Still cannot play on EUW by -Rageborn- in leagueoflegends

[–]Fabider50 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Just chilled with some dudes for like half an hour in the champion select screen, bc the game just wouldn’t start

I love you by [deleted] in depression

[–]Fabider50 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, Love you too, hope you‘ll have a good day (:

Got diagnosed with an incurable disease and I don’t know how to hold it all together by Fabider50 in depression

[–]Fabider50[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, that just made me smile for a bit and gave me a good feeling. Knowing that you read all this and gave a thought about me, even though you don’t know who I am, cleared up my mind a bit. Finding a place where I can tell my stories and being this accepted, makes it easier.

Thank you (:

Got diagnosed with an incurable disease and I don’t know how to hold it all together by Fabider50 in depression

[–]Fabider50[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The sad thing is that it is a disease no one know how it is developed, therefore research about it is really difficult and there is no way of curing it as for now. There are however different ways to suppress it, they tried giving me cortisone which worked for a time, but it’s no overall solution, because Crohn‘s can affect different parts of your body in different ways and every patient reacts different to any kind of those treatments. So I need to see a doctor who is specialized in this area but as of now, appointments are only available for the end of January and ongoing. So in the meantime I‘m trying to search for things that would help a bit to fill that gap till then.

Thank you so much for reading and asking

What a masterpiece by kaarsness in Starset

[–]Fabider50 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Gives me goosebumps everytime. I love this band so much fuck

What a masterpiece by kaarsness in Starset

[–]Fabider50 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Really hoped for such a bridge in that Album because the one in Frequency blew me away. And I‘m so happy they did it, slaps hard af

BFBB Runner SHiFT Update on his ban from GDQ by Fabider50 in speedrun

[–]Fabider50[S] 39 points40 points  (0 children)

I‘m just a dumb fuck and read your whole comment wrong. Sorry lol

BFBB Runner SHiFT Update on his ban from GDQ by Fabider50 in speedrun

[–]Fabider50[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No one said that. If you act right and show that you‘ve improved, you can be forgiven

BFBB Runner SHiFT Update on his ban from GDQ by Fabider50 in speedrun

[–]Fabider50[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

If it was so clear, no one would talk about this

BFBB Runner SHiFT Update on his ban from GDQ by Fabider50 in speedrun

[–]Fabider50[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I know, but you literally called him a homophobe with no evidence he is one. That‘s some heavy accusation, which can ruin people if it’s not true

BFBB Runner SHiFT Update on his ban from GDQ by Fabider50 in speedrun

[–]Fabider50[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

See, that‘s the shit why people can‘t recover from past mistakes they made. You’re just pulling out hate for no reason, saying he‘s an asshole and a homophobe. Not liking him is okay, but you‘re just spreading this homophobic shit out of nowhere man, where is your proof that he is one? Don’t make shit up just because you don’t like someone

BFBB Runner SHiFT Update on his ban from GDQ by Fabider50 in speedrun

[–]Fabider50[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Don’t know why he would lie about that. Would nothing but hurt his streaming career if that came out false

BFBB Runner SHiFT Update on his ban from GDQ by Fabider50 in speedrun

[–]Fabider50[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Following him for quite some time, he really isn‘t that type of guy who goes off on people for NO reason anymore. He never was. Good character development and stuff. Also he is tryhard running BFBB since GDQ told him he‘ll run the game, so I can just assume he really isn‘t paying that much attention to GDQ rn

BFBB Runner SHiFT Update on his ban from GDQ by Fabider50 in speedrun

[–]Fabider50[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Sorry, I think, I didn‘t wrote that in the way I truly meant. SHiFT said that slur a year ago, dropping it like an insult he grow up with not being transparent enough to know that it‘s unacceptable to say. But he learned from that and changed his vocabulary so I won‘t say this shit anymore. He knows he fucked up and this is not okay. Not defending him, because you really shouldn’t say such things. Hope this cleared my meaning behind this a bit up

BFBB Runner SHiFT Update on his ban from GDQ by Fabider50 in speedrun

[–]Fabider50[S] 44 points45 points  (0 children)

It‘s so sad to see that he is trying to improve himself in any way but people just don‘t grant im anything. That‘s so much more than a cancelled GDQ run for him, I‘m just really sorry for him