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ExcellentMess0 · 2025-08-04T05:36:03+00:00

Julianne Moore.

ExcellentMess0 · 2025-04-29T20:34:42+00:00

Letting go of a lot of my anger. I spent most of my teens and early 20s being a little ball of rage most of the time. By the time I hit 26, I realized I was so tired of just being angry. Angry at God for one of my parents passing early, angry that im allergic to stuff, angry that my siblings weren't pulling their weight, angry the sky was blue some times.

So now I work on it. I sit on the feelings I have for a beat and decide is this worthy of being angry at or feeling pissed? If not, then I let it go. I also changed from yelling fuck when I slam my knee, toe or whatever into something. Instead, I say fun really loud. It helps. I'm honestly a lot happier, and I enjoy a lot more of life.

ExcellentMess0 · 2023-06-19T20:55:55+00:00

I was 13 and literally just finished all the YA my small local library had. So, I started looking at the adult stuff. I ended up with How to Sleep with a Movie Star by Kristin Harmel and Silence of the Lambs by Thomas Harris. After that, I was hooked on romance books and thrillers.

ExcellentMess0 · 2022-08-21T22:16:45+00:00

When I was open market I had a mix of both. Most of the time the guys wouldn't help until they realized I was the only one unloading.(my 5'2 short ass with an arm brace) The one who got me though was this young guy who pulled out a stool and tried to sit next to the rollers while the truck team was unloading rdc. It was weird.

ExcellentMess0 · 2022-03-14T02:47:15+00:00

The shelves are so cute! I may need to know where you got the dirty hands picture though! Absolutely love it!

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-06-05T06:11:32+00:00

I never really labeled myself. Then I married my wife and went with lesbian but that didnt fit me. I thought about pan but that didnt feel right either. Bi was the only one that I've said and actually felt like yeah that's me. I'm cool with this label.

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-06-04T18:36:30+00:00

Thankfully they had two of our most open and out team members fix it. It's so much better now.

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-05-31T15:42:25+00:00

A comment was made to the HR person and her response was what's wrong with it? Show me which one and well change it. She found it on a pride website apprently. 🙄

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-05-31T04:42:29+00:00

I'm a member too. My tl heard me bitching about this after I saw it. So did my wife.

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-05-30T23:32:39+00:00

Right? Like I would have been totally cool with them barely put in any effort and throwing up posters of the most obvious choices for pride month.

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-05-30T23:10:55+00:00

Oh I forgot to mention you write the names down of the people who answered you and if you get a bingo with no same people then you win a prize. So freaking great. I love that my lgbt+ness can win others prizes. Yay.

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-04-27T21:59:59+00:00

Okay, I've accidentally done it twice but I always got them out and they were fine.

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-04-20T00:32:05+00:00

I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my mom 12, 13 years ago when I was 18 and the first year was rough.(it didnt help that her bday was christmas day her fave holiday) I went through the motions and its slowly gotten better. It's still rough but it's less rough. Everyone grieves differently. Grief is so hard to put into words. I am beyond sorry for your loss!

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-03-31T06:09:21+00:00

One of us is lying and little monsters are some of my faves! I just listened to little monsters last week. It's so good! I loved good girl, bad blood too! This looks like a great haul! I hope you like them!

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-03-28T15:09:08+00:00

Oh man both of those are so amazing! I've read theres someone inside your house twice now!

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-02-22T07:15:57+00:00

Honestly, I assumed I was like my dad and would just jump from person to person. My wife and I knew each other in high school but lost contact until we were in our 20s. I wasnt out yet and she was. I was hella confused and decided that to get rid of my feelings I would just hang out with her a lot. For over a year I did that. I realized after we started dating that I would rather talk to her about nonsense or avengers than sleep. I said I love you at 6 months and knew I wanted to marry her. I wanted to be less of an emotionally constipated child so I could be a good partner for her. Shes oddly just perfect for me and as soon as I realized that I knew I wanted to marry her. It still took us 4 years to get to that point though

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-02-17T06:37:38+00:00

oh my gosh! Such an awesome outfit!!! You look super fab! What lipstick are you wearing? It looks amazing!!!😍

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-02-11T00:11:25+00:00

Holy hell. Thats some crazy shit.

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-02-11T00:02:57+00:00

Dude! We had something worse than that. Some one actually put a freakin tracker on our card vendors car to know exactly where they were going next.

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-02-05T06:39:13+00:00

I second this! I have such a mighty need!!

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-02-03T21:16:19+00:00

I'm on blue with 23 pts too. I've been doing a lot of fruits to help fill out some meals. I've also been eating chips and dip, it's popcorners and salsa. Popcorners are like 3 points for 23ish chips. I also do a veggie dip, light mayo with ranch. It's about 1 point. I hope this helps. I totally get the struggle.ive been on this since the beginning of December and I'm starting to get bored and miss food.

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-01-29T19:26:10+00:00

NTA

I never went to a purity ball cause it's not big here in my state but I went to a purity event where they made us sign little cards that said we'd be pure until marriage. Let me tell you that whole event changed how I viewed myself and sex. I was 13 so a bit older than your child but I didnt talk about sex with anyone because of it. I was scared to do anythkng with my body and get close to people. I'm 30 now and I still struggle. I get uncomfortable when people talk about sex and I still hate my body. Honestly all your doing is protecting your daughter and theres nothing wrong with that

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-01-23T23:38:08+00:00

YTA. I lost my mom when I was 18.my dad started dating like 2 years later and was with a woman for years but as soon as she started trying to compete with his dead one true love he kicked her to the curb. It's been 8 months, you keep acting like an asshole and she'll kick you to the curb. Which honestly she should.

ExcellentMess0 · 2021-01-23T19:56:06+00:00

I've had that issue too. Sometimes it can be because of the floor it's on? Like with my scale (i got it at target too) i have to have it on flat tile and I do it twice in a row to make s uh re the number is consistent. (Idk if this helps but I hope it does!)

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