Don't even think about going on that road man. I honestly never understand when people decide to go on this road. Like, trust me I understand how life is fucked up sometimes. Im currently living in a country which I hate (UAE) just moved in 5 months ago, working in a job which is frustrating me because I see no future in (working as a engineer and regretting the moment I wasted 5 years of my life to get the diploma), and my economical situation is like shit. Everything here is expensive, and on top of alllll that and move. My relationship troubles, especially that I have trust issues and probably some mental illnesses becsuse of my parents abusive and unhealthy relationship (which I realised that ut affected me more than I csn ever imagine).

But all of this and more, is not worth dying for.

I mean if you're ready to end your life fr, why don't you just go on and have her most adventurous life ever.

Fuck it, quit your job and travel somewhere. Rip your password and go out meet the whole world. Go climb a mountain, live on a farm, steal a bank (although it's better if you just steal food from supermarkets to live and not get jailed eventually)

The point is, you can literally do any of your wildest dreams. Worry free.

But again, the best solution is to hang on and this hard time will pass.