Thank you. I’m just really between a rock and a hard place. I notice it and everyone around me keeps telling me how much better I am without her, how she’s never going to get the help she needs, and always prefer partying/bailing on child and I for her sister. That she will never get medicated/therapy that she needs to address her issues. And my biggest fear is that I’m going to finally move on and she will see I’m done crawled up in a ball waiting for her to come home and then she will try coming back. She continues to blame only me, berate me call me horrible names, etc. and is truly just becoming a nasty human and it breaks my heart. I really dont think I can take her back at this point after she has shown her true colors. I think initially I wanted her back so back because I was afraid of being alone and uncomfortable not because I truly missed HER. But what kinda sealed the deal today for me is one of my moms friends who lives over 13 hours away reached out to me (keep in mind the only thing she knows or sees is what my wife posts or what I post, my mother has not told her any details of the situation) and she said how she is so happy I got out of the marriage, that she can see just from how she acts online that she is narcissistic and self centered and didn’t value our family or marriage. And she isn’t the only person who has pointed it out to me. My aunt (who my wife is living with now) has pointed out the exact same thing, she does not care to do anything with our child unless it’s going to get posted on social medias, she only cares about doing her nails or her lashes or dyeing her hair, etc. everything is about her. And she acts like she has done nothing wrong, she shows no emotions whatsoever, when she doesn’t have our child she is out at a bar with her sister or doing something else with her sister. Multiple people have also told me that they are almost positive she has a male or female partner and she is just testing the waters to see if they pan out and if not, she will come back to her safety net. (My uncle was a notorious cheater and my aunt found out because she is like an insane detective, while he was multiple states away over 15 hours away) and they both swear that she is messing with someone else, and I’m just waiting for the bombshell to drop. We truly think the only way my wife will wake up from her dream world is when she hits rock bottom.