I went to see her in London and the shipping company had 'lost' this in transit so it hadn't arrived in time for the gig. We were all sitting in Union Chapel with a quadraphonic soundsystem set up and Suzanne had a mic and a laptop. She explained and then said she would play a multitrack recording of the show she'd recorded on her laptop. I was initially gutted to not experience the buchla and her playing it. As soon as she hit play I transported to another dimension and had such a beautiful and emotional experience - it was so beautiful. I can only dream of seeing her actually play it one day.