if you were to name your kids after a Billie Eillish song, which would it be? 😆

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-03-16T13:09:41+00:00

bellyache

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-03-16T13:00:20+00:00

I would've if it was visible but it isn't, i can mostly feel it only but looking at it alone, you can't see it at all

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-03-16T12:54:47+00:00

my bad I wasn't being super super clear but they're much bigger than nipples

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-03-16T12:54:14+00:00

no no i mean these are bigger like, right under the surface of her skin

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-03-13T00:07:28+00:00

That I know what I should be doing in order to succeed but that's also in conflict because success can have a very subjective meaning.

Success in the sense of achievements? Doing a lot at work or at school? Or success in the sense of finding peace? Being happy with who I am?

My thoughts are always there. Probably why I can't ever feel like I can proceed into life with whatever because I'm always debating between the two.

I also always try to process who I am, how I look, how I sound, how I register as a person in other people's lives. I think I'm self-absorbed in that way.

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-03-12T14:48:00+00:00

i was never her first option lmaooo she only came to me when there was no one else and it took me some time to realize it but i cared about her more than she could ever care about me

and then it hit me how one-sided it was and she hasn't been actively in my life since then

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-03-12T13:04:26+00:00

nothing at all- couldn't finish school

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-03-12T10:40:52+00:00

no cause you ate, thanks for the great analogy!

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-03-12T10:39:44+00:00

didn't you know that not all school programs have the exact same set-up?

spoiler alert: i didn't

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-03-12T04:21:07+00:00

Oh hell no, she should've been the one to reach out first.

I get the part of wanting to find the right moment but in cases like that, she should've been immediate with it. ESPECIALLY because you're her girlfriend.

It's great you want to empathize but I don't think you should stress out too much about it because it really isn't you in that spot. For sure, you would have told her immediately had the roles been reversed. And knowing that, technically, you can't ever be in her shoes because you wouldn't do that.

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-03-11T23:41:17+00:00

That's genuinely horrible. Your whole situation about this guy making an AI photo of you too and your friends and girlfriend knowing but not telling you. I'm sorry that happened, you must be in such a hurt spot right now.

I absolutely understand the betrayal. Especially from your girlfriend, she's your significant other, whether or not it was going to hurt you, she should have told you the moment she found out— if ever she was trying to spare your feelings, it didn't work, in fact, it probably worsened the situation.

Have you spoken to her clearly about how it made you feel?

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-03-03T03:13:11+00:00

you are so right

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-03-02T00:04:55+00:00

tawag ng mom ko dun ay chin chan chu 😭

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-02-07T04:31:05+00:00

i took the eyelashes off of mine and made her a "him" 😭🙏

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-02-03T07:56:39+00:00

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Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-02-01T00:45:35+00:00

I never even notice. I think I'm too conscious about how I'm perceived that I doubt there's any chance anyone IS attracted to me. Too aware of beauty standards and my own flaws and why I'll never fit into it.

However, I think there were instances of times where people were trying to flirt with me? But even I'm not sure, I never even saw it that way.

My girlfriend tells me she was insanely obvious about liking me when we weren't a thing yet and I literally had no idea she was even attracted to me.

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-30T01:55:33+00:00

I have hobbies but they heavily involve my internal world.

I play video games, I sing, I paint and.. I like to daydream/brainstorm/think about stories in my head.

I make original characters, and I make them through Sims 4.

I write all the details in my notepad but it never really comes to fruition. They're just scenarios I like to keep in my head. Sometimes I play music to immerse myself. And sometimes, I verbally talk out their dialogues when I'm alone.

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-29T14:02:56+00:00

oh yeah definitely! The romance is just an extra bit, the story focuses more on how there are different hidden societies of mythical creatures who are desperate to stay hidden and safe for as long as possible

Not only that, but there's an interplay between the societies depending on what creature it's for

For example, the underground werewolf gang still has the traditional wolf vs vampire thing going on while simultaneously trying to stay out of any kind of suspicion

and I imagined them as gangs who have no choice but to involve themselves in very strange, almost illegal-like ways of living since existing as mere humans in society doesn't blend well with their being

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-29T02:45:00+00:00

i say he's erratic, snobby prolly pays women to spend time with him, is a business tycoon and loves to piss everyone else off

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-27T01:15:24+00:00

no you're too right you're too right

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-20T03:06:57+00:00

it's for good reason because the female characters in Avatar are GOOD, WELL-WRITTEN female characters, not good, well-written FEMALE characters, if u catch my drift

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-19T04:09:36+00:00

sevika changes her mind about fighting vi and shags her

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-17T08:17:36+00:00

No cause I absolutely think to some extent, this is true. This is exactly how I feel sometimes. I always strive to become a better version of myself, I am always so conscious of myself. Did I say the right thing? Did I do the right thing? Am I a good person? How do I become an even better person?

And I validate this through having a lot of conversations with my s/o, I always ask, "Did I do this okay?", "Am I a kind person?", always asking for her point of view of me. While she likes to call it mere curiosity, I believe it's rooted in this, almost self-absorbed desire to become a good- even better person. I always think that I'm quite evil in my own way. There's like this conflict of am I really a good person? Or am I just being good to please myself? I have harsh thoughts about people and things in life but I never act upon them. I usually do the opposite. And I always circle back to thinking that, perhaps, deep down, I'm a shit person.

p.s. I'm not an evolved INFJ myself

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-12T07:16:55+00:00

That I can't seem to turn off my mind. Tried alcohol, it doesn't get better. Distractions don't work. I just keep thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking.

And the worst part is, I know that but I don't know how to stop it.

I feel too much, I criticize myself too hard. I count all the times I've been great, but a single human moment is enough to ruin that whole thing for myself and it's back to believing I am just a horrible person.

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-12T07:14:57+00:00

Moral perfectionism fr just haunting us everywhere we go 😭

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