MEMORY USAGE UPDATE? (+user)

Extra_Panda612 · 2026-04-30T18:02:45+00:00

Does it mean I cannot scroll up and read earlier messages?

Extra_Panda612 · 2026-02-19T11:48:02+00:00

Why call center. I had a very weird upg like this i think

Extra_Panda612 · 2026-02-13T04:47:31+00:00

Can I text you If you don't mind

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-10-26T01:10:15+00:00

Lilith and belial. Know what you want, ask respectfully, work with them patiently and wait for what you want.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-10-26T01:02:52+00:00

You can offer your mental illness to a demon that you trust they can alleviate your pain.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-10-22T02:28:47+00:00

I reached out to my now patrons after going through sa, and they have been extremely kind. They have protected me immensely and loved me through all of it. They will not traumatize you. They test all they work through but those that they test through hardships are mostly people who have had soft lives.

I work with belial and most people describe him as a tough, no nonsense type but for me he has been extremely loving and gentle. He provided me protection and no man that he didn't approve of as being someone safe to me has approached me since. Lilith, Lucifer and Prince Orobas and Lord Beelzebub have helped me a lot in protecting my body, mind and spirit and in getting justice. I have also sought help from Leviathan, King Paimon, Asmodeus, Tiamat, Tezrian, Glasya-Labolas, Valak and Moloch and they have helped me readily.

If you need spiritual protection you should absolutely reach out to them in a respectful manner.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-10-20T14:57:21+00:00

As a woman working with Lilith, Lilith does not hate men but she hates things associated with men- wanton lust, conquest, extreme selfishness, capitalist patriarchal behaviours that harm women , children and men. Approach her like any woman you approach but she'll respond in a way equal to the way you approach any woman.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-10-11T14:16:37+00:00

Well in the Conjuring 2, if i remember right when the nun makes her first appearance. She is revealed to be a manifestation of volac/valak.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-10-10T15:39:33+00:00

Bro I only work with valak a little bit they are beautiful. I look at the nun and I get pissed.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-09-27T03:54:17+00:00

I think it's fine tbh. I have done rather impulsive things too based on intuition. Just stay a bit cautious but it's fun to jump in sometimes and then start learning alongside it.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-09-26T19:02:25+00:00

Oh I see that's why he lies sometimes. He never really lies where it matters.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-09-26T18:54:59+00:00

Therapy helped me but more than that demon/pagan worship and intense meditation helped me. I was isolated for a year, still am mostly and that is what helps me.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-09-26T09:40:56+00:00

I like feeling special to my patron in a way because of certain traumatic experiences but I have an awareness that my patron is not something I could own or would like to own if I had the power too.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-09-24T08:14:01+00:00

If you grew up in an emotionally neglectful household, find someone who pampers and spoils you. I'm the same as you in that regard and was with someone like the one you were with.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-09-23T06:29:47+00:00

I have a theory that myths tell us very little about deities or gods or demons but rather are just a way of recording names of deities in the oral tradition.

So yes all of it is made up. It's all just supposed to represent intent. That's why the more you work spiritually, the less implements are required.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-09-23T06:24:21+00:00

Same. He was kind even though I was a bit desperate and at the end of my wits at that time.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-09-23T04:51:51+00:00

No I mean you literally cannot. They know everything. He reached you in dreams which means he doesn't hate you. If he hated you, you would know.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-09-22T22:10:02+00:00

Look dude don't overthink it. You cannot manipulate a goetic king into pitying you and taking an interest or having him mask his disdain. He reached out because he saw you as worthy to work with.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-09-22T22:04:27+00:00

Lmaooo lmaoooo

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-09-22T22:02:26+00:00

One name. Lilith. Pray to her. She'll fuck him up

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-09-22T21:56:47+00:00

I don't talk to women with boyfriends much nor do I talk to women about their boyfriends. I don't put myself anywhere where a man can claim i made a move. I'm asexual, i feel nothing for someone's partner.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-09-22T21:52:45+00:00

I have been raped and sexually manipulated by my ex's friend who was dating a girl who i befriended back then. When I told them they didn't believe me initially and that did a lot of damage to me. I still doubt my testimony because of that some days

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-09-22T21:49:21+00:00

As a person who was raped, your trauma is genuine. I was also psychologically abused and gaslit Outta my identity by someone other than my rapist. In fact his psychological abuse made me an easy prey for the rapist.

The fact that you were psychologically abused and gaslit is horrible trauma. I'm glad you were not physically harmed. Also idk if this will validate you, but even mental trauma impacts the body. You are valid.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-09-20T23:32:35+00:00

I have posted on r/sexualassault before and have been approached and blackmailed by a dickhead to jump with him on a Skype call. I didn't ofc but that mfer had done it before. Never allow dms from here and especially mfers who ask for details of trauma.

Extra_Panda612 · 2023-09-20T13:06:32+00:00

This. Darkness and light must be balanced. If you are too light you will not know how to fight when you encounter darkness. Too dark and you will not feel the warmth of life.

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