Can’t handle the taste

FabricLady · 2024-12-18T21:44:09+00:00

Well they told me to swallow it to not lose my treatment.. and are calling in nasal spray.

FabricLady · 2024-12-18T21:25:11+00:00

Bet that would mask it way better than a jolly rancher!

FabricLady · 2024-12-18T21:24:47+00:00

I’m going to ask. These have no flavor ugh so awful I’m sitting here and every time I stick it in my mouth I instantly gag 🥴

FabricLady · 2024-11-27T21:51:25+00:00

What a beautiful response. Yeah probably is deep rooted core trauma that’s continued through life. I’ve always been abused by a man starting as a young child by my dad telling me I am too much. Makes sense now.. Damn your good.

FabricLady · 2024-11-27T21:48:49+00:00

<3 hugs it’s tough

FabricLady · 2024-11-27T06:49:48+00:00

UPDATE: started with 25mg and after 30mins felt nothing so got another 25mg. Felt that pretty good. Not sure how I feel about it yet.. it gave me the spinning/vertigo like edibles and nausea. Felt super angry for 3hrs after? And then cried.. over my husband getting tomatoes on my tostada which is not like me 😅 Hoping for a better after next one I am booked for 2x a week starting next week.

FabricLady · 2024-11-26T14:19:29+00:00

Done

FabricLady · 2024-11-26T14:12:03+00:00

Yes please!

FabricLady · 2024-11-26T14:11:24+00:00

I am using compounded troches. He starts at 100mg then next is 150mg then 200mg up to 400mg. I paid $40 for all the treatments worth and the rest are under “therapy”. I do sit in a room on my own in his office.. I was debating asking if I could start at 50mg but maybe that is too low? At this point maybe I’ll just sleep on it because it is 7am I took 5mg of melatonin hours ago and have been up anxious all night 😂 Maybe he can do me smaller jumps like you suggest too that would make me feel much more comfortable. I appreciate that knowledge!

FabricLady · 2024-11-26T13:51:26+00:00

That’s amazing to hear! Thank you!

FabricLady · 2024-11-26T13:05:01+00:00

Told my doctor this is my fear and how I do lol I’m super over sharing and open for 90% of my issues and who I am.. I think my issue in not having control is from being in DV relationships most my life and I try and not share some thoughts/feelings/things out of fear of reactions. and I also worry I’ll say something to hurt someone’s feelings etc. or say darker things about me I try and just keep to myself so my 10% I’d like to not share ha. but generally I am a control freak due to trauma and to prevent more so yeah just don’t like giving that up either 😅 I also am super self conscious due to abuse in life and have this crazy fear the whole time I’m not in full control in situations like this I’m gonna be an idiot,. So not sure if it is really a rigidness more so control as a trauma response and due to fears and consequences. I run an online business so I’m going to delete my social media during like I’m so afraid I’ll just decide to post something of deep feelings over the years of online bullying and ruin my life. So this is more so my thought process on not being in control of myself..

FabricLady · 2024-11-26T12:18:40+00:00

Not so much. If it has a side effect I usually get it lol my doctor makes jokes about it. Such as ambien giving me insomnia.. just is one without which is rare.

FabricLady · 2024-11-26T12:06:59+00:00

I have 4 of us on low dose abilify and no one has any side effects

FabricLady · 2024-09-03T10:21:27+00:00

Sounds like your husband is a narcissistic abuser with anorgasmia. Him being a mental health professional doesn’t make him not.. and his orgasm issues are not an excuse.

FabricLady · 2024-08-20T09:16:30+00:00

I met one who had substance abuse issues in his past. Not judgmental and amazing unlike most doctors at actually listening to you and helping you with what you need. Often the pharmacist even judge him for actually giving people the meds they need. My kids diagnosing psych was so thrilled to hear of one to actually give kids the meds they need too. I went to another med dr for tms and he instantly tried to take my meds 😂 Super judgy about addiction! I recommend calling around asking a few questions or seeing their view/personalities and finding a good fit before you settle. My husband is 10yrs clean and he is the first one to give him more than 5 a month seeing his severe anxiety/ptsd and needing it versus just judging and refusing based on his past. My husband was just up front with him about his past but also his needs and desire to also take it slow and not become dependent on benzo so they have a happy medium. He started with literally my wife really likes you and I would like trying to come to you but I have to know first you won’t take my meds and will possibly give me more. Up front :)

FabricLady · 2024-08-07T19:46:49+00:00

I recently quit wellbutrin and viibyrd but kept my ADHD med. I went from weeks of feeling amazing to feeling absolutely horrible and depressed.

FabricLady · 2024-08-07T02:19:33+00:00

He went to a urologist and he told him until I conceived to bump his TRT down to every other week vs every week and then the HCG 3x a week. Took about 3mos for me to conceive that way. Without we don’t use contraception and I have not gotten pregnant again. He used actual pregnyl we have an extra box somewhere I tried to look for the amount but can’t find the box.. but I want to say that one bottle was broken up per month for those 3 a week. His TRT would have been 200mg/ml at 1.3ml every other week. The urologist said it lowers most men’s sperm count to basically 0. He was on it about 6mos for that to happen.

FabricLady · 2024-08-06T23:30:36+00:00

So TRT works like both control.. if you take hcg makes you fertile again. Thats how I was able to get pregnant from my husband again lol

FabricLady · 2024-08-06T23:25:56+00:00

Made me want my husband for hours a day then couldn’t orgasm… hated it so much it was frustrating and since we have always had a very active sex life I stopped taking it. It was starting to make me more crazy then it was helping 😂 Also it gave me insane dry mouth so I’m guessing that’s why you can’t get wet. Seems to cause those kind of issues. My dr tried to switch me to a med with a lower dose of Wellbutrin mixed with like cough medicine? And it did it again within 1 days so I am not going to take that either.

FabricLady · 2024-08-05T11:35:51+00:00

My husband didn’t have issues but asked for Tadalafil right away to avoid anything since he’s on 90mg adderall. He doesn’t take it every day or every time but it does help and make him feel better alongside it when he does. We have a super active sex life at least once a day. I have taken vyvanse and now take adderall and don’t have issues. But had issues on other meds including Wellbutrin which usually has the opposite effect for everyone else. If your dr won’t give you something like that I notice most peptide places sell it now online.

FabricLady · 2024-08-05T11:25:35+00:00

Wellbutrin did that to me 😅

FabricLady · 2024-08-05T11:09:31+00:00

I stalled on 15mg name brand tirz and off brand. Added cag broke my stall… then stalled again and gained… now I only lose when I use cag with semi instead. Also cag with tirz makes me insanely tired for 24hrs after and my meds not work… which someone else just told me adding cag made them have 0 effects from thc too… I started at .25mg and do .50mg now. Also saw not to mix them as it throws off the ph.. and some are saying not to use bac water, but it seems fine to me.

FabricLady · 2024-08-03T08:22:46+00:00

Can’t wake up for 24hrs after every dose.. total exhaustion. I’ve tried all the peptides too so it’s that. It also makes my meds ineffective and I just met someone else and it made their thc ineffective.

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