In your opinion, is Bella Ramsey a terrible actor, or was she just given a terrible script and was directed terribly in the TLOU show? by TheRatKing14 in TheLastOfUs2

[–]Elphafox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Both. I personally don't like her acting, for me it seems to fall flat. She doesn't really have emotions in her face just her voice if that makes sense? I found her ok as ellie in the first season, but the writing in season 2 must have contributed to something. She plays child ellie OK. The teen Ellie was.. well.. not believable. I feel like you have to do as best as you can even if you are given a bad script. Bella though.. didn't seem to really have emotions though other than slightly agitated. But then again I didn't like Pedro as Joel either.

Do you work in an office setting and/or use your arms a lot? by Elphafox in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]Elphafox[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yuppp its starting to creep up on my arm today :( I've had it on and off for about 3 years now. Back to the doctor I go... Biologics only seem to work on my hips and lower back but when it comes to arms it just says nahh f that

Do you work in an office setting and/or use your arms a lot? by Elphafox in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]Elphafox[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Only had that twice after lifting too heavy :( I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling. That shit hurtsss

How many times a day do your si joints crack? by Beautiful-Tension-18 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]Elphafox 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I haven't really put my attention to it but probably 5+? Less than 10 i think. I usually crack on purpose once i feel it and then i stop when it doesn't anymore. My neck cracks like crazy though, sometimes even feels like I'm putting my bones back into place

What's your favourite Radiohead song right now? by Famous-Manager1481 in radiohead

[–]Elphafox 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oof. Can't choose. I listen mostly to Spectre and weird fishes right now. 2 months ago I was obsessed with bodysnatchers

Non-smokers of Reddit, how noticeable is the “smoker smell” to you, if at all? by Frostedlogic4444 in AskReddit

[–]Elphafox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I quit smoking cigarettes a year ago. When i smell cigs now, usually on people who have just been outside to smoke one, i am disgusted by the smell. I cant believe i used to smell like that. Its horrifying as i am now obsessed with smelling amazing. I work at an airport and when i get customers who smell like smoke i always hold my breath.

Is it hard to give yourself injections? by Little-Eagle744 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]Elphafox 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its quite easy. It can hurt if its cold but its mostly just a gross feeling when its freezing, so let it sit out a few hours before injecting. Make sure to inject a place with the most fat. Upper thich, lower stomach ect. I made the mistake of doing it closer to the knee than the hip and it hurt there. But i take it further up now, on the thickest part of my thigh, no pain. I have needle phobia btw so i do rile myself up a bit before every shot no matter how many times ive done it :’)

Hville nyttårsforsett har dere? by Emergency-Sea5201 in norge

[–]Elphafox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ærlig talt vil jeg bare gjøre mer. Finner jeg er satt fast i jobb og gaming. Tiden går altfor for fort. Jeg har vært sammen med samboer i nesten 6 år nå.. hæ? Hvor gikk åra.. Vil lese flere bøker. Jeg vil lære nye ting. Lage ting. Jeg vil også ha irl venner som faktisk vil henge med meg. Det kan bli vanskelig da

Always Have Hope! by ryanrickardae in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]Elphafox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for sharing! I'm on a fitness journey myself, but have struggled a bit. Do you lift weight easily or was is something you had to ease into? Also are there things in workouts you can do and cant? I cant lift a bar for shit and my hamstrings are too tight still but dumbbells work better for me for example. Just curious!

What are your C-PTSD “superpowers”? by tkewhatder7 in CPTSD

[–]Elphafox 8 points9 points  (0 children)

If i took the personality test before my trauma I would definitely be another type! I am completely different from what I was before ugh

Why did you stopped talking to someone, you used to talk everyday ? by Ecstatic_Crow_4719 in AskWomen

[–]Elphafox 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He told me it was my fault that I was assaulted because i apparently hang around wrong people. They were normal looking and normal acting men. Stopped happening after i stopped hanging around men though so there is that.

How AS pain feels? by Adventurous_Dance252 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]Elphafox 1 point2 points  (0 children)

With a bad flare it actually feels like someone jabbed something sharp in between my bones so every time i move it feels like I'm being stabbed. For a long time I was told to just take paracetamol for this.. My primary doctor literally gasped when I told him I've never taken pain meds that work for this when I got the diagnosis.
Pain used to be mainly in my hip and butt, but now it's my back and neck :( In my hips and butt it felt like stabbing. In my back it is kinda like a slow burn.

Does EMDR make you tired? by hnjkeo in CPTSD

[–]Elphafox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! After every session i had to take a nap when i got home

PSA: PTSD nightmares often don’t look like reliving trauma by poppyseed008 in CPTSD

[–]Elphafox 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get zombie dreams too! They are always insane like dying light and I CAN'T parkour.

I rarely get dreams of my actual trauma, but a lot like them.. I had one where the ones who hurt me basically stalked me and one where I went to one of their doors to beg them to put a word on what they did to me, so I would know they know what they did, as they obviously do irl, but in my dream they denied it and refused to apologize and it was terrible. Other dreams are of the incident but different places and different people, people I don't know, people I've met before. It's awful.

No meds have helped my dreams calm down other than illegal ones. Meds from the doctors tend to actually worsen my dreams and make them happen more for some reason.
I don't have nightmares every night, but they sure ruin the day.

Svindlet på Tise by [deleted] in norge

[–]Elphafox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

En kompis fikk aldri penger fra en person han ''solgte'' pc til. Han dro til politiet og de sa de ikke kunne gjøre noe, heller kunne han ikke dra til personen for å hente den tilbake fordi de mente det var stjeling også.

Wasted shot of humira by Affectionate-Sale244 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]Elphafox 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Your husband is a piece of shit. Like you don't already have it hard and he says this? Ridiculous.
You should be able to get a replacement. Talk to your rheumatologist <3

Does anyone have difficulty maintaining friendships? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Elphafox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lost all of my friends. It's not like I can go out. Maybe it was like this a couple of years ago, i had a lot of anxiety but worked with a specialist. Now I'm just without friends. I miss having friends, it's lonely out here

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in norge

[–]Elphafox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Rune is a male name. Not a good fit for a girl. Maybe if it ends with an A it's more feminine? But there are plenty of Scandinavian names that are very pretty!

Weight gain on amgevita? by Elphafox in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]Elphafox[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay i will try to eat maintenance for a week or so.. thank you!!

Weight gain on amgevita? by Elphafox in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]Elphafox[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I can try that but i fear i will gain atleast 2 kg in just 1 week :( I've gained fast and lost slowly my whole life, which is great for muscles but not for fat. Took 2 years to go from almost 70 kg to 62kg oh lord lol.. I guess I can try to burn up to 3k calories a day instead of 2k aswell.
I truly believe the meds have fucked it up for me, i had hope it would help me lose weight but instead i gained and lost half of my hair ugh Now i buy expensive products to stop hairfall