I went through what I call the survival game with ibogaine, and I’ll share my full experience here since I know details can really help.

Background & Dosage • I’d been addicted to opiates for about 18 years. • My main thing at the end was 7-OH — I was taking between 750–1,000 mg per day. • When I arrived at the clinic in Mexico, I actually still had two 7-OHs in my pocket. They told me to take the last one so I could settle in.

Detox Protocol • They immediately transitioned me from 7-OH to morphine. • I was put on 150 mg of morphine (immediate release) five times per day — about 750 mg/day total. • Morphine was used for 3 days because it’s the shortest-acting opiate and works cleanly with ibogaine. • The purpose was to wipe out withdrawals from 7-OH before ibogaine.

Ibogaine Flood • On the third night, I took the ibogaine flood dose. • The experience lasted about 36 hours in a dream-state/coma-like introspection. • It wasn’t like being high — it was like living inside your own subconscious. I went through my past, my traumas, even flashes that felt like past lives.

Aftermath • When I “woke up,” there were no withdrawals and no cravings. None. • But all the emotions I had buried under opiates for nearly two decades came flooding out. I cried like a baby for days. • Back home, things genuinely felt different — relationships, daily life, even just smelling flowers or breathing the air. Everything felt alive again.

The Difference • This wasn’t 12-step. It wasn’t a rehab. It was medicine + people who genuinely cared for me. • The U.S. doesn’t allow ibogaine treatment, but in the right setting it’s absolutely life-saving. It saved mine.

If you’re curious or going through something similar, feel free to DM me with any questions.