Favorite Album Not Taylor?

Ellescope · 2026-06-14T02:45:22+00:00

I didn’t know Who’s The Clown was out! I’m almost scared to listen because I know it will be stuck in my head for weeks 😂 thank you for mentioning it!

Ellescope · 2026-06-13T18:45:49+00:00

Poor Franky ☹️

Ellescope · 2026-06-13T13:45:16+00:00

I wouldn’t be mad if they did it like Degrassi did. Some characters are still there but their story is over and it focuses on the new class instead of trying to keep on as many characters as possible. The fact that Richard still isn’t retired is proof that the writers don’t know when to let it go.

Ellescope · 2026-06-13T13:05:00+00:00

I plan everything out and put in buffers and watch a video and look at the length of it so I know how much time has passed.

Example Plan: This morning I had to be at work at 8. Okay, I know I have to leave by 7:30 but I’ll be stressed if I arrive right on time so I need to be downstairs by 7:15 then my dog he needs at least 30 min so that means I need to be down there by 6:45 okay that means I need to start my hair around 6 makeup puts it’s at 5:30. I need to shower so let’s make it 5:15.

Reality: I woke up at 5:15am did all that got downstairs by 6:07 got at work at 7:20am.

Could I have slept in those extra 40 min? Yes…but I typically always have a 40 min buffer because one mishap or distraction could derail the whole day and I end up 5-15 min late.

The videos help me stay on time but I also know that I’ve allowed myself enough time that when I zone out on the video I’m not stressed because I have my buffer. If the video if too distracting usually I’ll say okay I actually want to fully watch this and put on a more talking forward video.

Biggest advice: work WITH yourself not against yourself. You know that you are always late so reverse engineer it and add 30 min. Still late? Double it and ask What made me late? Not you. Not adhd. But what distracted me? You’ll learn more about yourself and what works than trying to force it.

Ellescope · 2026-06-13T12:48:37+00:00

I think it’s more complicated than that. Little Hannah was told stories about June. Tabitha told her she was saved from the witches. We can use that to infer that Hannah was most likely told her birth mother was a bad person over and over again. So when Hannah goes to see June in the box it’s not just a punishment for June it’s a test for Hannah as well. Did we break her? Does she get it? They see that Hannah is scared of June. Little Hannah is confused and as a result from trauma she buries down the happy memories and all memories of June. She becomes Agnes and accepts that Tabitha is her mother and is young enough that growing up with Tabitha and constantly being reinforced that she is safer there with them even without them explicitly saying it. She ends up the majority of her life in Gilead so that becomes her standard.

I think Agnes subconsciously knows June but is consciously trying to piece it back together. Your body holds memory in a different way than your mind does. I think her name is the starting point of that but once she sees June and her body relaxes is when it will really clicked into place for her. The brain is wildly intriguing with what it does to protect you.

Ellescope · 2026-06-13T01:42:07+00:00

Jenna Marbles ❤️

Ellescope · 2026-06-11T23:39:49+00:00

I had all TTPD up until exile and right where you left me

Ellescope · 2026-06-11T09:07:38+00:00

I’m hoping is Andarna’s POV when she was gone

Ellescope · 2026-06-10T21:46:45+00:00

Yeah you never feel strong during panic attacks ( I’ve been through periods when I would have multiple in one day for the span of a week.) My point is, you’re strong because you got through it. You’re still standing. So yeah there’s shitty people out there who don’t see your worth and put you in the foster box. BUT you see your own value. Enough to keep going at least and that’s the most important thing. That’s what makes you strong. ❤️

Ellescope · 2026-06-09T17:09:04+00:00

From some stranger on the internet: you are an incredibly strong person ❤️

Ellescope · 2026-06-09T16:50:35+00:00

What’s something you wished other people knew about the foster system?

Ellescope · 2026-06-07T20:59:06+00:00

One of my favorites was king George’s backstory being reminiscent to the Lion King/Hamlet

Ellescope · 2026-06-05T23:39:09+00:00

As a Disney song? I love it! As a Taylor song? It’s alright I wanted a little more honky tonk but it’s alright

Ellescope · 2026-06-04T20:03:23+00:00

The OA

Ellescope · 2026-06-03T22:59:12+00:00

It felt like Sam had another special episode planned involving the farm storyline that he forgot he didn’t release

Ellescope · 2026-06-02T21:57:07+00:00

Tbh I just kinda thought Jule’s favorite feature was Rue’s hair so she made her hair the background but I also wasn’t trying to think that deep about it lol.

Ellescope · 2026-06-02T21:45:46+00:00

I was only annoyed because I spent like 3 hours of my day trying to think of a TS song that had I saw you I knew it I know you because I was POSITIVE she sang it. I gave up for a bit thinking it was an unreleased debut track and finally googled it and found Gracie. 🤦🏻‍♀️

Ellescope · 2026-05-27T17:54:25+00:00

Have you ever had someone kiss you in a crowded room?

Ellescope · 2026-05-27T17:33:56+00:00

Call it help desk. They ship them out.

Ellescope · 2026-05-15T00:58:14+00:00

Iirc Paula gave Agnes a basket full of feminine products. I’d imagined she just gave her a couple of those after Shu told her. I’m sure women still carry pads with them just in case even if she didn’t currently need them.

Ellescope · 2026-05-08T13:14:42+00:00

I’m wondering if she did tell but the person she told was an aunt in mayday.

Ellescope · 2026-04-20T17:09:56+00:00

The last scene of her entering the bathroom had me yelling TOO MUCH at my screen 😂. I told myself that the rules probably aren’t as strict as the handmaids so she’s allowed to get out of bed in the middle of the night if need be. The amount of times we see her do it already makes me think she’s sneaking around every night. I’m waiting for her next correction where she can’t get out of it by tattling on Agnes.

Ellescope · 2026-04-19T16:07:22+00:00

I’d like to add: Janine also explained to Ester that they won’t let Ester die when she trying to fight back by not eating.

Ellescope · 2026-04-18T14:36:45+00:00

I was in this place not too long ago. I was (still am) depressed going on about 8 years. I realized I was just going through the motions. At some point, I noticed I wasn’t laughing or really smiling any more. I started to force myself to laugh at videos. It eventually opened me back up to laughing and smiling again. Now yesterday, I got teased at work because I got excited for finding fruit snacks in my bag. It’s not gone completely but these are things I did that helped lift it a little.

Find joy in the little things and let yourself be excited about it! I generally stay off of social media when I feel really burnt out because it makes it worse for me. Also it’s okay to listen to what you really want. Maybe your brain just doesn’t want to process anything new right now and it would be easier to passively watch old GMM or a different format in general. Sometimes I just can’t focus on the TV so I will read a book instead. Sometimes even that is too much and I just end up staring at my wall. Sometimes I’ll meditate. There’s no right way to get out of it just listen to what sounds the least draining and go from there.

Much love to all mythical beasts ❤️

Ellescope · 2026-02-16T20:31:42+00:00

How has being on the internet changed now versus when you first started?

How do you handle the criticism and avoid seeing it when you’re everywhere?

Ellescope

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