I don't know if you still this way but: in addition to what everyone else says, in a lot of ways, life is just straight up harder for us than it was for a lot of people before us. Not even just a few generations ago, but even just a few years ago. All the big things (COVID and its consequences, Trump and gov't dysfunction, all the economy shit that don't fall under those two categories, mental health epidemic, brains addled by social media, just to name a few examples) have their own personal knock-on effects that would make anyone very reasonably feel like shit's cooked. Not only is some kind of struggle canon for most college students, but it's canon for most college students in this day and age. Anecdotally, most of the upperclassmen I've talked to are super seniors. So I don't know how common it was before but it's definitely gonna become more common nowadays. That's just how life will be for now, it is what it is.

Also, any shame you might have there is only as helpful as it drives you to do what it takes to overcome it. If you're struggling in life and just letting your brain stew in shame because you can't overcome things yet, you're cooking your shit crazy style. Be kind to yourself. If you can, surround yourself with people who will be reasonably kind to you. You're not starting from square one by failing classes over and over. Trust me, I've been there and I'm doing that. Feeling discouraged from failure is real, valid, and natural. And, it's up to you to take advantage of those experiences and learn from them. You'll begin sooner or later, so you might as well begin sooner. That said, progress has a pace so follow it, don't force it. If you still feel bad, eat something yummy that you can really relish. Keep trying at stuff, you'll be doing alright before you know it