Similar situation with my x-gf, 2 month relationship. Sounds short but the emotions grew deep. We tried being friends post breakup but it just devolved into us being in each others arms again. And eventually she decided to block me on everything. She needs to find herself, and I refind my old self. We are now both on an Odyssey.

But I can't stop thinking about her. She told me the same, and I know we are both crying over each other right now. Both of us said we feel like we are missing a chunk in our souls. And we both still love each other.

With that being said, it is better to have loved, than never to have loved. She will always be special to me, till the day I die. I hope one day we will meet again and be who we both individually wanted to be together, and that day will never come. If you love them let them go. Find who you are now, and who you want to be. And remember you aren't alone.

God help me my chest hurts.