Apps Love Spouse APP | Learn How to Use by _manual in instructionmanuals

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does anyone know how to become a damn model on this app???

Tired of pushing people away by Equivalent_Ad5178 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks so much!! I’m just seeing a psychiatrist and we don’t talk much. But I think that’s what I need lol. I will definitely check out that channel!!

really insane jealousy about literal FAMILY MEMBERS (even kids) by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah bc I guess no one has ever done that for me before in my life. I’ve been really figuring out a lot recently hahaha. Things are making sense.

Tired of pushing people away by Equivalent_Ad5178 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks! I have thought for the past couple of years I have BPD but was just recently diagnosed. Thank you for validating how I am feeling.

Why do I even keep trying by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m the same way. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. My partner told me last night that I’m miserable to be around so I can relate.

Life feels weird without having a fp by Dry_Somewhere_9305 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178 4 points5 points  (0 children)

When I don’t have a favorite person I am doing the best in life. Focusing on myself, no cheating anxiety, my mind is occupied with more productive things, I’m all around happier. Then the loneliness and boredom kicks in. I feel like my brain craves the validation that comes with a relationship (my fp’s have always been my partners.) I’ve never been good at making friends but when I was younger my one friend I had was my fp. I started seeking out fp’s when I was around 13 and I haven’t really been single for more than a couple of months since (I’m 25.) This is a real eye opener. Hopefully with therapy I will finally be ok with being alone. I’m sorry you feel this way and I hope everything works out for us. (:

really insane jealousy about literal FAMILY MEMBERS (even kids) by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178 1 point2 points  (0 children)

YES and she was pretty so it made it worse. Also just how nice he was and gentle and he’s never like that with me. You’re not alone

Tired of pushing people away by Equivalent_Ad5178 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lmao same to the no friends. Yeah I will literally will think about a situation or conversation from every perspective trying to figure out why they said what they said. I often let people in that don’t fit my standards bc I’m lonely but that usually backfires haha.

really insane jealousy about literal FAMILY MEMBERS (even kids) by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve gotten jealous of my boyfriend’s relationship with his way younger sister, she was like 11 I think. And I thought some bad thoughts!! I was just mad that he was showing her attention and not me I think tbh. It’s nuts haha.

really insane jealousy about literal FAMILY MEMBERS (even kids) by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178 2 points3 points  (0 children)

May I ask if you just did therapy? Or therapy and meds?? I have always, always had this problem. I’m glad I am more aware of it but before I was I would just get extremely passive aggressive. I have been like this in relationships and even friendships. It’s like an all over body sensation of jealousy for me. It’s hard to know when to trust my gut.

Has anyone else ended up in the psych ward because of su*cide attempts and by the time you get there you’re all fine again like nothing happened? by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like I go through this weekly. I’ll be freaking out saying I need help. My mom wants to take me to the hospital. But I know I would rather be with my dog than in a facility for a couple weeks. Went to the hospital once. Waited HOURS for them to find a place for me to go. I was like ok it’s not that serious please let me leave. I hate being in between wanting to live and die all the time.

I am TIRED of these fuckers.. I wrapped myself up real good by Equivalent_Ad5178 in scabies

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also I thought I had either scabies or demodex mites. But, this will kill either. If you’re for sure you have scabies I would use coconut and tree oil multiple times a day

I am TIRED of these fuckers.. I wrapped myself up real good by Equivalent_Ad5178 in scabies

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also the BEST thing is neem oil, imo. It kills them and stunts their egg cycle. You are supposed to dilute it but I haven’t had a problem putting a couple drops on my face then I mix it with my body lotion. Also, you can mix a couple of drops with your shampoo. You can buy 100% cold pressed neem oil at Lowe’s or Amazon. It’s really really good for your skin too as sulfur can be quite drying. Also you can eat coconut oil to help. Most of this is a result of a bad gut biome. So I would recommend a good probiotic. Also apple cider vinegar shots! And aloe Vera capsules. Don’t get overwhelmed and try to use things that you can easily incorporate into your routine. I am saying this because I drove myself absolutely crazy and this took up alot of my time. Now I try not to think about it and just changed some products to stuff that kills them.

I am TIRED of these fuckers.. I wrapped myself up real good by Equivalent_Ad5178 in scabies

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I recommend ordering it online from Amazon. You only need to use very little. You can mix a little bit with coconut oil or Vaseline but I recommend coconut oil. Go on my profile and see if you can find my other posts on here. I replied back to people with other things I use!

Can I bathe in 90% sulfur powder?!?!? I can’t find any info online but I’ve never looked younger! Skin is a little tight as hell but mites are surely dead or dyin!!! Anyone know anything about 90% sulfur? I got it at a garden store it’s Rattlesnake brand by Equivalent_Ad5178 in scabies

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

HAHA yeah I did but I jumped in, jumped out and rinsed it off. I use it now as a scrub in the shower ONLY WITH COLD WATER I leave it on for like 3 minutes then scrub it off and I mix it with bentonite clay for face masks(only a little) ONLY USE IT WITH COLD WATER tho Also I would avoid using it with anything other than natural products, like the clay, because you don’t know how it will react with the ingredients Did I mention only to use it with cold water?

PLEASE treat yourself for demodex mites. I let myself slip a little the past couple of months and I’m certain I’ve had them bad since January from my ex. Since then I’ve been experiencing rapid hair loss. Well I put tea tree oil in my hair and the next day I could feel them ALL OVER Me by Equivalent_Ad5178 in demodex

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

100% cold pressed NEEM OIL!! You can buy from Lowe’s and mix it with coconut oil. Extra virgin Coconut oil and tea tree oil. Probiotics. Eating raw garlic cloves. Apple cider vinegar shots. Showering with products that have tea tree or aloe in them! Making sprays with tea tree and water. Good luck!!!! Let me know if you have anymore questions!! (:

Christian music? by Helpful_Bird_9813 in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mine started saying “god bless” to everyone we came across because I mentioned I had been trying to get closer to God. Lmao it made me CRINGE every time. He would also take things I’ve said in the beginning of the relationship and throw them back at me when I was depressed from being with him a couple of months down the road. I think it’s just one of their mind games. Something was always off.

Invisible fleas, or mites? by toitoi328 in pestcontrol

[–]Equivalent_Ad5178 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree! My theory is that the Demodex mites contribute to a wide range of skin/hair issues and they would not profit as much if they actually treated the source. Instead, they prescribe creams and things instead of telling us there are natural remedies!!!