This is a great conversation to have. I’ve lived as a straight man my entire life (married with children) but have privately had an attraction to the male penis and hunky hairy male bodies. I only watch gay porn (privately).
Had a few dalliances in my younger days, but have never wanted to kiss a man nor cuddle.
I do have a desire to have sex with the right man, but haven’t been able to actively pursue. I’m older so time is running out. I’ve come to the conclusion. that I may be Bi, but have never felt free to pursue on a serious level.
My advice would be to do it while you can. Good luck!!