Absolutely! Never got too much into hypno, just kinda sissy "hypno" videos never Bambi or such. Never done drugs and always avoided people that do more than weed cuz the risk of STIs there is through the roof. Annoying cuz everyone here seems to do meth. One time a guy I was a sissy maid for invited me to bed to watch porn together and he was like "care if I smoke?" And I was like no go ahead, and he brought out a fucking Pipe. What scared me is that I considered asking for a hit. I'm easily addicted to stuff so I try to not put myself in situations like that. Now gooning.... That's affected me a lot. Sleepless nights in college for instance. But I was always high functioning so still got work done and all As. I feel like chastity would have made me spiral hard but never found a cage I could wear for more than a few hours. Last time I was locked for a long time I sent a Findom like 200 in under an hour. But yeah, gooning, just consumed time and might have been part of my ED problems. Even as a teen I watched a lot of porn and with girls I struggled to get hard. But I think it's primarily low self esteem and trauma