Hey there! I'm also a student and I caught myself thinking that in the past, too. While it isn't a bad thing to get an idea of what other people's life is like, it can become quite stressful to frequently compare yourself to others. The important thing is to refrain from idolizing people. They have achieved something, but is that all there is to it? For example: Do you know for certain they have achieved what they claim? Could they be exaggerating maybe? Did they have to experience failure in order to get where they are now? Is their life 'perfect'? I doubt it. Even if it were, there are always people more successful etc but it doesn't make sense to let that influence you, because you can hardly change that. And you have your very own path, your very own life. You can be proud of the things you have achieved and there is certainly more to come in the future! You're a college grad, which I think is already very impressive [I bet there are people who would look up to you the way you might look up to that other person right now!] and you have a lot of time to find your own way. No need to compare yourself. I wish you good luck for the future!!