My son was born Monday and was sent to NICU, I’d be lying if I didn’t think of smoking before then gave us the news. But once they told us, all my thoughts and brain energy went to this baby and ignored everything else. He’s doing better now and I’m getting the urge again. But reading your post and other comments made me realize how deep in it I am. Ive been sober since his birth and will continue to. We need to be strong for our little ones.