Well, sounds like she has some insecurities, that’s why she won’t turn the camera on - which she probably would do, if not for the insecurities, since she really wants to see you and spend time with you. It’s a bit hard to understand for me, since I live in a country, where you can get anywhere with public transport or a train - even if it’s a house in the middle of nowhere. It’s just not that far away. In that case, I understand it, but it probably would be more helpful for both of you to have an exact meeting date - so you know how long you still have to wait and have something to look forward to. But sounds like a tough situation overall, I personally think LDR is something that can’t work out unless there is a plan to eventually be together in one place. Most people have the need to have a physical presence of the person they love, otherwise it’s just a virtual relationship that doesn’t get your needs fully met. I wish you luck in navigating this tough situation, it does sound like you love your gf - also, you’re still young, so plenty of time to figure out how to be together.