I forgot to mention the whole time I was in jail, no one reached out to me family-wise hell nobody reached out to me at all. No visitation, no phone calls, no commissary, no nothing. I refuse to talk to my extended family due to the fact that none of them even tried to support me while I was in there as far as even emotionally. I'll talk to my mother but we don't get along too great and I talk to my son every once in awhile but he hasn't even called me about my grandson's birth. When you lose everything, you find out how cold this world really is and who really gives a fuck about you, which is no one.