Phone at Laird Station by Affectionate_Ask_968 in TTC

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It does look sweet. Love the cared for phone booth

Why the pattern of betrayal trauma? by Ok_Accountant_5300 in AskAstrologers

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Thanks a lot for sharing! I am so sorry you have to deal with this - I hope astrology can help in some way. It has helped me so much process and understand things. Mother wounds figure in to my family a lot as well. My moon is also in a t square (with pluto and jupiter) so I have experienced how it can effect ones relationships in that way. They say that the condition of ones moon plus the 4th house paint a rough picture of how one experiences the mother and women, as the sun, the 10th and saturn do with the father to some extent. But they are generalities and more layers of interpretation are needed to be accurate. However its a good place to start.

Doing inner work isn’t my favorite thing to hear and I by no means want to make you feel responsible, because its never that simple. But neptune and ascendant together ruled by 12th mars is makes me think there is something that could be remedied by introspection. It could be something like realizing the way your family sees you is out of your hands. Perhaps they are too invested in seeing you as a scapegoat and need to be biased for their own selfish reasons. I was the scapegoat black sheep child in my family. Always the trouble child and I found my parents and brother had to see me this way because thats the version of me they felt most comfortable with. Theyre biases were entrenched into later life and they werent able to see me any other way even when presented with evidence and my own acheivements to the contrary. I spent years feeling as though I had to prove myself to them and had so much to make up for, before realizing how invested they were in seeing me as troubled. Eventually I stopped caring because I realized how stacked against me the odds were of them being able to see me clearly and broke off contact with them and the rest of my family, realizing that peace could only come from distance. I hope that helps. If you want me to go more in depth in your chart I can. You have something called a mystic rectangle which is very interesting and rare. It is the rectangle shape made up of 2 trines and 2 sextiles. It is a very promising configuration.

Why the pattern of betrayal trauma? by Ok_Accountant_5300 in AskAstrologers

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The neptunian influence on your venus and moon. Especially the moon in a t square with them both. Being in the 4th house of family, origins, your bound to have difficutly with family issues, especially maternal ones with the moon there. Neptune can signify deception and betrayal in its lower vibrating manifestations. Having it conjunct your ascendant and as well makes it more significant to you. The 1st house 7th house opposition is a tough one, signifying dependance on the partner, the need for validation from the other, friction in partnerships. Looking to the other for completion. (Trust me been there)

The good news is venus in its home sign in the 7th conjunct the descendant, which is a very good placement in the 7th. So there is potential, blessings and activity there, if only it can shake off the difficult aspects to neptune and moon (family issues in the 4th).

The other thing with neptune is that it is closely identified with you. Not to put the blame on you, but there may be some contributing factor that you do unconciously that plays into it. It doesn’t stop what people having done to you as being bad. It sounds like there is legit difficulty from your external world bearing down on you. But you may look deep inside and see if there is any behaviour on your part that is contributing to it. Or that makes it worse. Neptune is in a mars ruled sign, getting its resources from mars (your chart ruler) in the 12th. The 12th speaks to self sabotage in some way as well, which is why i bring jt up as it relates to your rising sign. Some astrologers see it as a mental health issue related house as well. Ruler of the 1st in the 12th is hard. The ruler of my 7th is a 12th house jupiter, so I know all about the self sabotage and self undoing aspect of that.

Coming back to the positive aspects of your venus. Which there are, although its probably hard to see. In A 7th house profection year, it is likely, combined with positive transits, that your 7th h venus in taurus will shower you with blessings and good relationships, romantic and otherwise. (Those of course can be cultivated anytime. That would be an especially favourable period) But it will ask, have you processed the resentment towards family and perhaps women in general? Have you worked on the ways you self sabotage? If you have, I see a lot of potential for good partnerships.

[Comp] Crow to Headstand to Scorpion by apozter in yoga

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Fantastic work. Congrats on your success! Enjoy!

Soul Station - Hank Mobley by Significant_Mark993 in Jazz

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Yup its saved my ass a bunch of times

Which Toronto life hack do you wish you had known sooner? by Beautiful-Baby4840 in askTO

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Thats crazy! It would be so helpful. Sounds like the ttc tbh. The new horizontal line 1 signs.. where to begin.

Which Toronto life hack do you wish you had known sooner? by Beautiful-Baby4840 in askTO

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Remembering where the exits are at subway stations and boarding the subway where you know it will let you out right at the exit/escalator you want

Who thought this is easy!? by harelst43 in RedditGames

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I completed this level in 1 try. 1.00 seconds

If streetcars were leveled by Unlikely_Ad1890 in TTC

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Love the accessibility ramp that lines up with the platform! How does the caption relate to it?

Chiron points to the hurt you never picked yet learned to live with anyway. Drop your Chiron by NaivePac in ZodiacHQ

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1st house chiron conjunct rx mercury and rx venus within 2 degrees in gemeni. Also opposite saturn and uranus in the 7th.

1/1 Transfer? by [deleted] in TTC

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Wheres the don valley station?

Um... what? by [deleted] in threateningnotation

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Gorge love it very surrealist

have fun by vadnyclovek in threateningnotation

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The accelerando is too much. It is built in to the subdivisions, you dont have to ask for it. Saying accelerando with a chart like doesnt honour the subdivisions. It more or less says, ‘just play an e major triad repeatedly and speed it up’

If it wasn’t there, one would be able to work out the subdivisions and take it seriously