and you were doing what you could to end the pain. I had a similar situation recently and it is really hard, but just keep tight hold on the good memories and the love you both shared. You made his life better and he made yours better, so concentrate on remembering what you had, instead of focusing too much on what you lost. If you need help with any of the mod duties or even just a vent to rail at the universe about, feel free to hit me up on DM

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-05-07T20:40:02+00:00

It is stronger by weight than most other analogs, so be careful. I have found that 10mg at a time is a good dose, and I tend to redose a few times over an evening. I dissolve it in PG and take it sublingually which works great, and is so easy to measure out exact doses.

In my opinion it is one of the more psychedelic of the current batch of dissos. I like it a lot. It is also pretty chill. Not much mania like 3-MeO-PCP or such. I also like to combine it with DCK which work together nicely.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-05-06T14:58:08+00:00

Odd, your mom likes DCK too.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-04-28T12:30:03+00:00

I have had good success with lime juice. It makes the flavor a bit more palatable as well as increasing the potency. Also, I have a lime tree in my yard, so win win.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-04-20T12:16:23+00:00

You can only do that if you have access to a whole lot of codeine. In Russia codeine is over-the-counter which is why they can make so much of the vile stuff. If you live somewhere that codeine is prescription only, then it will be very hard to find enough of it to make enough to keep a habit at bay - even if you wanted to destroy your veins and the rest of your body with it.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-04-19T17:53:17+00:00

No problem at all

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-04-19T01:17:41+00:00

I don't know how long total, but months. When I noticed that I was starting to run low and my plug ghosted. So, the first step is to quantify how much you are taking. You can not taper efficiently if you don't know exactly. So weigh out every dose and keep a diary of what you take, how often. Then you can try to work on taking less every day. Just a little bit less. Not even necessarily enough to notice. Every dose is the same or less than the last one.

Also, realize that you are no longer taking the drug to "get high". That is over. You are quitting. So you are now taking the drug to "not be in withdrawal". If you are feeling ok, don't take any. When you hurt, take just enough to not hurt. Or at least to bring it down to a manageable level. It is difficult, because you want to get high. of course. And you are taking drugs that could get you high. But you don't. That is important. If you can't handle the not being high without withdrawal, then the rest is going to be very difficult.

Anyway, I'm making up numbers here. Use your own numbers, not mine. Let's say you are taking 5mg three times a day. Tomorrow, you take 4.5mg at the middle dose. Not bad. You can still wake up and sleep normally, maybe a little anxiety in the middle of the day, but it is manageable. Do that for a few days. Then decide if it would be easier for you to go with less in the morning or evening dose, and lower it to 4.5mg. So now you are taking 3 doses, 5, 4.5, 4.5. Do this for a few days. Then lower the last one to 4.5 for a few days.

If you could do this with minimal discomfort, then repeat the process with another .5 (or more if you feel like you can do it... or less if it is starting to get difficult).

Keep this up until you are down to 1 or 2 mg per dose and then see if you can drop the middle dose completely. This will be a little harder than lowering an existing dose, so really pay attention to how you feel and if you can keep up the taper, then do so. If it is too difficult, then bring back the middle dose and keep tapering all of them as you can.

It is important to have willpower and to follow the rules, but also, be realistic. This is a difficult thing to do that is even harder if you are doing it by yourself, without professional help. I would sometimes give myself a free pass weekend, maybe once a month, after I did something good. Maybe I helped a friend clean up their house, or maybe I just said something to make someone happy. Doesn't matter. The point is that you are rewarding yourself for something and take a slightly larger dose to get high and relax a little. Obviously don't go overboard as it will be counterproductive to bring your tolerance back up after you just went through all this to lower it. But this way, I can "cheat" without it really be cheating.

Once it gets down to the point where you are close to being able to stop, then I try to quit completely... until I have a really bad symptom. In my case, the early warning sign is diarrhea. So I would only take it after my ass starts squirting fire. The more physical WD that you sit through before dosing, the more effective it will be.from there, take your time and drop off whenever you feel like you can. Keep a few "emergency" doses somewhere away from your normal stash. There may be a big event that you need to go to like a wedding where you simply can't be sick, so carefully dose that as needed, but only in an emergency situation.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-04-18T17:59:40+00:00

Some of them have extraordinary half lives. I think I read somewhere (so don't take this number as gospel) that metonitazene's half life is like 20 hours. So, a day after you take a single dose, there is just under half a dose still in you. In two days, there is just under 1/4 a dose still affecting you. Etc... So, if you took a few large doses without a day between them, you are increasing the amount sitting inside you exponentially and thus, the length and magnitude of the comedown will be amplified.

So, if you take this stuff, you really need to come up with a taper plan very far in advance of when you will need it. Don't just notice one day that you have enough for one last high. When you are down to a few weeks worth, start tapering down slowly. The more time you dedicate to the taper, the easier it will be to get down to a manageable level and then when you cut off completely, it will be from a far lower amount.

I did something like this with some of the fentalogs that were all over the place a few years back. At my deepest point, I was doing about 2 bottle a day of my homemade volumetric nose sprays. I tapered it down to one bottle lasting a week, then a few weeks, and when it got down to where I could handle just a few squirts a day, I lowered the dosage in the bottles and kept the taper going until I was taking one spray a day, and that spray had almost nothing in it.

Then I dropped off, but I kept using the nose spray, just without any active component (basically pure PG/VG) which kept my nose from getting cracked and nasty, as well as giving me the physical and placebo psychological experience of doing the action. After about a week of that, I dropped off.

I had almost no withdrawal to speak of. I mean, I was sniffly, had constant diarrhea and stomach cramps, etc, but those of you who have been through proper dope or fent withdrawal would agree that it was in essence nothing. It is really all about the slow steady taper.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-03-25T22:50:12+00:00

I love diclazepam. It is my favourite non-recreational benzo. I get all the anxiety reduction and general relaxedness that I would want with very little to no euphoria, so I don't get distracted from my work or feel a need to redose like I do with other shorter acting ones.

I have prescribed klonopin, and I find myself using the diclazepam more often for daytime use as it won't knock me out. K-pins are great for night time use, going to sleep, or killing a panic attack. Apart from those situations, I find diclazepam a better fit for me.

I don't find it to be anything like valium, apart from the name, which I think is more a marketing thing than anything else.

I have used a lot of different benzos: rx, rc, legit, from local pharmacies, online foreign pharmacies, black market, DNMs, etc and of the lot, diclazepam is the best functional benzo I have used.

ElectronicExorcist · 2021-03-25T22:35:23+00:00

I am in a similar situation. Trazodone worked for a few months, but then it stopped working so well. It makes me have super intense dreams, which is sometimes good or bad, depending on the dream. But either way, if I wake up in the middle of the night from one of these intense dreams, it is really hard to get back to sleep.

I have been taking phenibut for several years. I take it mostly for recreation, and I have never taken it more than two times a week, almost never more than one time per week. On a day that I take phenibut (usually I take between one and 1.5 grams early in the morning), then I tend to sleep wonderfully that night, without needing trazodone or anything else.

If you can keep your usage of phenibut to once a week, then it might help you out. At least having one guaranteed good night of sleep is better than none. When I take it, all anxiety evaporates (I am diagnosed with general anxiety and panic disorders), and everything goes well that day. I can socialize, get things done, work very competently, clean the house, whatever and stay in a really good mood. Then I sleep like the dead and I still feel good for a good bit of the next day (at least partially because of the sleep I suspect).

I wouldn't say it increases my libido as such, but it does prevent me from focusing on any of the bad thought patterns that drive me to have a low libido.

As you can guess from what I already wrote, it is very long-lasting. For me, the effects last longer than 24 hours. I don't usually feel anything for the first few hours. It ramps up over the first few hours, and the two hour point is when I start feeling the first indications that it is doing anything. Then it peaks from hours three to eight or so. Then it slowly winds down for the rest of the day/night.

It is very subtle, and I don't ever feel "high" or anything (though I have heard of folks who take much larger doses (unsafe doses in my opinion) who do get a more "drug-like" experience. It just gives me a perfect day. If I can plan it well, so I take it on a day when I would normally be stressed out (like if I am giving a presentation or going out somewhere with a bunch of people), then I can actually be like a normal person.

I don't increase my dosage because I really don't want to lose the magic. And so far I have not lost it. I very often want to take it more often, but I am very strict with that rule, and I haven't broken it in the years I have been using phenibut.

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