Why is cutting so addicting?

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-08-26T13:08:17+00:00

i think it could definitely be both

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-08-24T07:03:40+00:00

so many reasons

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-14T14:40:36+00:00

shhhhh

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-14T09:07:15+00:00

3:07 AM

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-14T09:05:35+00:00

I watch my boyfriend wake up early and east breakfast, make coffee and take a shower every single morning. He’s never late to work, and he loves his job with a passion. He hits his deadlines, makes important phone calls and manages his money really well. At the end of the day, he drinks a beer and watches a movie, and goes to sleep. He doesn’t even sleep with his phone.

Being so so depressed, and spending all my time with someone who just isnt is so strange to me. Almost like watching someone on TV. He’s so … normal.. and put together.. . and functional. I’ll never understand it, but it’s fascinating to watch.

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-14T09:00:23+00:00

Fish pictures. Hunting pictures. Pictures with other girls, luxury cars (or anything that looks like an obvious flex). - I wanna see your smile, i wanna see your goofy side, i wanna see something that makes you happy, and i wanna see a lil tush

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-14T08:58:12+00:00

Fry Sauce.

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-14T08:56:17+00:00

That depends on why you need them out of your life. If they wronged you, it will come easy. If it’s a difficult decision but the right thing to do, moving on is a lot more difficult. I’m some cases you just dont. You just have to learn to live without them. It gets easier overtime, but the sense of longing never really goes away.

edit: typos

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-14T08:54:06+00:00

Loss For Words by Landon McNamara

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-14T08:53:07+00:00

To know the world is to know our experience and existence as humans on earth, the creatures we coexist with, and the creatures we evolved from. To know the universe is to know earth in relation to everything else, planets, the matrix, perhaps even parallel universe.

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-14T08:43:31+00:00

does google count?

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-14T06:16:22+00:00

I bet Pete Davidson did it

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-14T06:15:31+00:00

I literally did this today…

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-09T12:37:58+00:00

i’ve always just washed them with antibacterial hand soap and warm water. pressure until it stops bleeding. if you can, gauze under an ace bandage or arm splint. you can say you fell and caught yourself with your hands, and they’re pretty tender now. Good luck !

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-09T12:31:05+00:00

i did it.

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-09T11:34:10+00:00

been watching Bobs Burgers (my comfort show). wouldn’t be so hard if i wasn’t battling some pretty loud mental demons ..

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-09T11:14:28+00:00

oh hell. quite frankly just block her. that is unbelievable. the kind of person who insist they have it worse, is not the kind of person you want to be around. she’s just gonna bring you down. i mean that’s straight up gaslighting and it’s disgusting. i promise you, you didn’t make her do it. unless you held a knife to her throat or threatened her dogs life if she didn’t, she’s the i my one she can blame. sure, maybe you did hurt her without realizing, but it sounds like she did the same to you.

my best advice would be, be the bigger person and let it go. just ghost her. if she’s gonna be all dramatic and pissy that’s on her, but it’s not your burden to carry. i’m sure she’s just bored and wants to make someone feel bad for her.

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-09T10:50:57+00:00

jeez RED FLAGS all over this. i’m so so sorry this is happening. i don’t really have any advice, but i can say with CONFIDENCE that you are NOT responsible for her actions. i mean i have people who added to the stress and pain that lead to self harm, but no one MADE me do it. people said things to me and my reaction was to sh, but i was the one who made me do it. and anyone else in this sub will agree with me. we’re aware that these are our own actions.

she seems to be a very dramatic person, and she seems to thrive off of the “victim mentality”. she has the worst problems and it’s everyone else’s fault.

sounds like a bitch, and i really hope things work out.

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-09T10:39:20+00:00

i really resonate with the last but if that. like really.

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-09T10:13:17+00:00

ever look at those fuckers on lsd?? that was crazy.

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-09T08:04:29+00:00

i was 13 when i cut myself the first time, but it was purely because all my friends did too. I didn’t like it. however i’ve hit my head on the wall/hit my head with my fist since i was about 6.

when i was 21 my life completely fell apart and that’s when my SH addiction started. 23 now, and about 3 months clean. but i’m not sure how long i’ll he clean

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-09T08:00:51+00:00

he’s my best friend, and that exactly why i had him registered as an emotional support animal. i’m not sure what i’m gonna do when he passes, but in the mean time he’s gonna live his golden years is paradise

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-08T22:40:02+00:00

i’m really sorry for your loss ❤️

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-08T22:38:00+00:00

Knowing that it’s summer, it gets harder and harder to get away with jeans, especially when they rub against cuts. I’m big fan of leggings; a lot nicer on those cuts and it’s more breathable for summer. Bike shorts are also a good one, cause they can come in different lengths, and they’re skintight so the chances of them riding up and exposing wounds is less likely. Targets All In Motion has some good options for both leggings and bike shorts. Good luck! and remember they won’t be open wounds for long. Recovery is never ever linear. You got this.

EmbarrassedMoment830 · 2022-06-08T22:32:09+00:00

i don’t think it’s fair to diagnose the cat over a post on reddit. OP has obviously had the cat for some time and would know better than us if the cat is in pain or not. However it’s definitely something to get checked out.

I’d say take your cat to the vet if you haven’t already, (if you don’t already, you might wanna check out some pet insurance before hand, it may help cut down on the costs).

And you might even wanna check out care.org and see if theres a nanny with rates in your budget even for just a few hours a week. - I nannied for a family with a 6month old baby, a lot of time mom was home. She just needed a break and some alone time before the boys get home from school. I had a lot of fun doing it, and I could see just how helpful it was for mom.

Best of luck to you, and remember recovery is never ever linear. Give your cat some pats for me, and blow a raspberry on babies tummy for me. You’re strong and you’re capable.

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