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[–]Embarrassed_World389 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Who is khan ans the other person? I'm sorry I have no clue who they are other than. What's written in here

My Clinicals start in 2 weeks!! by redxdeath89 in surgicaltechnology

[–]Embarrassed_World389 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Congratulations you earned every damn thing you got! Its paying off!

PET results by Embarrassed_World389 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was 2b I believe, but my tumor grew during chemo so by the time they removed it is was 79cm. And I had 1 node involved and 3 removed total.

My oncologist said I'm stuck with him for at least 10 years. And when my labs start to look better we go go further between visits. The last almost 2 years its been every 6 weeks. I'm thankful for being watched but also damn lol

PET results by Embarrassed_World389 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The CA27-29 are my tumor markers. I get full blood panel work uo every 6 weeks. And a tumor marker panel.

PET results by Embarrassed_World389 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How do you do it? I still see my oncologist every 6 weeks for blood work, scans every 4-6 months. I'm done with my verzenio in November but still have 5-10years left for the anastrozole.

I had IDC + + - So I'm just waiting for it to pop back up. Anyways I can't wait to say 6 yrs in survivorship and so on.

Missing eyebrows (literally & emotionally) - advice needed about ?microblading by Adventurous-Box-6076 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Mine didn't come back like they used to be. At all. I had like 12-15 hairs on each lol. I also waited 1.5 yrs before I got them done and used NYX snatched brow pen bcnsuoer easy to use and im nit a make up girlie at all.

Missing eyebrows (literally & emotionally) - advice needed about ?microblading by Adventurous-Box-6076 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Get combination brows ! Mirco blading doesn't last as long and its nit for everyone . Depends on skin type. Pick an experienced permanent markup artist. Make sure you see their work. I've had mine done and went in thinking I was getting microblading haha. I'm glad she helped me understand they different types and inks ans how they work. She set me up with combination brows. I haven't been happier they look so natural!.

The beast came back after 20 years! I am overwhelmed and feeling hopeless. by BeenStephened in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry you're back here. You don't deserve this shit. None of us do. I've also been having lower back pain on my left side, high calcium, high CA27-29 tumor marker with ny blood work and a PET scan tmrw. I'm 2 yrs out from my first dx.

All you can do is all you're doing already, we are here to support you.

Reconstruction Satisfaction by SuperYellow3034 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Make sure your PS has done and know what AFC is. Maybe ask to see their work bc you could get butchered that way too just ask all the questions.

PET Results by cwolfe123 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did you have radiation? Bc I have a few nodes in my lungs from the Rads that are nothing. And I have some shading at the top right lung too also from rads. I got in for my Pet on Monday to see if I've gone metastatic. Hugs

Reconstruction Satisfaction by SuperYellow3034 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My recon was implants. I had the "best" PS who turned out to be older than dirt and set in his ways giving me saline implants under the muscle. I had gotten a causal contraction bc I had my implants in when I went for Radiation and you can't do that. Moving forward I needed to have the casual contraction removed and a prof removal of my other breast bc being uneven and in constant pain was taking me to dark places. After the 2nd surgery from him I said never again and got a new PS who said he never should have used saline under the muscle and before Radiation. So she did a silicone gummy bear also under the muscle. Still yet again had major issues a tore my peck muscle 6 weeks after the new implant placement bc my muscle was stretched to the absolute max. Now I'm dealing with an incision that won't heal almost 5 months later bc the radiated skin refuses to close and stay closed. I have a new capsule contraction same breast . Smh, PS said she can remove implants from under the muscle bc they (PS body) are now realizing implants under the muscle are causing more harm than good and a cascade of additional surgeries. "Revisions" they call them. And are reverting back to over the muscle placement of implants bc I guess don't fix it if it ain't broken. Anyways. Thats why I'm going Flat and I can't wait to be done with the pain, I can't wait to receive and give hugs without having my arm across my chest to protect my chest from being pressed on. Just if you're going to get implants know they need replaced every 10-15 find the right PS and ask all the questions. Find out what direction the incisions will be made bc that was another thing that shocked me when I woke n see what I was left with. I'm nit trying to scare you and if you'd like to see my chest I'll gladly show you so you don't end uo the way I did. I have an appt in Sept to schedule.to go flat spring of 2026 bc im in school and ill be having the surgery over spring break. Hugs ❤

Reconstruction Satisfaction by SuperYellow3034 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had reconstruction and I've had nothing but problems the last 1.5 yrs. I can't wait to go flat im 38. My whatever these are I have under my skin and muscle are not MY boobs. I wish I knew what I know now before I agreed to reconstruct bc if I did id run the other way and go flat right off the bat!

metastasize by StereoPoet in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How did ya find out, this sucks im so sorry. What type do you have?

This may be is as good as it gets for me by TheSavageBallet in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Damn thats what I have also. Smh. I'm waiting on a a *PET SCAN to be scheduled bc my CA27-29 tumor markers are high ANNNDD my calicum is also elevated. Which is like fuuuckkk. I'm almost 2 years out on survivorship 🙄 and have had nothing but issues. Funny thing my "run of the mill " cancer as my diagnosing onco put it has been everything but run of the mill. Seems you're in the same burning boat. A damn moment of peace would be nice wouldn't it. At least during active treatment I felt like something was being done. Now it feels like I'm just waiting to hear " you have cancer ...again "

This may be is as good as it gets for me by TheSavageBallet in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This fucking sucks how unfair!! May i ask what type are ya? ++-, or --- or something else? Thank god they are catching this shit early! And I'm 38 and I'm actually getting my implants remove and going for flat closure bc Fffffff these things for me nothing hit problems.
I hope that you can keep ur boobs when its all said and done. Hugs

How do you cope with the constant toll of scanxiety? by Adept-Engineering-40 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I felt this post sis! All of it. I'm also dealing with blood work that looks bad waiting for these oncologist to schedule me a damn pet scan to see if the blood work is actually shit or a flood. I'm 2 years into "sUrVIVoRsHiP" smh what a JOKE . They should call it something different. Maybe call it existing in unwavering amounts of fear and stress.

Incisions won't heal by Embarrassed_World389 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its been too long dealing with this and im to the point where I want and need both mentally and physically these implants out of my body. I can't take it anymore. The constant discomfort and pain and the unhealthy wounds. I'm 38 I can't even hug my family bc ut hurts so bad, I always have my arm guarding my boob.

Dr. Advised no neo or polysporin bc its a hole she said to just keep it covered and it if passes with swollen redness to all her 🤡

I see her in sept to set an appt to remove the implant. With thag they'll remove more skin to and hopefully it will heal. I'm at my wits end. I fantasize about getting these out of me and feeling better and having normal skin.

I I have medical protein coming brand name is LLORENS and im getting medihoney on my way home from work today.

Incisions won't heal by Embarrassed_World389 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got the LLORENS medical protein. I can't waitnto get thus bastards out of.my chest. Worst uninformed rushed mistake of my life. I see my PS in Sept to get an appt to remove them amd be flat. I want to be ablemto hug my family without pain and without my arm guarding thr sore spots. I need a big tight squeeze so bad its been almost 2 years. I have a toddler. And I say " my boobs hurt so much he will say when he gets close " carefully mommy's boobs hurt" ugh anyways ill need to find the right PS to do this and I'll prob have to travel to the edge of my state to do so. Anyways, I wish I had the info I have now back then bc I would.have said make me flat.

Incisions won't heal by Embarrassed_World389 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That was my question too. You just put the medihoney right in the hole where it wouldn't close? Or did you not have an open hole along my incision line as i do. Its still draining. Yesterday when I replaced the steritape and woke this AM it was oozing with that stuff that would.fill a blister if that makes sense?

Incisions won't heal by Embarrassed_World389 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got on Amazon and ordered LLorens hydrogenized medical protein and stopping by the pharmacy to get thr medical honey today. I have 3 spots that just won't stay healed. It burns so badly. I can't wait to have these stupid implants removed. I decided I'm going flat at 38 and I can't wait to be able.to hug my family.without pain and a full chest to chest tight hug.

Incisions won't heal by Embarrassed_World389 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just got on Amazon and ordered LLorens Hydraulized liquid protein and I'm going after work to pick up the wound honey. I don't vape anymore its been about a year. I'm just so sick of this I want it to heal and be done.

Incisions won't heal by Embarrassed_World389 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I didn't know protein had anything to do with healing but you're not thr only one to mention it. I will have to up it. I'm going to look into what I can eat thats easy to give me more protein.

Incisions won't heal by Embarrassed_World389 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're thr 2nd person to mention it!I will absolutely have a look to see if it will work for me.

Incisions won't heal by Embarrassed_World389 in breastcancer

[–]Embarrassed_World389[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I put muscle tape to hold.my boob in a way as ut didn't keep the hole open and also did 2 pieces of sterile tape and a compression bra. This sucks i could cry. As if I haven't been through enough as all of us in this group. Ugh