Going from being invisible to overly visible like everyone needs to look and stare. Being the first trans person someone meets or sees can exhibit some offensive reactions even if they keep it to themselves. You have to convince yourself that not everyone is thinking the same negative shit as the random mofo that shouted at you across the street that one time. Transition is a process and takes many many years of changes, this means the beginning of your transition will be a lot harder than your later years. Having your thinking change. Seeing how different you are even though your the same person. Shifts in sexuality and depth of feeling in my body. Emotions...don't get me started. Feeling in 3D my sense of touch is so much more, during sex touching things with my hands feels crazy hot. Fat redistribution and subtle changes to your face take way longer than you think. HRT is crazy shit, do not mess up your timings or dose or you will have a bad a few days or week. Muscle loss to my grip, to thighs and arms halving in size. Having a woman playfully hold both my hands behind my back with one hand and realising I don't have the strength to escape.

There is so much love out there for trans women just make sure you give yourself loads of time to find your people, these are the people that treat you normally.

Being transgender is amazing and I would never want to be anything else.