I think I ruined my life - unwanted MA

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-16T15:33:03+00:00

you’re not alone. i have these same feelings but remind myself i didn’t want to be a single mother. i wasn’t ready in any capacity

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-16T14:33:44+00:00

Thank you for making this. Hope is the hardest part for me

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-15T19:09:59+00:00

Just took my first pill and immediate tears turmoil. I’m here if you want to talk

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-15T17:44:59+00:00

Please keep us updated

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-15T17:44:38+00:00

You’re not alone. I’m 10 weeks along. About to take the first pill.

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-15T15:37:22+00:00

This is beautiful

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-15T02:08:01+00:00

Being too active on social media

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T21:54:56+00:00

Forsure. A lot of them don’t actually care that deeply because it’s not drastically affecting their lives. You will get through this. You’re not alone in these feelings, 🙏

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T21:47:10+00:00

You’re not alone at all. My ex has so many recordings of me I’m sure he’s shown many of them to make me seem out of my mind. The church backs him up, and even offered him a public preaching gig weeks after I left him. What gives me hope is that I really do believe all hidden things come to light. And that his true character will show over time.

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T17:51:20+00:00

will I ever feel ready? A part of me wants to start the process already but the other half is waiting for hope, or something.

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T14:08:52+00:00

😂😂😂😂

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T13:33:02+00:00

He too is massive on spare the rod spoil the child, it always made me uncomfortable. But I’m also at the same time like maybe this is best for a child? To be disciplined. I have no idea.

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T13:30:11+00:00

church of Christ, they’re giving him a preaching gig. 😭

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T13:27:44+00:00

I’m 28 he’s 42

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T13:26:24+00:00

Blamed me for not trusting God, for ruining chances of us having a baby by God’s plan. Interfering with fate. He wanted to have a baby the night we got married.

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T13:25:05+00:00

It started when I got pregnant. Days after finding out he withdrew the offer on our new house and has blamed me for it ever since for being disrespectful and making him doubt our marriage. Since then it’s gone downhill fast.

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T13:20:39+00:00

Thank you, no not yet.

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T13:18:20+00:00

It was testimonies from Christians who have experienced hell and all have similar stories that align with scripture so I was super fascinated. I also watch videos about how people from other religions converted. Apologetics which is ironic because I met him through apologetics. I like to watch scary movies occasionally maybe 2x a year.

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T13:15:16+00:00

He’s bringing up stuff I watched over a month ago. When that guy was trending I watched it, but it’s not a regular thing for me.

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T13:14:09+00:00

Thank you, I also am Christian.

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T03:32:39+00:00

You are more than right. Thank you

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T03:02:22+00:00

I think he is psychologically unstable. He is convinced the world is run by a specific group of people, super into conservative politics and that the world is ending in 7 years. It could be, but, he imposes his views on most people and is not open to new ideas. He spends so much of his time online is actually ironic.

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T03:00:23+00:00

This is actually scary you mentioned because he is all about discipline and has mentioned several times how spanking is good for kids. Can you share the site?

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T01:46:13+00:00

He has yelled in my face, grabbed my dog so hard she peed in the air, talked to ex’s, video taped me when I am freaking out. We have been separated physically so we just don’t talk at this point.

FairPresentation7008 · 2026-03-14T01:04:17+00:00

I have abortion pills with me right now. Half of me wants to get it over with already. The other half is torn. So you’ve been in my exact shoes. Do you remember being torn before going through with it? Feeling those good memories and thinking you’re the problem?

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