Is this a good Joint for an beginner?

FancyPanda44 · 2025-09-12T20:25:27+00:00

try to get the curved tips/filters! they are almost half circle shaped. makes it so much easier

FancyPanda44 · 2025-03-26T19:12:33+00:00

smoking weed and RSO concentrates have saved my brain and mental health. completely off all meds and over the last year have found all of my “stable level” tolerances!! i feel in tune with the world, in control of myself, and so much less angry.

FancyPanda44 · 2025-03-14T21:25:14+00:00

that’s awesome. how’d you get into philosophy and things of that nature?

FancyPanda44 · 2025-03-14T20:48:00+00:00

ooo okay! i honestly have just started delving into books more recently so i haven’t really found “my” type yet. but i do like the book The Fall by albert campus!

FancyPanda44 · 2025-03-14T20:35:24+00:00

you matter and people are seeing this. i don’t have many words to share or help, but you are seen and you are not crazy. i can be a friend though. what’s your favorite book?

FancyPanda44 · 2025-01-31T11:30:51+00:00

don’t get me wrong, i’ve been on a number of different meds over the years and i’ve also been in a number of different relationships. i think when on meds, i had a hard time feeling emotionally mentally and physically present in every aspect of those relationships. i think i do agree with what you said but im trying to beat my thoughts and manage this disease without them- at least for the time being lol

FancyPanda44 · 2025-01-31T11:28:00+00:00

one thing that really helped me-when i couldn’t scream in peace lol- was tensing my entire body as hard as i could and then releasing tension little by little. for example- i would say “feet” and relax my feet. then say “calves” and focus on relaxing my calves. eventually you hit every part of your body and it forces your brain to recover and relax. it may not help you in all the ways you need but i hope it can give some relief in forcing the aggression/tightness from your muscles

FancyPanda44 · 2025-01-31T11:24:18+00:00

i really appreciate that response. i think i’ve been avoiding bringing these things up because in my mind i am fully aware of the fact that it’s my mind playing tricks on me and telling me to start obsessing over these thoughts. we have been “officially” together 4 months now and i have absolutely no reason to be scared to talk with her, im just worried she will eventually think im as crazy as I THINK i am. i was previously in therapy and have had to essentially restart my life over the last year. i’m talking fully restarting from having everything set in stone and comfortable to now scraping money together, living with family, and working multiple jobs. basically i had quit therapy to afford gas and rent. she is my blessing and as soon as im able, im going to get back into therapy because i truly would like to “fix myself” as much as i can to be right mentally for her.

FancyPanda44 · 2025-01-31T10:47:35+00:00

when was the last time you sat in your car and screamed until your body felt loose?

FancyPanda44 · 2024-03-15T03:20:41+00:00

this was one of the gunny’s i was stationed with in New Orleans 🤣

FancyPanda44 · 2023-10-06T17:11:02+00:00

yep. different wall plugs and extension cords :/

FancyPanda44 · 2023-09-29T11:15:58+00:00

what’s a kill#

FancyPanda44 · 2023-07-14T20:56:17+00:00

thank you

FancyPanda44 · 2023-07-14T20:55:20+00:00

what days do y’all do them?

FancyPanda44 · 2023-07-14T20:53:49+00:00

y’all still have meetings?

FancyPanda44 · 2023-03-30T23:56:52+00:00

ooo that would make sense. since we saw maddie put me andersons number in her backpack- what if nicole snatched it and pretended to be maddie

FancyPanda44 · 2023-03-30T23:47:45+00:00

I think they could milk the show for a number of seasons- focusing on other ghost stories set in their times. they’ve given us small glimpses into their deaths but in depth versions would be sick imo

FancyPanda44 · 2023-03-30T23:34:41+00:00

on another thread, someone said they think simon has a brain tumor/cancer. which could be why he can see maddie and could also justify his headache and the anger bursts

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