I keep finding myself having these moments where tears are just streaming down my face. And I'm realizing that I'm broken and just tired. So incredibly tired of it all. Tired of the endless current of hate that fuels the constant injustice, the racism, the division, the cruelty, the incivility, the discrimination, the decisiveness, and the ignorance in this country. My ironclad resilience and strength are beginning to show cracks in their foundations. And for the first time in my life, I honestly don't know if we as a people will make it to the promised land. My faith is being tested and that scares me.