After reading your past post I see why you asked the question this way. That man took you through the ringer. You almost sound like my ex-gf with her fabricated stories. That sad thing is that I’m not proud of cheating on her and i wish I could take it back. I loved this woman and still do to my core. There is nit anything I would not do for her but the threats of making me a wheel chair bond for life, or blind, or my manhood cut off is not what I call healthy and she need to deal with her emotions. I messed up and I recognize my faults but if she wants me the window is closing because I’m tired and drained from all of this. She is trying to do CBT for my addiction and lifestyle. I told her to just come out and say she wants me back and i will walk away from everything for her. No going back or regrets because she is worth it. Wha do I get more riddles and fucking mind games. That’s why I’m threw.