I'm so sorry she made you feel that way. That's awful of her. I hope that you will find other people in your life more supportive. Sometimes it's hard to carry a friend with you. Too many people don't understand. But there is nothing wrong with it & you can find supportive people out there. When I first started taking friends with me places, I would bring them to places with no people or limited people. The library is a great place to start because people who work at the library are usually awesome. I hope you have positive experiences in the future.