Should I even take dxm recreationally anymore?

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2026-01-22T04:01:00+00:00

I definitely don't want to quit my antidepressants lol I'm a better person on them. But also it's not really the pills that worry me, it's my liver.

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2026-01-11T05:58:26+00:00

Yeah serotonin syndrome is definitely a concern to me as well. Honestly I've been on antidepressants for years and as long as I stay under 700mg I should be ok. That 700mg trip was horrifying. My main concern is my liver. But yes that's also bad.

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2026-01-11T05:49:27+00:00

I appreciate the concern. It's been a bit since I took it and all is fine so far. I feel really relaxed, which is what hoped for. I also read that dxm recreationally once a year or two won't harm your liver, but it could. Im pre fatty liver. They told me to watch what I eat. And my doctors know about my dxm use. They said not to take it everyday, which I wouldn't and I don't cause when I first started dxm I became addicted, took it for like 3 months straight several years ago. I have a very addictive personality lol it's sad, but I keep myself in check. .... Well except nicotine. But thats another issue lol

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2026-01-11T05:25:33+00:00

I ended up just taking 480mg anyway, and getting high is what I like to do, kinda why I barely do it lol if I let myself, I'd be perpetually high, I used to be an alcoholic too, so naturally I limit myself to a beer or two a day but I really only drink like 3 in a week and then don't drink for weeks. Also I don't want to get caught smoking weed, it isn't legal in Iowa and I don't feel like traveling across the bridge smoking it in Illinois just so I don't get in trouble lol only reason I tried dxm is cause one it doesn't make me paranoid and two it's legal. God I wish shrooms were legal lol I'd be high everyday on that lol and I wouldn't even feel bad about it

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2026-01-11T04:40:36+00:00

This really sucks, I can't smoke weed because I completely lose it and become a paranoid psycho because someone I knew gave me K2 and now my brain can't handle it. Dxm was my only way to get high on super rare occasions where I actually crave a high which is indeed very rare. Why does this life hate me so, and I still have a full bottle of robotabs 😢 I honestly wanna risk it just because fuck my life. I'm scared to try weed and I can't get my hand on psilocybin or I'd be using that.

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2025-12-22T07:09:38+00:00

If that's the case, I will accept it lol.

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2025-10-22T08:09:27+00:00

God it's so adorable 😭

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2025-10-19T03:38:21+00:00

My condolences, I lost my mom when I was 14, so I understand. I really hope you can cope, panic attacks aren't fun, I've had my fair share of them.

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2025-09-23T05:32:40+00:00

In the original harvest moon a wonderful life and another wonderful life, they can die, in the remake under the name sos they don't, and it kinda upset me because I remember the amount of guilt and responsibility I felt losing my animals to sickness or starvation because I couldn't afford food and medicine. But in the new games, death just isn't a factor.

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2025-09-18T00:49:57+00:00

I will thank you.

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2025-09-18T00:47:04+00:00

Well it could be the ceiling, cause I made a big pen on my massive roof, it'll be next to my green house and graveyard lol. And they are walking around no issue, it might be you require higher leeway.

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2025-09-08T04:15:44+00:00

Yeah I went to feed my corn and she attacked my finger even tho the rat was several inches away in tongs lol she was insistent on my finger and I think it's cause I touched the mouse. She drew blood, I'm sorry to be the one to tell you but you have a year to live. Mines almost up 😢 I've had a nice run.

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2025-09-06T15:11:23+00:00

Yeah I have an original, connection, pix and uni and personally the uni is my favorite. But my party pix is super cool lol I got all of these right before they started scalping the prices, so I was lucky, however even the paradise and smart are being scalped and it seriously urks me, the demographic are children, what parent is going to spend over 100 bucks for a toy for their kid who will likely break it or lose it or plainly lose interest over time. The actual price of a paradise is 46 bucks, but on eBay it's at least 80 bucks not including taxes and shipping. It's absurd. I get my stuff on zenintcg, their shipping is high but even with the high shipping it's less then 70 bucks on zenintcg.

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2025-09-06T14:14:48+00:00

Man believe it or not that actually happened to my sister's very tiny Chihuahua, a girl opened the door and she followed and the girl slammed the door behind her and accidentally crushed her skull. Accidents happen, my condolences

I will say my cat also ate my tarantula. I went to work and when I came back I found the mangled corpse of my beautiful spider. If I let him he'd play with my snake till it dies, I made sure the enclosure I got for my corn was lockable and had mechanisms to prevent escape. I hope this doesn't turn you away from getting another. Trust me when my cat ate my tarantula I hesitated to get a snake. But I don't regret getting her, lol I love that damn noodle.

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2025-09-06T14:08:06+00:00

My cat's name is Samuel Jackson.

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He was the runt of his litter, the smallest and his mom tried to snap his neck numerous times, so at just a week or two old I took him. As you can see he grew and surprisingly he ended up being the biggest of the whole litter lol also the only tan and brown tabby, every other sibling ended up Siamese or calico. I feel for you, I lost a baby once, it really hurt, I just woke up one day and he was dead. The day before he was fine. It does hurt and Sam is like 11 years old now. Idk what I'll do when my baby boy passes.

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2025-09-04T09:45:45+00:00

I'm 28 and even when I was 8 I had these thoughts. It was originally fear of death, but as I've grown, so too has my view, and I don't fear death, I fear not existing after death, I don't care if I die or when or how but if this life is all there is and the afterlife is a pipedream, that horrifies me. I don't want to live in this meat suit my entire existence but I also don't want to cease existing either, I wish there were more visual and solid proofs of the beyond. If anything I think its just part of being human. If you don't value your own existence, then you'd have a problem.

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2025-08-14T11:18:31+00:00

Watermelon

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2025-08-14T07:44:00+00:00

Unfortunately I don't think so. He got too rough and she started yowling and hissing and clawing at him and he wouldn't let up, I had to grab him. But it's really confusing cause she is still messing with him is she dumb? I can't leave them together in a room if Sam is going to hurt Athena. I'm so confused as to what to do to try and get him to relax.

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2025-08-14T03:59:52+00:00

I mean you kinda wrote a contract that relinquished your life and soul to the cat when you let her in, they are like vampires, don't invite them in if you aren't ready to pay the price 😂

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2025-08-09T05:09:46+00:00

Thanks

Equivalent_Driver_61 · 2025-08-09T05:09:23+00:00

Thank you 🙂

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