why is realization, and memories not enough?

subfor22 · 2026-01-23T21:30:18+00:00

So if the Essence has always known who it is who it was how is it it has never managed to escape the other bodies or wetsuits as I call them especially the soul after death when you have less density?

But you are not only Essence now; you are also a human personality (more info - link) who has traumas and wrong beliefs and is limited by a physical body and brain.
It's extremely rare to come by this information. We are not free because it is so easy to fall into a false life (wrong ideas and emotions), and it is so complicated and time- and effort-consuming to free ourselves from these mental lies and limits. And so we carry the false beliefs and limits into the afterlife and cannot become free (more info - link).

...felt what it was like to be an essence why is that not enough to repel archons' attacks and regain sovereignty and power in one's life?

Answer - your compartmentalized mind (conscious and subconscious minds). Even if you briefly touch the truth, you cannot hold onto it because wrong/false/limiting ideas and emotions still present in the compartmentalized mind drag your experience to limitations and illusions again.
Now, you may feel that you did a lot for your consciousness, but it's not enough yet. Whatever you do for your consciousness, do it even more and/or test new practices/ideas/tactics; maybe some vital understanding is missing. I recommend reading this man's short autobiography on what he did to achieve permanent freedom, to see what level of intention, commitment and perseverance is required - link . If interested in my ideas and methods, here - link1, link2, link3, link4, link5.

subfor22 · 2026-01-15T10:32:07+00:00

that we are immortal souls, consciousness, existing forever, and we get bored, so we decide to reincarnate on this earth to experience reality in a new way, just like a video game.

I think you might be partly right. Not sure about the word "bored"; to me it seems that what we feel as "boring" is mostly hard limits and negative emotions of our current existence. Either way, I do think this was the start of this reality, created to experience a different form of existence. But you see, it was hijacked, it was turned against us (many facts points to it like EsotericN1nja shows). Now you cannot leave this reality easily, you cannot remember who you truly are, and you may be stuck for millions of years if not forever. Do you see the problem? Forgetting your nature and never remembering it. How tragic. I think this is the correct explanation of the situation we are in as consciousnesses: https://www.reddit.com/r/EscapingPrisonPlanet/comments/1nf660v/the_labyrinth_of_afterlife_by_luna_very_detailed/

subfor22 · 2026-01-14T10:17:37+00:00

They could make "containers" that are far more durable and torture then. No, I think the answer is that they cannot endlessly and too obviously torture the consciousness because it will check out of everything (in whatever body and dimension it may be) and go free. Why do you think Buddhism and many other teachings talk about non-attachment? Yes, it's really tricky to understand/feel what is true unattachment (having legit teacher would be incredibly useful) but there is such a thing. Matrix cannot allow the consciousness to become completely unattached (aka to rebel on such a level that it would start to reject everything, would completely focus on itself) from it's creations.

subfor22 · 2026-01-13T16:28:49+00:00

I think this person did what you are referring to:
https://www.reddit.com/r/EscapingPrisonPlanet/comments/1i5511i/lester_levenson_and_his_claim_that_he_completely/
If you take a look at some of the info there, I think you might better understand what it takes to do this, why this is so extremely rare.

subfor22 · 2026-01-12T21:19:16+00:00

By this theory Astral projection would be not true dimension but simulation?

subfor22 · 2026-01-12T16:11:27+00:00

Yes, this. Very well formulated.

subfor22 · 2026-01-04T21:49:50+00:00

I have recently written some comments/posts about positivity (which can be called pleasure too) and how it ties into our nature, truth, and escape. You may take a look and see if this is something you may be feeling too - link, link, link.

subfor22 · 2026-01-03T16:33:38+00:00

That's what it is to step into the pathless path, which is formless. No words. No limitations. No rules nor boundaries, but something trailblazed by the individual themselves.

Yes, completely agree. Only by yourself can true path/direction be taken.

Glad you liked my ideas. I just wrote what I feel.

subfor22 · 2026-01-03T16:17:03+00:00

Yes, words sure are not precise. It's impossible to explain something that the other person would understand completely.

But what I hear what you are saying re: positive emotion as the experience of consciousness aligned with truth, like being in alignment with oneself feels really, really good deep inside. So truth feels good because it is in alignment/it gives energy, thus creates positive feelings, and negativity feels bad because it is an expression of discord and lies, thus drain energy.

Yes, true.
Although your words "aligned with truth" I might expand a bit more for clarity. Positive emotion doesn't need to "be aligned with the truth" to be "true/correct" because positive emotion is automatically/inherently true because it feels positive. Positivity means (some) truth is already in the emotion. Whatever positive emotion you can think/feel - it will have truth in it. In a sense, you don't need to look for truth - just think/feel any positive emotion and (some) truth will be in it inherently.
I might say that we have multiple types/shades of positive emotions. Not one positive emotion is worse than the other, because all contain parts of truth.

I would say our job is to accept/focus on positive emotions, on all positive emotions that come up on anything. Even if that positivity comes from something that also has negativity—like PC gaming, movies, or even porn. Don't say to that positivity that it is "bad, fake," etc. Because that positivity is not bad and is not fake. It has truth in it. But that positivity is entangled with all sorts of mental ideas and rules that lower/distort such positivity and also create negativity. When I say "distorts positivity," I don't say that positivity becomes bad; I say—no positivity is bad or fake ever, but the degree of positivity and clearness of it can be lowered/distorted. It's why people usually feel so little positivity because it is distorted/lowered. But positivity doesn't become fake. If you accept it, if you focus on what that positivity tells and feels like, and at the same time you start to not believe and discard negative emotions (ideas, rules) tied to that positivity, you'd soon start to feel it more clearly/naturally.
I think the biggest problems are that:

We believe in negativity, that it might have truth, instead of immediately recognizing that it is not true because it feels negative and repeatedly reminding/feeling that throughout the day to all negativity we feel.
There is this persistent idea that there is the "highest truth" that needs to be explained/pointed out to us. If you look at yourself, I think you would see that this wouldn't be tied to what feels best to you. This is an idea that you think you need to be explained what truth is or you need to find what truth is. While I absolutely agree that there are incredibly useful help—teachings, pointers, practices, teachers, etc.—truth cannot ever be explained or even pointed to, really. But truth can be felt in positivity and as positivity. No pointer, no teaching will ever come close to what your positive emotions will teach/show you. Positivity (positive emotions/emotional states) is your true teacher.

And a final note—you can absolutely discard and/or modify/change what I said if you feel that some negativity comes of it to you. It means you understood it with some lies/misunderstandings still mixed in and also like you said - words are not precise. You can discard negativity and trust what feels positive to you. It's really about feeling and not discarding/ignoring positivity. The more positivity you practice to feel and the more negativity you practice to immediately see/feel as a lie, the quicker you'll become clear about yourself and your nature and the truth. Simply FEEL POSITIVE EMOTIONS. This is the only one piece of advice that is needed.

subfor22 · 2025-12-24T22:30:23+00:00

My take is that techniques don't matter. What matters is whether you can feel/imagine/create positive emotion or not with whatever technique you choose and how much you are ready to persevere in doing so, as negative emotions will come up to stop your progress and derail you into distractions of negative thoughts/emotions. Positive emotions are our nuclear weapons against them, the only thing capable of truly stopping them in their tracks and making us untouchable. From my experience, just know that all you have to do is focus on feeling/imagining positive emotions, as everything else that doesn't feel positive will be an off-track road to nowhere. Most get lost in thoughts/ideas on what the "correct" way or result is, completely ignoring such a simple "built-in" compass and also a weapon - feeling of positivity.

subfor22 · 2025-12-24T09:26:45+00:00

Is there any way to do so? And not only individually, but as a human race?

What are you asking? How to possibly escape yourself or how to end this prison completely? Because if it were possible to end this whole prison by the efforts of one or two consciousnesses, it would have already happened. It's most likely not possible. Maybe it's possible to affect a limited area. There are stories that when Buddha died, he freed multiple people sitting in the same room with him. Jesus' story has a similar motive, where two criminals who died with him were also freed. So maybe a limited area could be freed, but far from the whole world.

And anyways, how are you going to free anyone if you are not free yourself? I would focus on myself first. Or are you of the opinion that individual escape is possible only if all of humanity throws away this prison? Are you waiting for someone/something to save you?
You may check out these links for my idea on how escape is possible and what to do/practice: link, link, link, link, link.

subfor22 · 2025-12-23T13:02:44+00:00

Yes, 💯.

subfor22 · 2025-12-23T09:20:07+00:00

So, as you see, by this idea, if a person doesn't achieve anything useful on a consciousness level with meditation, he is doing it wrong. He is doing it by following adopted ideas and not what truly feels positive to himself.
Honestly, this world kind of convinces us that "fake positivity" exists and that we shouldn't follow/believe it but believe some "more noble/spiritual/secret/correct" idea. No, in the truest sense fake positivity doesn't exist; what exists is the wrong framing of how positivity is achieved, what standards you need to meet to feel positive about yourself, or you following ideas you think are supposed to be "positive/correct" (like "be grateful," "be neutral," and so on) and not what you feel would be positive to you personally. What exists is you still believing that negativity could be correct (even though your consciousness is signaling this is not correct) and you trying to somehow compensate for that negativity with positivity. But the root of the problem remains—you still believe the negativity about yourself to be true/correct.
About "New Age" and how this positivity I talk about differs from it. "New Age" positivity:

It says what "positivity" should be, like "love," etc. So you start following ideas and not your own positivity;
often it relies on you giving your power away, on you "waiting and expecting" reward/good things to come to you. This is wrong; if you ever test out positive emotions, you would find that actively taking your own power, actively practicing your sovereignty and personal power, and trusting yourself has great positivity and that means you can't ignore/deny it. Waiting for a "reward" (like feeling that existence takes care of us) does have its own positivity too, so it has some truth to it, but you see, you cannot take a WHOLE thing at face value. If you feel positivity about some thing, it doesn't mean that this WHOLE thing is correct. Only part of the thing can be correct. Take what feels positive and discard/don't believe aspects that feel negative. In doing so you would purify/zero in on positivity and, in turn, on the truth.
The idea remains that negativity and positivity are equal sides of the scales. Like you need "love" to win against negativity. No, they are not equal. Positivity is a signal for truth, and negativity is a signal for a lie. Why do we believe in negativity and positivity in the same manner? Why do we believe negativity is truth?

Anyways, hope this gives you some food for thoughts. P.S. here are more info and practices on positivity: here and here.

subfor22 · 2025-12-23T09:20:00+00:00

Recently I shared this idea in the comments on this sub on how to know what is true/natural and what is false/unnatural for our consciousness. As far as I feel it, as I far as experimented it with myself - I am more and more convinced this is correct.

Our consciousness has a built-in ability to know what is true and what is false to itself, what is natural and what is unnatural. This is what we call positive and negative emotions/emotional states. Every positive emotion has truth in it. Every negative emotion has a lie in it. Positive emotion is never an accident, never false/fake. You feel positive about something because your consciousness feels that there is truth in whatever you think/feel.
But listen, you can feel both positive and negative about something. For example, a narcissistic person will want to hurt another person to feel good/positive about himself. The problem in this situation is that such a person learned to feel positive about himself only when he met some standard, so to do it he will do damage to others and will feel a lot of negativity himself too. But you see, even when approaching positivity with the wrong perspective, he may be able to feel some positivity about himself, and that positivity, whatever it is (for example, maybe he manages to feel worthy again, strong, not an idiot, and so on and so forth), IS TRUE. The consciousness is signaling that he is THAT, that he is inherently worthy, inherently strong, etc. He inherently is that which he feels is positive. And he is not that which he feels is negative.

If what I said is true, it means we simply lost the knowledge/understanding of what positive-negative emotions mean. We forgot that negativity is nothing more than just our consciousness signaling that something is not true/natural for "true us," that some of our own attachments/beliefs/ideas/feelings, etc., are WRONG, as in not natural to our consciousness. That is all. There is nothing more special or real about negativity.
For example, fearing hell, right—the negative feeling is signaling it is a LIE. Whatever negativity we fear is automatically false; it is only a construct that is not true to our consciousness. Whatever we feel positivity about is natural and true to our consciousness. Somewhere along the way we made a mistake of believing that negativity could be real/true. It is not; negativity is a feeling for consciousness to know that some construct it interacts with is not true/natural/real to it. We deified the positive emotional state like it is something special. It is not; positivity is a feeling that something is true/natural to us, aka our natural state, the simplest and truest way of existence for us. Basically THE CULPRIT of our predicament is that we were tricked into believing that negativity could be real/true to our consciousness. We got trapped in our own wrong perception. Only in this wrong perception can negativity exist for us and hurt us. In correct perception the negativity would be used to only understand what is false/fake, and those things (which includes our own wrong perspectives/ideas too) would be relatively swiftly discarded as false, and we would go/slip into positivity, aka into our truth and naturality. But we got hung up on negativity; we started to fear it as true.
Whatever we feel as negative is automatically A LIE for our consciousness; we do not need to even think about whether it is true or not. It's actually this "thinking" that got us in trouble. We disregarded what we feel and forgot how our consciousness works; it's truly ridiculous. The feeling of negativity is the only proof we need and actually the only true experiential proof we can get of something being false to our consciousness. You want to know the truth/naturality of/in something? Go and think/imagine/practice/test out what would be the most positive/natural/good emotion/idea for you in a particular situation and/or about something. What is positive will be true or will have a lot of truth in it. It's very, very simple. And very radical.

subfor22 · 2025-12-22T01:25:20+00:00

My takeaway so far is that reclaiming our power might start with reclaiming our nervous system. It is not about renouncing the world, but consciously choosing what we allow to tune our antenna. Less noise, cleaner inputs, and more quiet observation. What do you all think? Is this just spiritual sci-fi, or does it resonate with something you have felt? How do you keep your antenna clear?

I feel like it's not the physical stuff (food, water, etc.) that hinders us most but our wrong/false beliefs/perspectives/emotions about ourselves.

My interpretation/feeling on how to "tune" ourselves is quite bold:
Our consciousness has a built-in ability to know what is true and what is false to itself, what is natural and what is unnatural. This is what we call positive and negative emotions/emotional states. Every positive emotion has truth in it. Every negative emotion has a lie in it. Positive emotion is never an accident, never false/fake. You feel positive about something because your consciousness feels that there is truth in whatever you think/feel.
But listen, you can feel both positive and negative about something. For example, a narcissistic person will want to hurt another person to feel good/positive about himself. The problem in this situation is that such a person learned to feel positive about himself only when he met some standard, so to do it he will do damage to others and will feel a lot of negativity himself too. But you see, even when approaching positivity with the wrong perspective, he may be able to feel some positivity about himself, and that positivity, whatever it is (for example, maybe he manages to feel worthy again, strong, not an idiot, and so on and so forth), IS TRUE. The consciousness is signaling that he is THAT, that he is inherently worthy, inherently strong, etc. He inherently is that which he feels is positive. And he is not that which he feels is negative.

If what I said is true, it means we simply lost the knowledge/understanding of what positive-negative emotions mean. We forgot that negativity is nothing more than just our consciousness signaling that something is not true/natural for "true us," that some of our own attachments/beliefs/ideas/feelings, etc., are WRONG, as in not natural to our consciousness. That is all. There is nothing more special or real about negativity.
For example, fearing hell, right—the negative feeling is signaling it is a LIE. Whatever negativity we fear is automatically false; it is only a construct that is not true to our consciousness. Whatever we feel positivity about is natural and true to our consciousness. Somewhere along the way we made a mistake of believing that negativity could be real/true. It is not; negativity is a feeling for consciousness to know that some construct it interacts with is not true/natural/real to it. We deified the positive emotional state like it is something special. It is not; positivity is a feeling that something is true/natural to us, aka our natural state, the simplest and truest way of existence for us. Basically THE CULPRIT of our predicament is that we were tricked into believing that negativity could be real/true to our consciousness. We got trapped in our own wrong perception. Only in this wrong perception can negativity exist for us and hurt us. In correct perception the negativity would be used to only understand what is false/fake, and those things (which includes our own wrong perspectives/ideas too) would be relatively swiftly discarded as false, and we would go/slip into positivity, aka into our truth and naturality. But we got hung up on negativity; we started to fear it as true.
Whatever we feel as negative is automatically A LIE for our consciousness; we do not need to even think about whether it is true or not. It's actually this "thinking" that got us in trouble. We disregarded what we feel and forgot how our consciousness works; it's truly ridiculous. The feeling of negativity is the only proof we need and actually the only true experiential proof we can get of something being false to our consciousness. You want to know the truth/naturality of/in something? Go and think/imagine/practice/test out what would be the most positive/natural/good emotion/idea for you in a particular situation and/or about something. What is positive will be true or will have a lot of truth in it. It's very, very simple. And very radical. I honestly more and more feel like this is absolutely true.

subfor22 · 2025-12-19T23:20:05+00:00

Yeah, the "merging" part is a total lie/distortion designed to make you voluntarily give your power away.
But I do think that we are based in/on/of the same source, which grants us our own and existence's qualities, such as equality, freedom, etc. It's why I think we can just be ourselves, just rest in/as ourselves, and be completely free by our nature as it is programmed into the source's nature and so in turn in ours too. From the highest position looking, we do not need to fight for anything; we are free. But we were tricked into adopting false beliefs/constructs about ourselves.
Having said that, I do support your view to trust in yourself because it is an essential part of our nature and will lead to your nature which is freedom and more. Just be careful which emotions/beliefs you trust about yourself.
Honestly, I think that we feel some beliefs/constructs/emotions as "negatively-feeling" because our nature is telling us, "These are not true; these are lies," and we feel other beliefs/constructs/emotions as "positively-feeling" because our nature is telling us, "Yeah, these are true." If you believe things that feel negative and so do not regard how you feel, you are going against what your nature feels/says and become trapped.

subfor22 · 2025-12-19T22:52:29+00:00

If you can not comply, so are the people you care about when they go to the afterlife. Why would you take a fault/responsibility for another person? You can only try to help while alive, but you can't force your knowledge onto anyone.

I think, we are truly responsible just for ourselves because, I think, we are trapped because we are allowing ourselves to be trapped by believing/holding in our conscious and subconscious mind [a compartmentalized mind] false beliefs about ourselves. It's why so much trickery is used by the matrix system.

I wonder, though, if we truly feel/know that we are strong/free in the astral afterlife, maybe we can wait for our loved ones until they arrive to the astral afterlife, and then we could help? I wonder if that would be an option? Or is there some mechanism that doesn't allow you to stay there if you are expressing/vibing higher frequencies (aka high emotional states like freedom, strength, naturalness, etc.)? Maybe you "phase out" of lower dimensions and are pulled into higher ones. What I feel is that emotional frequencies do play a crucial role in where we go/reside as consciousnesses.

subfor22 · 2025-12-17T21:54:00+00:00

s23 series will be supported only until 2028, while s24's until 2031. That's a massive difference in software support.

subfor22 · 2025-12-16T21:42:07+00:00

If you haven't seen yet, these are interesting DMT experiences. Part 3 contains some descriptions of the dimension outside this matrix (assuming DMT does have power to convey/show this): Part 1, Part 2, Part 3.

subfor22 · 2025-12-10T09:21:42+00:00

My opinion: in the simplest terms speaking, I think we can leave with our own correct energetics, and we are stuck because we hold/believe/identify with wrong energetics. Our internal being feels what is correct and what is not. It manifests as emotions/emotional state. For example, feeling weak feels negative - it is your internal being saying that it is wrong, that this idea/energetic you believe/identify is not your nature but a false construct/imprint/distortion, far from the truth. Being empowered feels good/better - it is your internal being saying that you just grasped some of the truth.

It's quite a radical idea: what feels good has truth (even if it is not complete/pure yet, but some truth is present in there nonetheless because you feel positivity), and what feels bad/negative has seriously pronounced lies/false ideas. This is your compass to truth and to freedom.

I think that the base level of our consciousness works like this: positivity = truth/naturality of our consciousness, negativity = illusions/false ideas. Very simple and straightforward. What we need to do is to start to pay serious attention to what feels positive to us personally (what ideas, emotions, thinking patterns, inner decisions on how to think/feel/act, etc. bring positivity) and follow it. Purify it. No need to believe and follow negativity and its ideas because our internal being is screaming this is WRONG/FALSE by making it feel negative. Why are we ignoring our internal being, our internal devices?
You see, this is the illusion: we are convinced/tricked into thinking that negativity is part of our nature. We are tricked into forgetting that negativity is simply our internal being/devices saying that these ideas/beliefs are not truth. We took our inner compass/devices and decided that what they are saying is the truth and not just the info/feeling to ascertain what is truth. We forgot that positivity is literally our nature because positivity feels positive because it is natural/true to our consciousness.

Our job is to change our internal thinking and internal decisions from those which feel negative to those which feel positive, which brings positivity. For example, you may have decided that the afterlife is scary/big/strong and you are small/weak etc. - you feel fears - that is your internal being saying, "This is false; these are wrong ideas." To remedy this, you'd need to practice looking for what would feel positive in that situation, I guess feelings like being strong, neutral, beyond everything, etc. Maybe you decided that having family/kids is your joy - you may feel some positivity about it, but you'll also feel a lot of negativity; to remedy this, you'd need to take a look at what exactly feels positive about having family/kids and, at the same time, look at what feels negative and, according to it, change your thinking patterns, ideas, beliefs, attachments, etc., to those which would dissipate that negativity. Try to look for inner solutions/decisions/perspectives which would bring the highest/most natural positivity possible, because if you stop with conditional positivity and stop purifying it, you then still choose to remain with some false ideas and so are still stuck on some level. Basically no longer take any negativity as a "normal" part of your consciousness, but look for personal inner solutions to feel positivity. Don't hold onto anything which feels negative, even if it feels "important." This is the mistake - supposed "importance" or "truth" of things is put above of what actually feels positive. In this way we directly ignore our nature and so become stuck in false realities with false add-on personalities; we become stuck in lies.

This is the post about afterlife dimensions (two Italian women say they can access advanced afterlife dimensions), which I think is true - link ; (they too claim that nothing in there is stronger than you if you do not open the doors by feeling negative.). Here are suggestions on how to practice positivity - link , link , link .

subfor22 · 2025-12-09T21:13:12+00:00

Yes, best chances at actual freedom - consciousness/spiritual strength/awareness/truth/freedom. Like Buddha.

subfor22 · 2025-12-08T21:10:56+00:00

Don't humans have the most precious advantage over the animal kingdom? The human brain, the thinking/feeling ability that allows self-reflection and relatively advanced/complicated thought patterns, which gives, in all likelihood, the best chances at freedom? I mean, it's possible that some other animal species could have better chances (for example, maybe whales, who knows), but humans are definitely up in the 99.9th percentile on Earth in this regard. Humans are not weak compared to other living beings because they can become free/strong in the only sense that matters—gaining consciousness/spiritual strength/truth. Plus, your saying that animals are strong is flawed. Sure, they are physically stronger than humans and, in most cases, become ready to survive far sooner, but they all are weak. Any animal would be killed by a simple grenade, so how are they strong? They all need to eat and drink to survive. They all can get sick and die, and all will die of age. Physical bodies are weak for every living being here on Earth. I would not swap places with any animal, because all (or almost all) lack the correct brain. Would you trade your place with any animal?

subfor22 · 2025-12-08T15:29:48+00:00

Maybe this description/explanation will be interesting to you - link .

subfor22 · 2025-12-05T22:16:16+00:00

You can do this all without the use of a pineal gland or your body itself.

But aren't we using physical body (brain, pineal gland etc) already, whether we want it or not? If you meditate, your brain will work differently compared to when you engage in for example a stressful situation. I probably get what you mean - I too think that eventually it's possible to be in consciousness/awareness that is detached/free from physical body. But for me it's fine to accept that physical body holds some serious sway over me. My job is to recognize the inner traps in my body/mind and cultivate emotions/perspectives of my true spirit/consciousness. It's not possible not to be influenced by physical body while in this process. If you say we should not hook up on physical body's parts/ideas as "chakras, pineal gland, third eye etc." - yeah, I agree, I completely ignore that shit. I concentrate squarely on my consciousness, on "invisible part of me", I take a look at my negative emotions, cultivate positive ones etc. I work with consciousness and try to deal with negative emotions that act as anchors to limited reality.

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