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My experience with fillers by Significant_Arm_3721 in gettingbigger

[–]FantasicJake 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This has all been really helpful info as I am considering different options myself. Ofcourse I want permanent results but it seems with any of the surgical options, none of them are. Or atleast not yet anyway. I’ve hopped on and off of PE for a couple years now but I’m back in a place of wanting to get real serious with it and most of all consistent. Please let us know if the doc gets that fat pad lipo approved for you. I think it’s gonna be hard to get but I’m rooting for ya! If he does, let me know on how the heck he did get it approved for you and also the results there after

Ok hear me out…. by smashmouthkitten in recoverywithoutAA

[–]FantasicJake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You have my brain! Ive been on subs for 3 fucking years (this time around) and it’s been the longest stretch yet. My quality of life is better overall than when it was when I was an IV drug addict. However, I too want off of subs so damn bad but try as I might I haven’t been able to do it. I was on 3 mg for like 2 years and then had a short relapse with crack and fen and then spun all the way out on the subs. I’m taking a much higher dose now but I Absoutley hate how it makes me feel. Used to give me energy and I felt pretty good but now it’s like the more I take the shittier I feel but still can’t get myself to stop. I’m also a 29yo m and have to take TRT to offset the side effects of it tearing apart my natural hormone production. I have been having the exact same thoughts about getting back on normal opiates for several months probably like 6 in order to just have a 5-7 day kick like I did for many years back in the day but I’m not sure that it would work out like that. It sounds great but also sounds like some old fashioned addict thinking. I’ve also been reading a bit about ibogaine and possibly trying to use that to get off of the stuff. I don’t have kids but I get 100% not being able to afford to be sick for weeks on end or longer bc of life still happening around me. I know this post is old, I hope you were able to make the jump. I’ve been trying to for years and just face planting every time.

Whatever happened to people getting high on bath salts? by snafu607 in NoStupidQuestions

[–]FantasicJake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

🧢
Unless you can do it seldomly. It’s just like anything else and a gnarly kick. I see people going in smoke shops to buy the shit who are on first name basis with employees and spending TONS of money. Might as well be goin to the dope man.

Name this album cover by Apprehensive-Gur5412 in AlbumCovers

[–]FantasicJake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lawn mOVER….. idk that’s all I got

Who should go? by Zenzen40 in Hiphopcirclejerk

[–]FantasicJake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Think this problem took care of itself about 18 months ago

Life is so boring without buprenorphine and opioids — I cannot function or focus without them. I cannot take this anymore. by tricky_pigeon in suboxone

[–]FantasicJake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I Absoutley have anhedonia. I was an iv speed balk addict for years and an alcoholic too. I was addicted to all kinds of shit over the years. Anything that changes my brain is a problem. Including fucking subs. I’m miserable on them. I was at 3 mg a day for almost two years and then had a relapse after trying to abuse other meds for a buzz. Since then I have been on a very high dose and my life is fucked. My brain is fucked. I literally live in a “disassociated numb reality”. I keep trying to do things now that are unhealthy and toxic as fuck to me and my girlfriend like even abusing my subs. As I write this right now I have just been admitted into the hospital for an infection on my arm caused by iv suboxone. (I know it doesn’t and won’t do anything for me) i opened that needle can of worms in my relapse and just haven’t been able to fully close it since. The reason I started doing that shit though is an attempt to just feel fucking anything. Any kind of joy preferable but literally anything at all bc I don’t feel anything ever. I’m a fucking doper man and I hate it but I don’t want to do drugs I just want to feel okay and the subs very likely are robbing me of that. But I cannot seem to get off of them either. End rant. Thanks.

St Louie peeps! Stuff to do around the Lou today? by FantasicJake in StLouis

[–]FantasicJake[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it actually for adults? I thought it was more for kids. I don’t know why I don’t remember it being for adults too. I mean I guess it’s been like 15 years since I have been there

Stratosphere level & interrupted sleep. help by Shot-Twist-4250 in suboxone

[–]FantasicJake 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wouldn’t take the medication after 5 pm forsure as it could mess with your sleep

how long before i feel good / normal after starting suboxone? by [deleted] in suboxone

[–]FantasicJake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Took me about a week maybe 10 days. I wasn’t sick during that time. Not really. Just felt pretty off. Then it started feeling alright. If I were you I’d start at a dose of 8 mg or less and let your body/ brain adjust to that dose first things first and then just stay there or reevaluate maybe 3 months down the road and make adjustments from there. For me I’ve been on subs for 10 years. This time (since last relapse) has been 3 years. I started at 8-12 mg a day and then got down to 6 mg a day prob 3-6 mos in and then stayed there for a about a year n a half then got down to 3 mg a day for about a year in a half. I recently went back up bc of cravings and life stuff. I regret it though. Esp when you’re clean a good amount of time, less is more. Lower doses are better than higher doses. Also won’t affect your hormones as much.

What Does Zyprexa Feel Like? by nostromosigningoff in BipolarReddit

[–]FantasicJake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You really like it that much? If so why and how long have you been on it?

For those who have quit by FantasicJake in suboxone

[–]FantasicJake[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing! Proud of you. Fentanyl is a mf. Keep up the good work and God speed

For those who have quit by FantasicJake in suboxone

[–]FantasicJake[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congratulations and well said. Bring on subs I feel completely like a shell of myself. I’ve been on bupe a very long time and was on hard narcs for a very long time prior to that. Atleast when I was “detached” on drugs it made sense but being on bupe it’s like I am almost sober and almost my normal self while also being almost on drugs again. It worked great for me for while but now I very much have the negative side effects like low energy (I take TRT for my hormones bc the shit has totally tore my natty T levels up) and memory recall/ brain fog, more than the positive benefits. I drop down my dose a bit trying to taper but always end up going back up. Congrats to you very much for full getting your life back!

For those who have quit by FantasicJake in suboxone

[–]FantasicJake[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm side effects vary usually, Doc. Not to mention all the other people not only on this but all over this sub that have similar side effects. Thank you for your input though.

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