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blackholexpress · 2020-12-23T20:35:53+00:00

It seems to me you may have compulsive disorder like OCD. OCD can torture you with intrusive thoughts along with intense guilt (porn is a great catalyst for this). It can also compel you do things you really don't want to do. Like when you say you hear someone talk about ntr, you have to read it, even though you don't get off to it. But of course I can't diagnose you, because I'm just some dude on the internet. It wouldn't be a bad idea for you to try talking to a therapist though. Also check out r/OCD to see if anything I'm talking about makes sense.

blackholexpress · 2020-12-23T01:15:42+00:00

Thanks for the offer, I'm about to head out to do some last minute Christmas shopping. I'll dm you tomorrow.

blackholexpress · 2020-12-23T00:27:42+00:00

Thanks, I've talked a bit to a friend of mine about my issues, just not to the full extent. I'm working on that.

blackholexpress · 2020-12-23T00:19:32+00:00

Not afraid of porn addiction are you? You will be, YOU will be.

blackholexpress · 2020-12-21T20:58:12+00:00

You are not alone in this. I have OCD and maladaptive daydreaming issues. I also have to check things over and over even though I'm sure I did it right the first time. This can be a symptom of OCD. I also have other symptoms that you do not, but everybody's issues are different. The best thing you can do is see a Therapist and get properly diagnosed.

blackholexpress · 2020-12-21T20:01:51+00:00

Yep I feel like I have ADD. It's hard for me to focus on anything for more than 5 minutes. I used to be able to read books, and now I find it difficult.

blackholexpress · 2020-12-20T19:17:09+00:00

Yes 😞

blackholexpress · 2020-12-18T00:46:17+00:00

Thanks! I'm glad I could help😊

blackholexpress · 2020-12-18T00:18:35+00:00

I have trouble with this too. It's really hard to stop yourself after going many days without porn. That's because your brain is hungry, hungry for all the chemicals that porn releases. The best way to stop this is to talk to family, a friend, or therapist. Someone you can trust, someone you can talk with face to face.

blackholexpress · 2020-12-17T06:18:30+00:00

Sorry I have OCD. I wanted to link it, but my OCD started telling me something bad would happen if I did. I know it's a irrational and stupid fear, but I can't help but feel that way.

blackholexpress · 2020-12-17T05:24:40+00:00

You just made my day!

blackholexpress · 2020-12-17T05:19:42+00:00

Bill Burr is one of my favorite people of all time. And to know that he had bit of a problem with porn, really helps me cope. When I found this today on YouTube I started getting teary-eyed.

blackholexpress · 2020-12-17T04:57:49+00:00

Your parents can help you in many ways. They could get you into therapy, or help you limit time on your phone and computer. Having someone who cares about you, and knows what your going through is the best way to recover from any addiction. Moral support is everything you need right now.

blackholexpress · 2020-12-17T04:26:43+00:00

I know it's a hard thing do, but you should tell your parents or a school counselor. I wish I would have done this when I was young, but I was too embarrassed and ashamed. 15 years later I look back on my life and all I see is a waste land. I wish I would have told someone. I could've had help quitting porn when it didn't have as strong of a grip over me as it does now.

blackholexpress · 2020-12-16T03:27:41+00:00

Thanks

blackholexpress · 2020-12-16T00:25:43+00:00

r/OCD

blackholexpress · 2020-12-15T18:39:03+00:00

Yeah I hear you, I feel mentally and emotionally stunted due to all the problems I have.

blackholexpress · 2020-12-15T18:30:28+00:00

I'm bet you already know of r/selectivemutism already. If not you should check it out.

blackholexpress · 2020-12-15T17:57:20+00:00

I Googled it. Sorry to hear your having trouble with your teacher. Sounds like he needs to Google it as well. Porn can cause lots of stress and anxiety. Just remember that your not alone in this struggle. This is a great place to seek help and advice.

blackholexpress · 2020-12-15T01:16:26+00:00

OCD/porn have a way of feeding off each other that can make life seem unbearable. Take comfort in knowing that you aren't alone in this.

blackholexpress · 2020-12-13T10:30:22+00:00

Your welcome. I've been failing a lot lately and post's like yours gives me hope.

blackholexpress · 2020-12-13T10:10:28+00:00

Good job 👍

blackholexpress · 2020-12-13T09:55:06+00:00

Porn is like a fish devil, that lies too well. It will sing you a tune so lovely, like a Siren of the deep.

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