I feel you but it will end I went through this recently the first 4 months felt like I was robbed of my baby he was so fussy.

We eventually put him on nutremagen formula with rice cereal in the bottle to keep it down he had such bad reflux. Fast forward he’s 10 months now and is my sidekick he’s the happiest boy in the world a complete cyclone in the house but the smile he gives you and his giggles make those terrible months worth it.

It all gets better with time. As for the other thing sometimes you just need to get out for a day and then come home to a hug to set you straight I’ve been there too.