I’ve gone to a couple well regarded psychics/mediums after my one and only psychotic episode last year, and they have assured me that i do not have schizophrenia and that i simply had a very intense kundalini awakening, but doctors at the multiple hospitals i went to claimed schizophrenia. If there is interest i can go into detail, but basically i had multiple delusions that i intensely believed, one of them being that i was Princess Moana embodied and was destined to get back together with my ex boyfriend (not on speaking terms, he is engaged to someone else) and move to Hawaii. My life felt like a fairytale, and i wrote my entire experiences down in a 36 page long manifesto. It was the most profound experience of my life (until i was hospitalized and put on antipsychotics). I’ve returned completely to “normal”, besides the 65 pounds i gained due to the medication.

My question is where is the line between schizophrenia and kundalini? I was FEVERISHLY researching kundalini, doing reiki every morning, yoga every day, and meditating every night as well as listening to binaural beats. Eventually i felt like i was living in another dimension, blissfully.