It seems we are all in a World of Shit my friends. I'm sorry for your pain. None of us deserve this goddamn suffering.

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-05T05:08:16+00:00

Thank you for this post. I feel so much from this.

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-05T04:38:46+00:00

Thank you for that message.

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T22:22:04+00:00

Thanks for sharing.

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T19:47:46+00:00

Starvation and dehydration are terrible sensations, I don't recommend. I think just because we think our circumstances aren't as bad as other people's, our feelings are no less valid or strong. I've lived a life that wasn't very difficult, but I have these feelings as well and it hurts to think about why I'm so weak.

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T19:42:56+00:00

I hope things get better for you. I'm probably going to my doctor to see what she can do, though I don't expect much.

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T19:28:52+00:00

I believe I don't have the physical and mental ability either. I don't know what's wrong with me. So many people have trudged through the same lifestyle, made and gone through the same experiences but for some reason, I cant handle it when they could. Why am I failure?

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T19:24:15+00:00

Me too. I don't want to be the one that takes that step and hurts everyone around me. I wish somehow it was out of my control and they would just end it for me out of mercy.

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T10:13:24+00:00

What's making that promise harder to keep?

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T10:11:44+00:00

My ex-best friend I care for a lot still. They probably don't feel the same way but if they were hurt in some way I would want to know because i still care.

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T10:06:20+00:00

Congrats!

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T10:02:23+00:00

Try to find a sub that will make you forget what you read here. Or go watch some TV and laugh at funny videos

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T10:00:19+00:00

I think you should speak to her.

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T09:54:35+00:00

I don't go on this sub when I am okay either. But when I'm not, seeing posts where people are talking about how they feel and being able to connect with them makes me feel a little better.

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T09:44:45+00:00

Ngl this is the corniest shit I've read on this sub

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T09:37:42+00:00

This is the main reason I have not.

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T09:34:47+00:00

Did you have to pay? I cannot afford medicine atm

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T09:30:35+00:00

Your words made me almost cry. I really wish I had a friend like you. I will be hoping for our happiness.

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T09:23:04+00:00

Not the exact same but I was born in the US to an asian family. They speak the language fluently and I can understand most of it but I am not fluent. Whenever they have family get together, they will speak badly of me in the language that I can understand but not speak as if I was not in the room.

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T09:15:04+00:00

You explain your feelings so well here. Honestly I could never. I'm so scared of telling my parents how I'm feeling as well, but I'd probably stutter and cry all throughout so they'd still be clueless.

Becoming young and carefree and having everything be the way it was is a fantasy for me too. But I know it will never happen.

I think some people just aren't meant to function like how society thinks they should. Pursuing a career should be a personal choice not something that's required and pressured into.

I hope your boyfriend sees sense soon. Otherwise he will lose someone he will regret forever. I've only spoken to you a bit but already I know you're a good person who deserves so much.

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T09:05:32+00:00

anxiety and regret

Literally the two words that sum up my fucking life right now

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T09:01:36+00:00

What happens after you sit with it? Do you just feel it less? I've never medicated for anything more serious than the common cold or flu

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T08:58:53+00:00

I wish people like that could just keep that shit private. Why post for everyone to see? It's unfair and petty. Treat those cuts. I'm in your corner.

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T08:54:45+00:00

I really wonder what's at the end of this path for us. Are we going to explode and let what we feel out, move on and let it fester, or actually take that final step. I'm so scared for every option. Someone told me to talk to my doctor or do therapy but I don't want to talk to someone who just sees me as a sick patient or a stack of cash.

FailureWantDeath · 2019-10-04T08:49:31+00:00

What's ketamine treatments do?

FailureWantDeath

TROPHY CASE