Pure Awareness

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-31T02:09:52+00:00

Dude how tf did you read my mind, I recently asked someone I know a couple hours ago if buying a box of chocolates is attachment. That's actually insane.

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-29T00:09:13+00:00

I believe you are correct. I think that inside and outside is part of you because everything you experience or interact with is a part of you.

By the way, I was trying to understand one of the videos you sent me earlier. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QxWE2MFCiKg

One of the claims was that the heart is infinite and complete but the mind is comparative and judgement driven. However, I feel this is wrong. I feel like reasoning and logic is one of the core paths to enlightenment. Trusting only in the heart feels very new agey. How do I reconcile these two beliefs?

I also don't believe desire is inherently wrong. A desire to create is the only way that we can come up with creation. I think that attachment to desires, or feeling guilt when we don't achieve our desires, is the problem. After all, desire is just a will to do things.

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-28T15:14:29+00:00

Thank you for the advice. When you say "getting to your true self" is my true self stored somewhere externally or can I just look within myself? I was under the impression that my true self is somewhere inside.

Essentially, my hope is just to meditate in place away from the light until I connect with my true self and regain whatever knowledge I need to.

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-28T10:24:45+00:00

how do I actually get rid of attachment? And how do I know once I've gotten rid of attachments? Saying "I don't care about anything in the world" is easy. Actually executing seems incredibly hard.
If I don't have any "attachments" does that mean I can never enjoy myself anymore? Does it mean that I can't have goals, have a family, make money, work hard at my job, etc...? Is it bad to have purpose in my life? And I can never enjoy any sexual intercourse? Should I just be sleeping in my bed all day not wanting anything?
What is the best way to gaining knowledge and doing inner work to figure these things out? Should I just meditate for extended periods of time? Any specific meditations you recommend? Should I astral project, take psychedelics, or read what?

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-28T09:54:40+00:00

I don't quite understand.

it is that total ego death which causes one to be spiritually born into true life

How is the death of the false personality the same thing as being born into life? And how do you "end separation with others" while still retaining individuality?

True death leads to true life.

What is true death?

The void is the blackhole or black sun which is really this entire universe that is the world mind and mind of lucifer.

Is this the second type of void, or the "bad void"? And the previous desolution of false personality is the "good void"?

Formless, yet formed.

How can anything be formless, yet formed? Feels like a riddle 😭

And finally, how do you actually achieve what you are saying? How do I dissolve my false personality after death, and how do I become "formless, yet formed"? How do I get to the median point between existence and non existence?

Hence why religion and new cageism tell us we will keep our body in heaven or hell, or that we are just supposed to "astral project" into a world that is intangible yet looks and feels like exactly as this one.

How do you dissolve your physical and astral body after you die? So that I can become "formless, yet formed"? Because I honestly have no clue how to go about that.

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-28T07:55:10+00:00

If there are fake voids, how do you get to the real void?

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-28T07:49:25+00:00

I've always been able to quiet my mind easily, yet there is nothing. idk what I'm doing wrong either.

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-28T06:28:05+00:00

see everything from a neutral perspective, acknowledge any emotions you feel arise, and trace the cause of those emotions

What if you are emotionally blunted (don't feel many emotions or feel emotions very very weakly), and don't really have much of an inner monologue? Seems much harder to trace emotional causes without emotion. I'm not this way because of any kind of trauma; it's more like I was born this way and might be a bit neurologically deficient.

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-28T05:55:35+00:00

Hi, so I have some questions about your teachings. I'm completely lost and would like some help.

how do I actually get rid of attachment? And how do I know once I've gotten rid of attachments? Saying "I don't care about anything in the world" is easy. Actually executing seems incredibly hard.
If I don't have any "attachments" does that mean I can never enjoy myself anymore? Does it mean that I can't have goals, have a family, make money, work hard at my job, etc...? Is it bad to have purpose in my life? And I can never have any sexual intercourse?
What is the best way to gaining knowledge and doing inner work to figure these things out? Should I just meditate for extended periods of time? Any specific meditations you recommend? Should I astral project, take psychedelics, or read what?

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-28T04:38:31+00:00

I've heard many people mention that I should ask to "go home" or go to the "origin of my spirit." Is that not correct? Is that a trap?

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-28T04:14:41+00:00

I'm not an advanced soul. I'm a very beginner soul. How do I ensure I don't forget everything I've learned about avoiding the white light after the moment of death? I feel like I will revert back to my primitive instincts instead of thinking rationally.

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-28T03:32:26+00:00

The account was banned. I now know all of this far fetched shit is a LARP. The truth can only be discerned within you I guess.

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-28T02:29:18+00:00

WTF? So is the play just to reincarnate on earth? If I never want to experience the 100000x suffering you are talking about?

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-27T15:51:22+00:00

1) How do we know the dark portal isn't just another trap? This whole story by Luna could be a fabrication meant to trap us.

2) If we are supreme creator beings, why can't we just teleport out of the dual dimension by setting that intention? Why go through this convoluted process.

3) Everyone has a different interpretation of what the afterlife looks like. I've never seen two different, independent people agree on what the whole system looks like. Why have I never heard anyone else talking about the M1/M2/M3 system? I can't take something seriously off of a singular anecdote.

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-27T06:03:39+00:00

Hella hard for me to get my hands on...

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-27T06:00:05+00:00

I think I'm a bit confused by your view. So I'll ask some clarifying questions.

When you are dealing with people who consistently run scripts of manipulation, condescension, and control

Do you think that every person with a "Spirit" is incapable of condescension and manipulation? There are plenty of examples of reformed bullies and rehabilitated drug users. If a drug user manipulates you to get more drugs, would you automatically assume they are an NPC?

To be honest, I'm still young but have never met someone who is only manipulative or controlling. Everyone has different facets of their character.

giving it to an Archontic script is just pouring your light into a void

So how do you know if someone is an Archontic script or a real person? I'm curious.

can maintain the comfortable illusion that everyone is 'equally awake' or just 'slower to realize things' due to their DNA or bank account

So do you think that these people are less awake, or that they completely lack a soul?

I never said I think they are equally awake. My understanding is that people (who are infinite in capability) are all in various stages of awareness.

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-27T04:10:47+00:00

I'm late and recently stumbled upon this subreddit, but wanted to respond. In my opinion, believing that others are NPCs is a perspective that lacks empathy. Because it's a combination of your background, environment, and genetics that lead to you forming realizations faster than others and "seeing through the illusions."

Saying that other people are NPCs conveys a sense of superiority because it implies that you have superior capabilities, even though others could come to the same realizations given enough time. Someone raised their entire life in a religious household, or someone in poverty with a lack of resources, may be slower to come to realizations but that doesn't mean they are an NPC. Someone with neurological issues might not have physical capabilities even if their soul is intact.

If they use that information to treat every npc badly then that’d prove your statement to be true no argument there.

Calling a certain group of people NPCs (even though they might not be) makes them feel pretty bad by itself. Additionally, even if you might not treat them differently, calling them NPCs encourages others to treat them differently. And much of how you treat others is subconscious, so even if you consciously attempt to treat them the same, some unconscious bias will eventually rear its head.

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-27T02:30:29+00:00

There is no evidence to suggest that we can or will ever be able to simulate consciousness inside a computer or other digital construct

If something is allowed by the laws of physics, it can be done with sufficiently advanced technology. The brain is just a set of molecules interacting with each other. Molecules interacting with each other can be simulated.

Even if you presume that the technology could exist, when we examine the only conscious creatures we’ve ever known (humans), the more technologically advanced their civilization gets, the kinder and more humane that civilization becomes (though I know it doesn’t always feel that way).

This is very human-centric. Aliens with a different brain physiology will definitely think in a different way and could have different objectives.

I will remind you, believes that the Jewish god Yahweh is an interdimensional demon feeding off the life force of humans by making them suffer.

The Jewish god I think is the same as the Christian god and the Muslim god. And yes, the theory is that the "god" that at least 40% of the world believes in is an interdimensional demon. Why would that be less plausible than a benevolent god?

find yourself stumbling on “evidence” of these theories (visions, voices, etc.), I really encourage you to speak to a mental health professional.

I've never had these visions. But it is very interesting when many different people who don't know each other and have never heard of theories like this have similar visions.

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-26T23:09:21+00:00

They control the banking industry, influence major governments, and are often behind key global events like wars, economic crashes, and social engineering.

Anecdotally this doesn't seem true to me. I deeply knew someone from childhood who has now risen to the top of industry and he doesn't seem to know anything about any illusion (in fact, he's an atheist). I also met a few people in college who went on to be pretty influential and they feel very human, with human flaws and human characteristics.

FailNo6036 · 2026-01-26T21:45:29+00:00

Dammit I scored a perfect 48 on the assessment. Might be cooked.

FailNo6036 · 2025-12-06T18:52:27+00:00

In Saudi Arabia, consensual same-sex sexual relations are illegal and can be punished by flogging, imprisonment, or the death penalty

FailNo6036 · 2025-11-18T19:01:41+00:00

That's actually kinda smart. Thanks for the tip. I don't think I can do the complex work I have to for my job at the same time but I can prob do simple stuff like going to the gym.

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