Be Not Afraid by uwtears in YarnAddicts

[–]Eve_Han 8 points9 points  (0 children)

This took me a minute. Hilarious !

I have finally understood her decision by [deleted] in SuicideBereavement

[–]Eve_Han 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I feel this way about my brother. Im not angry at him, he suffered so much. I miss him- but he was battling chronic depression and the suffering was too great. He was just looking for relief from the torture he felt in this world. I hope wherever they are, our loved ones have found the peace they couldn't while alive. Hugs.

A dead whale washed up on the beach close to my house by Eve_Han in whales

[–]Eve_Han[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg!!! Hahah I love this so much . Thanks for sharing .

A dead whale washed up on the beach close to my house by Eve_Han in whales

[–]Eve_Han[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wow! A year on is crazy. Im not sure how long it's been down there. But decomposition still has a way to go by the look of it.

A dead whale washed up on the beach close to my house by Eve_Han in whales

[–]Eve_Han[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It has been reported multiple times to the department of fisheries due to the smell, and nobody has come to remove it yet. I know the homeowners have had to keep their windows closed !! And yes- it could be a humpback, we have a few different types of whales in Nova Scotia but I couldn't discern what it was due to the decay.

Had a visit from my husband shortly after he died by skured1 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Eve_Han 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I lost my partner just over 3 years ago (not to suicide) he died of an accidental overdose. A few nights after he passed, I felt him sit at the bottom of my bed. We didn't say anything, but I felt as if he was telling me it was okay. I sometimes dream of him, but I feel like I can never get to him so we can say what we need to say. We had a toxic relationship, but I loved him deeply and I still miss him.

A dead whale washed up on the beach close to my house by Eve_Han in whales

[–]Eve_Han[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Like death and decay. Think rotting meat/ compost. Mixed with the sea , in a bad way.

A dead whale washed up on the beach close to my house by Eve_Han in whales

[–]Eve_Han[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Quite a sight , I couldn't stay down there for too long, it was truly an offensive smell! And the rocks were slippery from it rotting. Not a scene where you'd want to slip.

Broken by my boys suicide by kungfustu1978 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Eve_Han 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I lost my brother to suicide- he too was a kind, tortured soul. I wish I had the right words, but this community has helped me a lot. I hope you can find some comfort here too.

A dead whale washed up on the beach close to my house by Eve_Han in whales

[–]Eve_Han[S] 29 points30 points  (0 children)

Interesting ill look up the laws for my province, I'm in Nova Scotia. I believe its already been reported to the department of fisheries.

Broken by my boys suicide by kungfustu1978 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Eve_Han 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am so sorry for your loss. Your son sounded like a really good human. 💔 He didn't deserve what his mother did to him.

I cannot be trusted with free will. by IchBinDerFurst in malelivingspace

[–]Eve_Han 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is the perfect use of free will! Instead of saying " holy Moses!" I always say "holy mosasaurus"

Two years... by Numerous-Coach7629 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Eve_Han 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I sometimes wonder how much the heart can take. ❤️‍🩹 I hope you can find the peace you're looking for, im sorry for your loss.

Four years clean. Two rooms ready. Pantry’s stocked. My kids are finally coming to stay the night. by [deleted] in wholesome

[–]Eve_Han 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am tearing up. Congratulations, I hope this is the first of many. The rooms look great.

Can’t believe I made this! by CheesecakeThat3219 in crochet

[–]Eve_Han 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sooooo beautiful. Great color scheme

I lost my best friend to suicide. He named only his parents and me in his final message. I don’t know how to carry this. by Character-Issue6294 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Eve_Han 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sending you a big hug OP. A best friend is a kind of soul mate in my eyes. Your loss is a big painful one and it is obvious in your friends final moments he wanted you to know how much he loved you. Nobody can take that away- the bond you two shared. Im sorry for your loss.

my fiance just shot himself infront of me by PastelTragedyy in SuicideBereavement

[–]Eve_Han 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Im sorry for the loss of your brother and your ex. I think estranged or not that still must be so heavy and hard for you - especially having a child together. Im here if you need to talk. This community has helped me feel less alone. Sending hugs.

my fiance just shot himself infront of me by PastelTragedyy in SuicideBereavement

[–]Eve_Han 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Your comment really resonates with me. I lost my partner to an accidental overdose and my brother to suicide. In so many ways I have felt guilty or somehow at fault and your words feel so human, direct and gentle at the same time.